...Time has passed you by...

Okay, I'm having one of my manic moments. I just stumbled upon some Final Fantasy IX fanart on Deviant...
and now I want to play the game so bad it HURTS.

Months and months ago, I started playing it and got super far, all in a couple of weeks because I was so obsessed...then what happens?
I goddamned stopped playing. FOR NO REASON AT ALL.
And now I want to play so bad I want to go rushing down into the basement at 1:30 in the morning and try to find it and hook it up and play it.
I'd have to start over, AGAIN (this keeps happening; I watched my brother beat it years and years and years ago, but then I want to play it by myself...so I start playing...abandon it...and start it over...and do it again and again...same thing with Tales of Symphonia! I'd get so damn far and then NOPE and then I have to start over because I just LEAVE things to rot! GAH)...but I want to! SO BAD. I NEED TO FINISH IT ON MY OWN, GODDAMN IT.

You know what's starting to bug me? I don't know for sure what color my eyes are. Haha, I know that's really dumb, but for the longest time I thought I had brown eyes. So then when people ask, they look and are like "no, they're green!" and I'm like "Fuck no they're not" and so I look in the mirror and...yeah, they do have a lot of green in them. How did I never notice, haha? I never even gave a crap until--and this really happened--I was in school and I said my eyes were brown. A girl a few seats away from me turns on me and YELLS in a very accusing manner, "NO YOU DON'T! YOU HAVE GREEN!" Like I really offended her.
And then a few weeks ago I was working at the gas station and I was having a staring contest with Cody, when she goes "You have really pretty green eyes". And I'm like "Are they really green?"
I guess I'm lame and confused for not knowing my own eye color, hahaha.
Just a random little thought, there.

