I was just looking back into my online diary, and I realized that it cuts off and now I cant look back on what I was thinking from years ago.. :( I think that super sucks, but I guess it makes sence... *sigh* :P At least my at home diarys cant be deleted.

Who knew, from an innocent friendship, to best friends, to lovers, to heartbreak, to one of us in the hospital because of attempt of suicide.

I should have seen this coming. I wish I never would have been so attached.
Damn my good looks, and "pure heart".
Pffft pure heart my ass! >,<

It wasn't supost to turn out this way.
But really? What goes right now-a-days?
<3

-[Neurotic Obsession]-This Is Raphie. I love him.
He's mine, so back off. ^^
He's so pretty,
he always seems to dazzle me with his words,
leaving me blushing, or grinning from ear to ear.
And He's the one to inspire me
to write poetry again. He is the only one I can
Spend forever talking to on Stickam.com
He is my Sunny Day,
and he has a special place in my heart, kidney, and spleen.
Raphie always puts me first, and I love him for that.
I dunno what I'll do if I lost hims. <333333
*nods*

I Hope This Makes, You smile.
And you might stay this way for a while.
Cause You deserve, every grin, that you get.
And you'll get them a lot from me, oh I hope! ^^ <3

Just incase their wondering.
They've got us pinned seperatly.
They,
Dont believe our love is real.
Cause they,
dont know,
how real love is.

You should know,
It's true.
Just Now.
The part about my love,
For you.
And Now.
My hearts about to burst,
Into a thousand peices so it must be true.
And They'll believe us too soon.

Baby it's fact,
our love is true.
Where black is black,
And blue is blue.
Our love is true,
it's a matter of fact.
Oh and you love me too,
it's as simple as that.
Baby our love,
Is True.

They insist on aweful things.
But theres no point in listening.
Your words and the only words,
That I believe in afterwards.

You should know,
It's true.
Just Now.
The part about my love,
For you.
And Now.
My hearts about to burst,
Into a thousand peices so it must be true.
And They'll believe us too soon.

Baby it's fact,
our love is true.
Where black is black,
And blue is blue.
Our love is true,
it's a matter of fact.
Oh and you love me too,
it's as simple as that.
Baby our love,
Is True.

Is true. Oh oh oh!
Is true. Yeah yeah yeah!
Is true. Oh oh oh!

Baby it's fact,
our love is true.
Where black is black,
And blue is blue.
Our love is true,
it's a matter of fact.
Oh and you love me too,
it's as simple as that.
Baby our love,
Is True.

Oh.
It is love,
from the first time I set my eyes upon yours.
Thinking,
Oh, Is it love.

Oh dear,
It's been hardly a moment and you are already missed.
There is still a bit of your skin that I yet to of kissed.
Oh say 'please do not go',
But you know, oh, you know that I must.
Oh say 'I love you so',
but you know oh, you know you can trust.
We'll be,
holding hands in the end.
All our,
broken plans I will mend.
I'll hold you close so you'll know.

It is love,
from the first time I press my hand into yours.
Thinking oh, is it love.

Oh dear, it's been hardly three days yet gone,
and I miss your embrace.
There are several more days until I get to see your sweet face.
Oh say, 'wouldn't you like to be older and living with me?'
Oh say, "wouldn't it be nice to know I'd know that we'll be,
Someday.
Holding hands in the end.
All our broken plans would have been.
I'll kiss you soft so you know.

It is love,
from the first time I pressed my lips against yours.
Thinking oh, It is Love.

**Take note this isn't my song, and It's not the whole song, just the part I like XD

If It Kills Me (The Casa Nova Sessions) Jason Mraz

And all I really want from you is to feel me,
as the feeling inside keeps building.
And I'll find a way to you if it kills me,
If it kills me,
If it kills me.

I think it might kill me..
You know I'll find my way to you if it kills me,
if it kills me,
If it kills me...
It might kill me.