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Email: cruel_reality@hotmail.com
Name: Matt oº○ Åzur£ §k¥¥ ○ºo
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| Guide | Adventurer | Sex-monster |
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| Crazy kid |
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Description:
Tryst
By: ~Matt S.~
a caress
a kiss
a press of lips
drawing a wet line
across your wrist
a flicker -- you
shudder
a breathy, breathless
whisper;
you writhre, at that
promising touch
before your eyes flutter
back
muscled moisture throws
your head back again
and you feel a hot breath
of life wash across your skin
Dark promises lay in your eyes --
You gasp, heavy with passion and lust, contralto voice
Assuring you both that your body's already
Made it's choice.
(if wanting this is a sin ...)
(i'll never tell.)
(let's begin.)
My name is Matthew James Sandnas. I am sixteen, and an open book when I choose to be, and rarely else. I enjoy Lavander & Lilac scented shampoo and / or conditioner. For entertainment, ie books and games, I like vampires, magic, especially necromancy, and fantasy. I dislike history of most persuasions. Fire is beautiful. Ice is enchanting. I write poetry.
My love, attentions, emotions, secure-ness, compassion, and apathy, are often intense, but fragile. My attention, sometimes wavers and wanders. Apathy, comes and goes; It never applies to people. My love, is forever. If it is given, I shall never refuse to give it again. My emotions, and compassion, are subject to shifting, based on things I generally don't understand; But, that I try to. I am not usually abject to soul-searching. And, though I almost always need someone to help me with that, it is an indirect thing. I love my friends. I love my lovers. My sensual tastes run to what would be sometimes considered dark and / or perverse, to some. I enjoy biting, and scratching. I absolutely love being marked. Moaning and screams are delightful. My eyes are dull ice-grey, hair a semi-luster'd blonde. I still possess virginity. I do not drink, or smoke.
I despise pills. I'm not completely sure why. Lieing, is something that's often hard for me to deal with, especially in relationships. I try to pour complete, not blind, trust into all of my friends. Lieing, is a counter-force to that. They clash greatly. I sometimes am very articulate. Other times, of course, I am far from it. I like musicals, plays, and soccer. I've played soccer for a total of nine years. Will hopefully be joining again. I paint my nails. I got the paint from Emma's sister for Christmas.
I am very, very forgetful at times. Others, I can recall information, details, concepts, quoted words, and others with vividity. But, generally, my memory gives only vague connotations. I try my best to be insightful and perceptive. Always.
In relationships, I tend to want to be very close to my lover. I don't mind doing small, simple things for them. I love cuddling, holding hands, and long deep kisses, chaste or not, though chaste ones are sometimes more enjoyable. Short, quick ones are cute, but in moderation. Cloths, give the right and/or favored kind, are sexy. The body, is utterly sensual. I love snuggling, when there is plenty of skin for me to dance my hands over and give soft caresses. Nothing is more fascinating to me, than eternally following the line of a lover's body with my eyes closed, fingers allowed only the lightest touch. A spill of hip, a line of leg, a dip of jaw, a sweep of brow and nose... All serenely lovely, sweetly sensual. Note, that there is a profound, subtle difference between sexual and sensual -- a fine, cloudy line... They are like dawn and twilight. I love eye contact at almost all times. I close my eyes when I kiss. It bothers me not to. I want little else more than to be consumed by love and my lover. It is one of my few ultimate goals. I lend myself, near-entirely, to each.
Obviously, when sharing details, especially intimate ones such as all these, which I am ... Shall we say, less than comfortable, telling in such a public fashion, I tend to tell in concise, serious, listed fashion. I suppose, that the main reason I am doing this, is to tell you who I am, a little of what I am, what makes me myself, and, with all of it, later, show you just how little you know, and, also ... Show you that what you do know, even from the depth of this? That it all goes deeper. I am, a deep person. I like philosophy. But I know no philosophers. I like sports. I know no athletes' names. But the real, deeper reason, that all of this is posted in the open, is that anyone, who wishes to be friend, lover, or whatever else, knows the darkest sides of me. The softest sides of me. The most intense sides of me. And to put the docile, quiet side of me that I display in daily life, at contrast. I'm never less than you see. Maybe not more than what I let you see ... But deeper. And different. Muse this over.
Interpret any of this however you wish. More may be added.
~Matt.
| Age: 19 | Year of birth: 1989 | Month of birth: 7 | Day of birth: 31 |
Gender: male
What do you do?: Being lazy
Place of living: USA-Minnesota
Exact place of living: ---
Elfpack crew wannabe: Yes
Music
| adult pop | alternative | blues |
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| goth | grunge | heavy metal |
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| jazz | new age | progressive metal |
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| punk | rock | synth |
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Other interests
| animals | anime | art |
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| books | cats | chasing the preferred sex |
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| cooking | cybersex | dancing |
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| economics | electronics | fantasy |
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| film | fishing | poetry |
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| politics | role playing | singing |
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| scifi | slacking | sporting |
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| theatre | watching sport | wine |
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| writing |
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Civil status: involved
Body shape: normal
Height: 182
