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Written about Sunday 2013-12-29
Written: (3983 days ago)

#Poetry

"My Conscience"


My Conscience is my guide, ever present and surreal,
Knowing what I think and knowing what I feel.
My Conscience is always with me, day and/or night,
Telling me what's wrong, but also what is right.
Whether I'm alone or lost in a crowd,
My Conscience speaks to me and sometimes rather loud.
From My Conscience, there is no place to hide,
Because I have chosen for it to be my guide.
So even though for others, it is out of sight,
My Conscience remains as my true and guiding light.


Written by Artsieladie, aka Sharon Donnelly ©2013-12-28 21:47:00 (EST)</center>
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136002  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2013-12-28
Written: (3983 days ago)
Next in thread: 136007

Because I refuse to conform and be a "sheeple", I've been cast out. Oh well, I never wanted to be "ordinary" or "normal" or "boring" anyway. "Extra-ordinary", ab(ove)normal is more to my liking. ALL the greats and extraordinaires throughout history were ab(ove)normal. So to be part of a societal clique? Rule me out! Expect me to go along with the program, a program? ROFLMAO! No thanks! To all those who choose to conform, be normal, be ordinary, be a sheeple, be miserable... whatever floats your boat! Settle for the lesser, be what society expects. But me? I'd rather be that which society rejects!

http://www.rebellesociety.com/2012/11/27/normal-or-abnormal-the-choice-is-yours/

136000  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2013-12-28
Written: (3983 days ago)

#Quotes...
“Unspoken words of today pave the way for unrequited regrets of tomorrow.”

"Yesterday was; tomorrow may never be;
Live for today, the only guarantee."

#Poetry

"Unrequited Regrets"


Choose to say just what you feel
For a chance again tomorrow may steal
And only regrets would then remain,
Unrequited with denial to gain
A chance once more to wipe away
The painful regret from failing to say
What's on your mind, what's in your heart,
What resides in your truest part.

Anger discolours, fear distorts,
Assumptions left open leave all sorts
Of warped perceptions to linger, to stay,
While the truth would have cast away
All doubt, all anger, all fear,
With nothing assumed but perfectly clear.

It is best to say just what we feel,
To leave no regrets without repeal.


Written by Artsieladie, aka Sharon Donnelly ©2013-12-28 08:43:00 (EST)

Inspired by Ramanjit Garewal :) Thank you. <3

135996  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2013-12-26
Written: (3985 days ago)


From Tinie's status (my friend from Belgium): "I wish we could put some of the Christmas spirit in jars and open a jar of it every month." ~ Harlan Miller

#Poetry #Christmas #ChristmasSpirit

"Christmas Spirit"


If we put a little bit of Christmas Spirit in each and every day,
What a difference this would make in each and every way.
If we thought and felt more with a Christmas Spirit mind,
We would be a lot more caring and so much more be kind.

The magic in Christmas is within the love,
And all of its wonderment it is made of.
Love is about caring, kindness, giving,
Compassion, thoughtfulness, and yes, forgiving.
Love maintains no boundaries, of mistakes, keeps no track,
Love is healing, moving forward, without looking back.
Love can move mountains, walls tear down,
Mend shattered hearts, make a smile from a frown.
Love adds warmth where ice couldn't melt.
Love rekindles hope where hopelessness was felt.
Love connects, bonds, unites in its name,
Wipes away guilt and casts away blame.

So, to keep the Christmas Spirit, the magic of the season,
Hold onto the love, and nurture for no reason.


Written by Artsieladie, aka Sharon Donnelly ©2013-12-26 11:08:00 (EST)

Inspirational credit: Thanks to you, Tinie Iweins d'Eeckhoutte, with love. <3 ...and Happy Birthday! (( hugs ))
135994  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2013-12-23
Written: (3988 days ago)

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Profound message from Rich Patt. <3

Wounded Healers


They are not born and they are not made...

They create themselves through conquering adversity, trial and error and extreme pain and suffering.

They conquer fear and find a way to speak their truth even when they are afraid.

In doing so they shine light for others who are lost and feeling alone, and in return their inner light
ignites with renewed purpose.

A purpose greater than they ever could have imagined.


"They conquer fear and find a way to speak their truth even when they are afraid."

Right! Even though I am often afraid to speak the truth, I do so anyway, even when I know I will face ridi-
cule and punishment for this choice I make. I am banned from Elftown, NOT for lying as I'm accused, but for....

telling THE TRUTH!!!

...and for...

the LIES OF OTHERS!!!

...and because...