001: Name: Shauna
002: NickName: Deg
003: Country of living: United States
004: Shoe Size: 9.5
005: Birthday: July 6
006: Hair Color: Dark brown
007: Eye Color: green/brown
008: School/Work: neither
009: Smoke: Nope 'cause I'm not a dumbass as far as I know, haha.
010: Hobbys: Reading, writing, hanging with friends
011: Brothers/Sisters: 2 older brothers.
012: Relationship: N/A
013: Piercings: Nope, not even pierced ears, haha.
014: Tattos: No, but I might get a tiny one later on.
015: Favorite country to go to: I've never been to another country.
016: Are there people you wont reply to: Oh, for sure.
017: Nicest person you met this year: Dunno...I don't feel like I met anyone new that was really nice...
018: Person you rather not meet this year: None
019: Who would you like to meet: David Draiman.
020: Who do you admire most: My dad, haha.
021: Most sexy person(s): ...David Draiman...I don't know, hahah, weird question.
023: Favorite car: Stingray Corvette
024: Favorite Movie: Currently it's Unleashed, but it changes a lot.
025: Favorite City: Madison since I've never really been to any other big city besides.
026: Favorite Music: I like almost all.
027: Favorite Stuffed Toy: BIG PINK THHHNAKE!
028: Favorite Perfume: Dunno, I'd have to smell them all to know for sure, haha.
029: Favorite Magazine: National Geographic
030: Favorite sound:
031: Favorite Tv Show: I don't really watch TV, surprisingly.
032: Favorite writer: Stephen King, Dean Koontz
033: Favorite Nickname: Deggles
034: What is on your mouse pad: I don't have one, haha. Mouse, no pad.
035: What is under your bed: Another bed.
036: Favorite Color: Blue
037: Favorite song: Don't have one at the moment, although the most listened to song on my iPod is "Baby Pleaes Come Home" by U2, which is really, really strange.
038: Favorite song at this moment: ...?
039: Favorite Food: Spaghetti...or steak...mashed potatoes...shrimp...haha, okay, I'm not picky.
040: Favorite class in school: Social Studies/English.
041: Favorite Drink: Chocolate Milk
042: Lucky Number: 19
043: What do you think is the greatest about yourself: Not much, haha.
044: What deodorant do you use: Some powdery smelling female thing, dunno the brand.
045: Favorite Shoes: Don't have a favorite, they're just shoes.
046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays: Depends, usually I fade off at 12 if I'm talking to people online, otherwise pretty early like 10ish.
047: What words do you use most: "Hahah" or pretty much anything sarcastic.
048: Most romantic moment in your life: Don't know, haha, haven't had one I guess.
049: Most embrassing moment in your life: Oh my gosh, I wouldn't even know which one to tell...haha...
050: You spend your time outside or inside: Mostly inside, but outside is cool too.
051: What do you do in the weekends: Read, listen to music, play video games, just chill. Maybe take a nap.
052: What class on school do/did you dislike most: MATH. MATH NEEDS TO DISSAPEAR.
053: Your Breakfast: Hoeny Bunches of Oats w/ Strawberries
054: What do you really, really dislike to eat: Anything really spicy, I can't handle it.
055: Pets: I have two cats and a dog.
056: Laugh or dream: Laugh! I LOVE TO LAUGH. I squeak when I laugh too hard.
057: Serious or funny: Depends, I think people think I'm more serious than I really am because my normal expression is very serious/glaring, but really I love to make people laugh.
058: Fast or slow: I'm kind of impatient, so I guess fast; unless I'm driving, then slow, haha.
059: You prefer being alone or have relationship with someone: Well I've had to opportunity to be in a few relationships and turned it down so I guess alone, haha.
060: Simple or complicated?: Simple; god, I hate drama.
061: Cremate or Buried when you die: Crematation all the way, man.
063: Stay up late or go to bed early: Stay up late, get up early.
064: Light or dark?: Don't know, it depends on what mood I'm in. If I'm relaxed and happy, then dark. If I'm hyper or in a mood, then light.
065: Speak or Silence: Silence
066: Do you like a Tall or small guys: Tallish
067: Newspaper or Television: Newspaper
068: Hug or kiss: Neither, haha. Get out of my bubble.
069: Happy or Sad: I would like to be happy but I find myself sad quite a bit.
070: Life or Death: Life.
071: Gig or Disco: O.o
072: Left or Right: Right handed, left brained.
073: Sausages on top, or on the side: On the side. ...Wait...is that an innuendo? o.O
074: Brunettes or Blondes: I don't really care, ahha.
075: What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: Why are there so many assholes that have an easy life, when there are truly good people who have it so hard?
076: You believe in reincarnation: Not sure, but I don't dis people who do believe in it.
077: You believe in Aliens: Yes, haha.
078: When you die, what will be your last words?: Hopefully something memorable, like funny or badass...
079: Does true love exist: Don't really think so, but oh well.
080: How many kids would you like to have: 1, boy or girl doesn't matter...and I'd like to adopt.
081: What is the one thing you can't stand: People who think they're smart enough to be able to spread their legs but not brave enough to accept the possible consequences.
082: Best feeling: Hearing from someone you haven't heard from a while and you had thought they forgot about you.
083: Worst feeling in the world: When people lie to you for no good reason.
084: What are you afraid of: Not much. Needles, ahha.
085: Are you an emotional person: Yes.
086: Do you ever cry during a movie: Yes, haha.
087: Your goal in life: Not quite sure, I'm sure I'll figure it out someday.
088: What was the promise you made to yourself at New Years Eve: I didn't promise myself anything haha.
089: Favorite art-artist: Not sure, probably Gabrielle Weber, haha.
090: As what animal would you like to come back as: I always thought a wolf or something, but then I might get shot by some dumb hunter...or if I was a dog, end up at a puppy mill or abused or whatever...so maybe a Hawk, haha.
091: What is the most beautiful part on the male body: Well I always notice eyes first, hahah. Then laughter. If they have a good laugh, I warm up to them real quick.
092: Most original place to ask your love to marry you: MmmmMmmmMmmmmmMMMMmmm...I can't think of any place original hahaha I keep thinking the same old same old.
093:What do you think of Elftown: ...*vacant expression*
094: Is there something you miss about elftown: No. Didn't much care for it, really.
095: Where did you get this question list: I infiltrated someones EP page and took it as my own, my precious.
096: Besides elftown, what do you do most on your PC: Elftown? Besides Elftown? I'm never on Elftown, haha. Besides Elfpack I'm probably on www.addictinggames.com mostly.
097: Is there a question you missed in this all: I don't think so
098: Whats the most annoying thing that people ask you?: "Do you have a job?" or "Are you going to college?" V.v"
099: Do you get in trouble a lot: Nope cause I'm smart, haha.
100: Is there a question you missed in this all: Don't think so, hahah. Don't even really know why I filled this out, I guess I was real bored.