Suddenly i find myself back in the slum i crawled out of.
just sort of reinventing new ways to disapoint myself without realising it. Distracting my brain with dillusions of a highger chakra called BrainPlace leading me through the tunnel. I'm really just blind, a hobo on the subway muttering about the end of earth. Another new area to be alone in, fuck it. Humans arent that great anyways.Need some fucking beer. Maybe once this project is finally finished as in a success i'll be happy.
or maybe i wont have something pushing me forward anymore. then i'll really show you how to hate your life.
fuck it, i just need a fucking beer.