2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max looked at her, "Umm I dont know I came back last night and he was asleep and still asleep when I came back."

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "I meant in general...."

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: "Oh... good." Max said

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "Thats good...." she says and bites her lip

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: "Whats on your mind spill it.."

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She shrugs "Stuff"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max nodded, "Well what Stuff

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "I can't tell you"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max frouned, "Why not me?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "Because" she crosses her arms

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max rolled his eyes

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "Well, I don't want to be mean..."

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max shrugged, "You wont just tell me."

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "Okay, well how would you feel if your first time was with your best friend's boyfriend who only wanted to have a kid and didn't love you at all, not that I care about that part...I'm definately not in love with you, and you were having the kid for someone else? That shit messes you up"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max looked at her not sure what to say

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She shrugs "but whatever, I agreed to do it"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max nodded still not sure what to say

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She looks down "Sorry"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max shook his head, "Elvira, I do love you, just as a sister."

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "And I love you as a brother, I said I didn't care about that part....I was just saying"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max nodded. Man I was just trying to help

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "Um, you can forget I said anything"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max nodded

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: (I need to go to bed soon)
"Is anything on your mind?"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: (Me too)
Max shook his head and looked down

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "You sure?"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: "I just hope Im a better dad than mine was."

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "You will be"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max smiled, "Thanks"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She smiled back "Just speaking the truth"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max nodded

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: Elvira sighed

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max looked at her with a raised eyebrow, "You tate those pills today?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She gave a sheepish look "No...not yet"

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max raised an eyebrow, "So you do what than?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "i'll go take one" she mumbled and got up

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max laughed slightly and picked at his food

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She took a pill and went back to her seat. She made a face at him

2009-07-25 [WASHACKED]: Max laughed and stuck his tounge at her

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: (Tsk Tsk Tsk. No coffee for Elvira)

Starrling yawned and woke up

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: (what? Why not?)

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: (Caffine.)

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: (nothing wrong with that. Come over to Elvira's^^)

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Starrling showers and walks over to Elvira's. D-Did Max come home last night?.....

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: Elvira sighs

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Starrling knocks on Elvira's door

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: she gets up and opens it

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Starrling O.O

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "Hey Starrling, what's wrong?"

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: "Damn, how long have I been asleep?!"He touches her stomach

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "not long...."

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Starrling smiles. "So how many times did you guys.."

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: Elvira blushes and walks into the living room "Only once"

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Starrling runs in and hugs Max. "We're gonna be dads." He turns back to Elvira and hugs her. "Oh sweetie you must be so scared, but we're here for you"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: she nods and sits on the couch

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: He kisses Max's cheek and sits next to Elvira. "How are you feeling?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: she shrugs "Normal"

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: (Hmm, how far along is she?)

Starrling frowns a little. "I smell coffee. Did you drink any?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: (not long...it should take a while)

Elvira looks away "No..."

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: "Caffine is bad for the baby."

(Hmm, so like three months? Thats when you start to show,)

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: (guess so, but it should slow down...I just wanted a big surprise XD)

"Blame Max, he got it for me"

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: "Its alright, just make sure to eat healthy and stuff, no alcohol, no drugs, caffeine, stuff like that," He rubs her stomach. "Geez,"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "I'll make sure to get right on that." She says sarcastically

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Starrling smiles and puts an ear to her stomach. "God, humans are so unlucky..." A tear gleams in his eye

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She looks down at him "Why's that?"

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: A tear runs down his cheek. "I can hear the baby's heartbeat^^"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She smiles. "I'm sorry if the baby turns out to be extremely tiny. I can't make myself grow" (I decided she's like 5 feet, lol)

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: "Don't be sorry, don't be sorry for anything ever again, oh sweetie," Starrling hugs her tightly. "Oh god, thank you so so much, you're the best girl in the world, I love you, you're my best friend"He starts crying

Max smiles and bites his lip to hold back a tear

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: O.O "Alright, alright, don't crush me to death."

