R.I.P Josh I Will Never Forget You
3/1/89-4/2/07
My name is Bryan. I am 23 years old. I play
the drums. I'm in a band. I am 5'6 and have black hair and brown eyes.
Sometimes I sing to myself. (Which is not normal) on second thought, what kind of person isn't normal? hmmmmm......... oh my bad. Back to what I was saying, I like to be on the computer alot and I also like to make people laugh. I want to go to college and major in music. Hopefully going to open up my own little restaurant when I get the money. Fav color is black. Listen to every type of music.

"Enough"
(We are frozen, We want everything)
(We've chosen to want everything)

We don't want men, who want everything
We've stolen in this suffering
And we told them to want everything
But use caution in what you believe
And we're haunted, deny everything
Controlling in this suffering
And they're broken, and lost everything
It's so much easier to leave

Take their hope away
Take my life away
Feeling nothing left inside

When you're out of time
In this lullaby
When your soul is frozen
It's had enough
When your heart is broken
A thousand times
Will that be only?
Is that enough?

We are frozen, we take everything
I'm taunted in this suffering
And our forces surround everything
Make it impossible to see

Taking hope away
Take my life away
Feeling nothing left inside

When you're out of time
In this lullaby
When your soul is frozen
It's had enough
When your heart is broken
A thousand times
Will that be only?
Is that enough?

Haven't we suffered enough, Haven't we suffered enough
Haven't we suffered enough damage then I can bear
Haven't we suffered enough, Haven't we suffered enough
Haven't we suffered enough damage then I can bear

Did they even tell the reason why
Countless sons and daughters sent to die
Can you even comprehend the pain

When you're out of time
In this lullaby
When your soul is frozen
It's had enough
When your heart is broken
A thousand times
Will that be only?
Is that enough?

When you're out of time
In this lullaby (In this lullaby)
When your soul is frozen
It's had enough (It's had enough)
When your heart is broken
A thousand times (A thousand times)
Will that be only?
Is that enough?

"Inside The Fire"

Devon
Won't go to heaven
She's just another lost soul,
About to be mine again
Leave her
we will receive her
It is beyond your control
will you ever meet again

Devon
No longer living
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child,
she was taken
and then forsaken
you will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

[Chorus:]
Devon lies beyond this portal
take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
release your life
to begin another time with her
End your grief with me
there's another way
release your life
take your place inside the fire with her

Sever
Now and forever
you're just another lost soul about to be mine again
see her, you'll never free her
you must surrender it all
Would you like to meet again

Fire
All you desire
As she begins to turn cold and run out of time
you will shiver
till you deliver
you will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

[Chorus]

Give your soul to me
For eternity
release your life
to begin another time with her
End your grief with me
there's another way
release your life
take your place inside the fire with her

Devon
No longer living
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child
she was taken,
and then forsaken
you will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

"Re-Arranged"

Just think about it
Lately I've been skeptical
Silent when I would used to speak
Distant from all around me
who witness me fail and become weak
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
id love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down

[Pre chorus]
but you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
because you know it all and I guess things will never change
but you might need my hand when falling in your whole
Your disposition ill remember when im letting go of...

[chorus]
you and me we're through and rearranged
It seems that your not satisfied
there's too much on your mind
So you leave and I cant believe all the bullshit that I find
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down

[pre chorus]

[chorus]

.. you're no good for me
Thank God its over
You make believe that nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
You make believe life is so long until you're dyin'
You make believe that nothing is wrong until you're cryin', cryin' on me
You make believe that life is so long until you're dyin', dyin' on me!!
you think everybody is the same
I don't think that anybody is like you
You ruin everything and you kept fuckin' with me until its over



Life and What It Means To Me
Poem Written By: ME
Walking down a deserted road, thinking of all the bad times I had in my life. All the blood,sweat,and tears I sacrificed and how no one gave a fuck. My brain is going crazy I don't know what to do, the demons in my head are telling me things that I don't want to hear anymore. All the drugs that I've done, all the booze I've drunk, don't give me back the life I used to have.

Wishing everyday that I can be home again, but that day will never come. People everywhere tell me that I'm worthless, and that I don't belong here. Listen to me you fucking prick, you don't belong here. Telling me I'm a faggot, you hypocrite, looks who's talkin. Saying shit that you don't know what it means, I'll be laughin when someone beats the shit out of ya.

My life is complicated, yelling at myself and telling myself what a fool I've been. Thinkin about ways to die, no matter what I do or how hard I try. It never fuckin works cuz I think about my past, thinkin of people who have kicked my ass for thinkin those things that I want to do to myself. As tears fall down my blood-stained cheek, I throw the weapon down and scream so loud that no one can hear me. I don't need this shit no more.

My life, well it's hard to say what life is. But yours is nowhere near as bad as mine.

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Friends Forever

Closing the door he paused
to stand
as he took his class ring
off her hand

All those watching could
not speak
as a single tear rolled down his cheek

Memories of the moment they
had fun
Laughing beneath the
summer sun

All he knew was
she was free
He was hurt and could
not see

Her deep blue eyes had
grown cold
How could he no longer have her
to hold

He said good-bye and gave her
a kiss
To that special girl he knew he
would miss

The door was closed,his head
hung low
As they carried her casket across the snow.


Midnight Sky
Poem Written By:
Bryan Rippa

Walking under a midnight sky thinking of you. Remembering the day you left this world and left me. As I walk to your grave I start to get flashback of all of the good times and bad times we had. Kneeling down with tears coming down my face I start to cry out to God, "Why did you ruin my life? What the fuck did i do wrong?" Pulling out a.45 a couple more seconds that I'm alive. Pull the trigger hear the sound of a "gat", My body falling down with no sound not even a whisper. Finally I have left this evil ridden world.

MAGGOTS :
MAGGOTS dont just kiss, we make out.
MAGGOTS dont just fore play, we FUCK!
MAGGOTS dont relax, we chill~~
MAGGOTS dont whine like pussies, we scream our FUCKIN heads off!
MAGGOTS dont talk bad, we talk shit!!
MAGGOTS are the people you could ALWAY'S trust.
MAGGOTS are the best mother fuckers!!
MAGGOTS arent nice, were the shit!
MAGGOTS don't mess around, you FUCK with us we'll FUCK you up!
MAGGOTS arent just friends, we are FUCK buddies.
MAGGOTS arent cool, we are awesome mother fuckers!!
MAGGOTS are sexy mother fuckers you don't FUCK with!
MAGGOTS are blessed when they are born because now were proud to tell everybody that we are MAGGOTS!
MAGGOTS are...there isnt enough words that could explain how and who MAGGOTS are-we love SLIPKNOT and thats all u need to know bitch.

People envy us because they know we are better unlike those stupid pussy ass posers!!!!
No one is more HEADBANGIN then MAGGOTS!!!!!!!!
EVERYBODY L0VE'S US BECAUSE WE ARE UNIQUE IN THE BEST WAY'S THAT THERE C0ULD BE!!!!!!
!!!!! WE ARE MAGGOTS FOR LIFE AND FUCKING PROUD OF IT !!!!!

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"Wandering through the misty night, thinking about my horrible life. Thinking about the day you walked out, hearing your voice still screaming and shouting. Now I look down at my own two feet and remembering that I can do anything my heart tells me. Even if that means you're not in the picture. Damn I miss you but you put me through hell. Now it's my turn to make you rebel. Or so you think that. But wait there's more. I saw you cheat, you dirt ridden whore. Now get out of my head and leave me alone. While I end my life with a slice of a knife going across my throat."
-Bryan Rippa
DeathStalker666