A couple days ago I got into a really bad dirtbike accident. My leg has a fuckin hole in it. I can barely walk and there ar bits of metal in my leg that the doctor's can't get out. I will be in pain forever. Just got out of the hospital last night.

I belong in a tree because I'm nuts!!! lmfao!!!

I DIDN"T GET THAT RECORD DEAL THAT I FUCKING WANTED!!!! SCREW FLIP RECORD COMPANY!!!!!

Life and What It Means To Me
Poem Written By: ME
Walking down a deserted road, thinking of all the bad times I had in my life. All the blood,sweat,and tears I sacrificed and how no one gave a fuck. My brain is going crazy I don't know what to do, the demons in my head are telling me things that I don't want to hear anymore. All the drugs that I've done, all the booze I've drunk, don't give me back the life I used to have.

Wishing everyday that I can be home again, but that day will never come. People everywhere tell me that I'm worthless, and that I don't belong here. Listen to me you fucking prick, you don't belong here. Telling me I'm a faggot, you hypocrite, looks who's talkin. Saying shit that you don't know what it means, I'll be laughin when someone beats the shit out of ya.

My life is complicated, yelling at myself and telling myself what a fool I've been. Thinkin about ways to die, no matter what I do or how hard I try. It never fuckin works cuz I think about my past, thinkin of people who have kicked my ass for thinkin those things that I want to do to myself. As tears fall down my blood-stained cheek, I but the weapon down and scream so loud that no one can hear me. I don't need this shit no more.

My life, well it's hard to say what life is. But yours is nowhere near as bad as mine.