I won't give up a best friend

...and for a man who can't even crawl out of the shadows to say what's in his heart.

So THIS makes ME the one with courage, integrity, and virtue ...and the one doing the punishing, a pathetic loser who doesn't have the guts to stand up and TELL THE TRUTH!!!
135990  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2013-12-21
Written: (3990 days ago)

I do "photo 'enhancement' editing". This photo was taken by a friend, Rich Patt. It's of his dog, Buddie.

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I removed the background and VERY carefully around Buddie and so I would save the "fur" outline as much as possible. Preserving the "fur" outline is very important and I will explain why a bit farther in this writing.
But it's not a process that you can rush through IF you want to preserve the furry outline. It's very time consuming and it requires a lot of patience, which many digital artists aren't all that willing to put into some-
thing like this. They think if something takes them a couple of hours, this is a lot of time. Well, a couple/few hours is nothing compared to the amount of time I've put into a piece of work. I have pieces of work that
have taken me days, weeks, even months to complete.

After erasing the background around Buddie, I then had to "replace" some of the "fur ends" in his outline.

Then I removed the "jpg-ness" in Buddie's image, which is basically smoothing out the pixels, because JPGs are harsh. JPGs also blend adjacent pixels. PNGs preserve an image as is almost if not entirely 100%. This
is another process that takes a considerable amount of time.

Since I didn't want to leave the chain collar on Buddie, I removed it. This process again, took a lot of time. Then I worked with contrast, and other image tools until I was happy with Buddie's appearance. Then I
added framing, texts, his name and in the first version, a plain black background. In the second version, I added a different background photo. It is in the second version especially where it's so important for the
"furry outline" to be preserved. Saving the furry outline makes all the difference between whether Buddie would look like he was part of the background image or look like he was "pasted in". The latter being what
you don't want.

Version #1:
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Version #2:
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The photo I used for the new background in version #2 is a photo my daughter took at the college campus. Here's the original:
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...And what made this all so worthwhile doing was when Rich received it and he was so happy with it. The act of doing something just for the sheer intent to do something special for someone, to make them happy,
is worth EVERYTHING. On the other hand, when you do something special for someone to make them happy and they tell you they didn't appreciate it all that much, well, THIS is heartless and cruel I think because
such shatters your heart into a billion pieces. Only one person has ever been this cruel and he knows who he is. But... there is never anything possibly wrong in giving. If the receiver is ungrateful and hurtful, the
wrong lies with the receiver, NOT the giver. ..And as much as this same person would like to destroy me and my integrity, the truth is in fact, he is destroying his own. I gave to him in many ways and from my heart.
All he has ever done in return is take and steal from me, use and abuse me. So who exactly is he destroying?

135976  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2013-12-18
Written: (3993 days ago)

#Poetry #Quotes #PoeticQuotes


"Gifts"


When blessed with gifts,
We are blessed to share,
To touch hearts and souls
To show we care,
For a gift unshared
Is a gift that's wasted,
It's sweetness unknown
Til others have tasted.


Written by Artsieladie, aka Sharon Donnelly ©2013-12-18 08:05:00 (EST)

Inspirational credit: Thanks to Paul C Schickler ♥

135975  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2013-12-18
Written: (3993 days ago)

#Poetry

"Reflection"

When in others goodness we see,
We can then know the same can be,
Within ourselves if we so choose
To allow the good, the bad to lose,
For what in others we've recognised,
We've then unveiled, undisguised,
A true reflection of both dark and light,
What is wrong and what's right is right.
We see in others our own reflection,
Which then affects our own projection.

Written by Artsieladie, aka Sharon Donnelly
©2013-12-18 05:32:00 (EST)

Inspirational credit: Thank you Qazi Qamaruddin <3 </center>
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135968  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2013-12-17
Written: (3995 days ago)

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Following a tradition of mine, every Christmas I create new art to honour "Lilo".

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Yes, Merry "Christ"mas! I think if people are going to celebrate Christmas, partake in all it entails, the festivities, the
gift exchanging, etc., then they should at the very least believe in "why" we have and celebrate Christmas. If you don't
believe, then IMO, you shouldn't celebrate a day that you don't believe in why while those of us do, do. It's hypocrisy!


