ya ever feel like life's little play thing?
one moment it plays with you making you happy and succorer, and the next its through you aside like you mean fucking nothing,
i mean i understand karma and i know every thing happens for a reason, then why is that i'm deeply madly in love with someone i cant enjoy, why has life yet again fucked with me,
idk my just a little irradiated with the way things are going right now............

i fight the tears of a cold rainy night
hoping that your love will provide me the light
and if my thought are correct
the only way to get rid of theis tears of this painful night
is to spill my blood and the it'll be all right
but untill then i am sitting her with the tears of this cold rainy night