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Starrling lets go of her and steps back. "I'll be back in a couple hours," He kisses Max passionately and runs out the door

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: O.o "Um, okay then."

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Max laughs and sits on the couch.

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: Elvira gets up and gets a carrot. "Damn vampire...'eat healthy, no caffine' bleh, whatever." she mumbles to herself and takes a bite

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Max laughed. "He just wants to be a good dad. Wanna watch Queen of the Damned?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: Elvira raised an eyebrow. "That is the stupidest movie I have ever seen,"

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: "Um, Underworld?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "Sure,"

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Max got the movie from Starrling's and put it in the dvd player.

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: Elvira pulled a blanket over herself and curled up in the corner of the couch

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Max sat on the couch

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: Elvira ate her carrot (lol)

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Max fell asleep watching

Starrling knocked softly

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: Elvira got up and let him in

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: "Is max still here?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She nods. "He's asleep"

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: "Good, um, can we talk?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "Sure,"

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: He motions for her to step out into the hall.

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She steps out

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: "Elvira, am I going to be a good father?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: "Of course you are, Starrling. How could you not?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: -

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Starrling nods a little. "Are you scared?"

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She nods "Extremely"

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: He hugs her

2009-07-25 [BloodRose]: She hugs him back "I want to say sorry in advance for my moodiness that will definately be coming soon"

2009-07-25 [Silverline]: Starrling laughs "No its fine, i get it"

2009-07-26 [BloodRose]: "can we go back in now?"

2009-07-26 [Silverline]: Starrling nods

2009-07-26 [BloodRose]: Elvira walks back in

2009-07-26 [Silverline]: Starrling follows her

2009-07-26 [BloodRose]: "So, Max was talking about how your apartment wasn't big enough..."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Hmm..."Starrling chews his lip and thinks

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "Hmm?"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "I'm thinking. Well yeah, Max is right,"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "I told him to buy the apartment next door and knock down the wall.."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling nods. "Or we could just move,"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "You guys can't move."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "You're right..."

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "Max wants to though..." She gets up and walks over to the window

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Hmm..I could pull a bit more out of savings than I had planned, get a nice three bedroom..."

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: She bites her lip. "Sounds nice,"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Elvira, did you not catch the three? Hun, I wouldn't leave you in this place all alone,"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: She shrugs. "You guys said something about two kids, didn't you?"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Kids can learn to share, and houses can always be added on to"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "I'm not really part of the family....I'm just a friend."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling frowns. "Hun for the longest time you've been the only family I've had."

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "You have been too..."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Then you should move with us,"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: She shakes her head. "I don't want to be an inconvenience"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling facepalms. "You will not be an inconvenience"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "Sure, you say that now.."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Elvira..Don't be difficult. You know how much you mean to me,"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "Do I?"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling whimpers. "Please come live with us"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "You don't even know where you're living or if you can afford it,"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "I can afford it, I assure you, and the housing market is cheap right now,"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: She crosses her arms and shrugs

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Elvira..."

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "What?"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Please, it would mean a lot to me,"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "You haven't even thought it through, Starrling. I would prefer not to watch my kid grow up not knowing who their mom was...I wouldn't think you would want them to know..."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling runs a hand through his hair.

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: Elvira crosses her arms and looks out the window

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "I understand..."

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: She shrugs. "Don't matter. I said I would do it"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling takes a deep breath

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "Just forget I said that..."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: He closes his eyes

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: She turns back around and looks at him

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling opens his eyes and looks at her

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "I'm sorry...I don't think before I speak sometimes.."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "You don't ned to think if its what you really feel"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "You don't want to know what I really feel right now. I'm still in shock"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Elvira I always want to know what you feel"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: She shakes her head. "Not today. You'll regret asking me and then feel guilty and then you'll beat yourself up about it."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "No. I won't."