135966  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2013-12-14
Written: (3998 days ago)

New Christmas Graphics by yours truly. --> Christmas_Graphics-By-Artsieladie

"Lilo"


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Christmas Ornaments, "Lilo":


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Christmas Medallions, "Lilo":


<img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/MerryChristmasLiloMedallionByArtsieladie2013-12-11_313x313.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/MerryChristmasLiloMedallionByArtsieladie2013-12-11_200x200.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/MerryChristmasLiloMedallionByArtsieladie2013-12-11_200x200rev.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/MerryChristmasLiloMedallionByArtsieladie2013-12-11_313x313rev.png>

Christmas Medallions (Waving Snowman):


<img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/MerryChristmasSnowmanMedallionByArtsieladie2013-12-11_313x313.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/MerryChristmasSnowmanMedallionByArtsieladie2013-12-11_200x200.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/MerryChristmasSnowmanMedallionByArtsieladie2013-12-11_200x200rev.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/MerryChristmasSnowmanMedallionByArtsieladie2013-12-11_313x313rev.png>

Waving Snowmen:


<img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_325x428.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_250x329.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_175x230.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_125x165.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_75x99.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_35x46.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_19x25.png>

Waving Snowmen (reversed):


<img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_19x25rev.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_35x46rev.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_75x99rev.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_125x165rev.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_175x230rev.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_250x329rev.png> <img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/SnowmanWavingByArtsieladie2013-12-14_325x428rev.png>

Candy Cane dividers:


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<img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/CandyCaneStyleBlueRedDividerByArtsieladie2013-11-04_800x14rev.png>
<img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/CandyCaneStyleBlueRedGreenDividerByArtsieladie2013-11-04_800x14rev.png>
<img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/CandyCaneStyleGreenDividerByArtsieladie2013-11-04_800x14rev.png>
<img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/CandyCaneStyleGreenRedBlueDividerByArtsieladie2013-11-04_800x14rev.png>
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<img:http://www.elfpack.com/stuff/CandyCaneStyleRedBlueGreenDividerByArtsieladie2013-11-04_800x14rev.png>
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135965  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2013-12-13
Written: (3998 days ago)

Elfpack's "start page" (Mainstuff) has gone down in its Google Pagerank. It was at 2 but now it is down to 1. :(

135964  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2013-12-13
Written: (3999 days ago)

The Facebook "like" button has changed I see. It's a bit more noticeable than the previous one. Perhaps, so people will be more inclined to use it? I'd use it a LOT more, if:
- Things were worked out between Hedda and myself amicably and mutually beneficial, so...
  - My privacy wasn't being invaded.
  - My name wasn't being slandered all across the Web.
  - My thousands of pieces of written and art work wasn't being kept from me and thus, being stolen.
- I was given a 'written' guarantee that I wouldn't yet again, be used as scapegoat as I'm being used now, for which I then get punished for the wrongdoings of others and/or punished because of an endearing and complimentary comment made towards me in my website's guestbook from a very dear and close, male friend of mine.
Of course, none of this will be admitted because no one involved is a big enough person to stand up and say so.

When someone uses your generous and giving nature and then they choose to abuse you besides, this is not conducive for that generous person to do anything more supportive in the future for the user and abuser nor would one even want to. One can turn things around if they are willing to acknowledge their mistakes, but one who is guilty of wrongdoing can't expect exoneration and a chance to start over if they aren't willing to acknowledge what brought them to the place they are at in the first place. Mistakes are made by everyone, myself included. They are learning tools but one can't learn from mistakes made unless the mistakes are acknowledged first.

This has been a very long haul, a very long drawn out process/situation, in which I have come to several erroneous conclusions trying to get to the truth. But when there are people involved who deliberately try to avert you from finding out the truth through lies, circumvention, and other stonewalling tactics, the one investigating can only work with the data and information they have, and so, erroneous conclusions result from either erroneous information being fed to the investigator or the lack of information being provided to the investigating party. Deliberately steering one to buy or believe things that aren't true may delay the truth from coming out, but if the truth is pursued long enough, the truth shall prevail in the end. ..And data collected, therefore, factual information, trumps lies and deceit, as it also trumps false accusations based on lies, deceit, and deliberate coverup.

I'm a firm believer that wrongs can be fixed and mistakes can be rectified, but the longer the wrongs are left unfixed and the mistakes unrectified, and measures taken to hamper this process, the more devastating the revelation of the truth will be. Mistakes can't be rectified or fixed however, IF one of the parties involved isn't willing to take part in a reconciliation and if a party isn't willing to, then the fault for the continuing situation being left unresolved lies completely with the unwilling party. Since Hedda is unwilling, then this situation remaining as is, is HIS fault and HIS fault alone, regardless of what he does and or says.

135961  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2013-12-10
Written: (4001 days ago)

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My friend Adam Jones is such a corker! ROFLMAO

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