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "Yes you will, so just forget it."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling sighs

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: Elvira walks into the kitchen and gets some water

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Elvira I'm sorry"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "You didn't do anything.."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling looks at her

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "What?"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Tell me what you;re feeling"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "Starrling....."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Yes?"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "I can't...I don't want you to feel bad,"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "I'm a big boy, i can handle it

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "You might want to sit down then,"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling sit on the floor

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "You were lucky. Your first time was with someone you love, not with someone you were doing a favor for. I feel dirty, like a slut..if you payed me it would make that thought even more true..I have to have a baby that will call someone else their parents and if I'm lucky they'll call me 'Aunt Elvira'. I want to help you...but its a little more pain than I bargained for. I am eighteen years old..and guys will probably never look my way again...I won't look the same. I'll probably get fat..oh god, fat. ugh. and there's the fact that i'm extremely tiny and might die. tiny dogs aren't allowed to give natural birth, they have to have a c section, and that leaves scars..meaning, i won't be able to show my stomache ever again...there's more but I can't really think of them right now,"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling puts his head in his hands

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "Told you."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "I'm so so sorry Elvira...... This was a terrible idea...I should have asked Karen to be the surrogate..Shes a little older...oh damn.. i'm so sorry.."

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: She shakes her head. "No, you don't even know Karen. I just need time to get used to it. I'll be fine.."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "E-Elvira...Do you want to keep the baby?...."

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: O.O "What do you mean?"

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Like if you don't want to give her up to me and max,""

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "No, I said I was doing this for you..and I am. This is your baby..and when I find the right person, I'll have one of my own.."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: Starrling whimpers

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "Starrling, it's fine."

2009-07-27 [Silverline]: "Elvira,"

2009-07-27 [BloodRose]: "What?"

2009-07-29 [WASHACKED]: (What the bloody hell did I miss??)

2009-07-29 [Silverline]: (Um, you're asleep on Elvira's couch, you guys watched underworld and I took a walk)

2009-07-29 [BloodRose]: (lol,)

2009-07-29 [WASHACKED]: (Yep I just read it... you play Max good)

Max opened his eyes and looked around

2009-07-29 [Silverline]: (Lol I do?)

Starrling sat next to Max

2009-07-29 [WASHACKED]: (Yep) Max smiled and moved over so his head was on Starrlings

2009-07-29 [Silverline]: Starrling hugged him. "Have a nice nap?"He looked up at Elvira "Are you feeling okay?"

2009-07-29 [BloodRose]: "Just peachy" She walks into her room and slams the door

2009-07-29 [WASHACKED]: Max looked at her door, "What did I miss?"

2009-07-29 [Silverline]: Starrling puts his head in his hands. "This is all my fault"

2009-07-29 [WASHACKED]: Max sat up and hugged him, "Whats your fault?"

2009-07-29 [Silverline]: "Elvira's upset"

2009-07-29 [WASHACKED]: Max nodded and kissed him, "Comeon lets go home and tell me there."

2009-07-29 [Silverline]: Starrling kissed him back and yawned

2009-07-30 [WASHACKED]: Max smiled and got up and pulled his hand, "You need sleep come on."

2009-07-30 [Silverline]: Starrling nods and goes home with him

2009-07-30 [BloodRose]: (very smart, leave the emotional pregnant woman alone)

2009-07-30 [WASHACKED]: Max sat down on the couch, "What happened?"

(Of course)

2009-07-30 [Silverline]: "She's upset, I don't really know how to explain it,"

2009-07-30 [WASHACKED]: Max nodded, "I saw that but about what?"

2009-07-30 [Silverline]: "I don't now exactly,"Starrling leaned back

2009-07-30 [WASHACKED]: Max nodded and frouned, "I didn't know I was her first."

2009-07-30 [Silverline]: Starrling nods

2009-07-30 [WASHACKED]: Max looked at him and frouned not sure what to say to chear him up

2009-07-30 [Silverline]: Starrling hugs Max tightly

2009-07-30 [WASHACKED]: Max hugged him back tightly, "She wants to keep the baby doesn't she?"