[xILY]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2005-10-28
Written: (6965 days ago)
Next in thread: 40284

A poeM I jusT diD..!

stolen emotion


what have you done?
a shadow of chaos as emotions scream.
once we enjoyed heaven,
innocent and open,
but your thirst died.
a hateful pool of lies -
tears follow memory, follow death,
love taken away.
in a storm of hatred,
i still love you.


likE alL mY otheR pieceS oF poetrY i'M goinG tO asK yeW tO dO mY polL baseD oN alL oF theM ... thanK yeW (^_^)
40279  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-28
Written: (6965 days ago)

Meow


Heya everyone I just got back from town with Amy... (^_^)


It was frikking awesome and Corpse Bride is teh best film ever lol

Ending could of been better thowe... he should of married the Corpse Bride she roolz


Anywayz... message me I'm bored! [.L.u.r.v.e.] yew <3
40176  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-28
Written: (6965 days ago)

I have a new poem ..(^_^)

Imrprisoned

Slender beams of moonlight enter
this darkened church as I kneel,
always alone, always in pain,
frozen here,
waiting.


Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as
dust dances in the air,
forming an image in my mind,
penetrating my shamed soul.


Blood on my face.


I raise my head, now kneeling before
this uncaring fate.



..(^_^).. pleasE votE oN mY polL ..(^_^)..
40175  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-28
Written: (6965 days ago)

YEY!!!! Going to se "Corpse Bride" today with Amy.P!
Will tell yew what it was like when i get back! :)

40148  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-10-27
Written: (6966 days ago)

please vote on my poll
40139  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-10-27
Written: (6966 days ago)
Next in thread: 40140

I worte some poetry... here it is!!! (please vote on poll)

Some of my poetry



Your Love



Around, all around, the dark memories gather.
My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my heart.
It wounds me, and darkly my
blood drips
to the cold, uncaring tombstones.
In horror I call your name
while Death's shadow surrounds me.
Now alone, my cry of mercy falls upon uncaring eyes.


This is your love



Untitled



It is a night of dark desire, a song of ethereal pain,
wolves vent their loneliness. The immortal one
rises.


Darkness shrouds her pale form,
a timeless desire.


Her inky black hair cascades over
pale shoulders, and her
full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the
life streaming from the
pale flesh beneath
her.


Now a night of new life,
I awaken.



Alone In Darkness



the night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, cold and alone are we.
the emotion for which you lust
flares once, then dies,
swallowed by your obsession.
all hope must die.


your heart desires no more.
how could you not understand?
lost souls surround us, crying,
we have lost our light.

38128  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-10-08
Written: (6985 days ago)

[x.Hannah and Rachel ... best buds fowevar.x]

34717  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-08-30
Written: (7024 days ago)

went to a gig last night t'was frikkin awesome! thats bout it i spose! laters n luv me xx

28374  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-07-13
Written: (7072 days ago)

Hannah and Brandii sat here watching Saw trailers! Lol! Laughing at Amy because she's scared :P Aww blessy her!!!

TFC roxers my stripey soxers!!!

I'm the best member of HBA forever and ever brandii :P:P

Sam you smelly biotch!!

Amy you suck cock for bus fair :P:P:P:P x x x

28120  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-07-11
Written: (7074 days ago)

I'm really happy today!
Brandii you're my best friend forever and you Megan and Amy!
Candy and Beth I have nothing but hope and love for you two... I hope you're best friends forever! I'm sorry we couldn't make it Candy but we'll always be close friends ^_^ and I wouldn't have it any other way! Lurv you both lots and lots like jelly tots and vodka shots ^_^

[pink_muffin] you're my wifey for lifey and I lurv you millions .x.x.x.

[putrid god] I lurv you more than you will ever know... you're so sweet hunny! Lurv you loads and loads and loads more than you will ever know! .x.x.x.

and Sam I lurve you more than anyone!.X.X.X.X.X.

Oooooh and Tony my other bestest bud ever xXx God there's too many people that I lurv so I'm just gna say I lurve you all ^_^

Bye byez x x x x x x x

25962  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-29
Written: (7086 days ago)

Goin on hol tomorrow.... i mean i have family problems *shhhh* :P no i am actually goin on hol! with [x_Vampire_x] i shall have my fone with me because she bores me to fuck so i can talk to other ppl!!! lol! no NEVER! she is amazing i lurrve her lots... oh and hey amy maybe if we're lucky we can be hit by a van driven by squirells on alcahol ^_^ tee hee!!!!! :) we're so fetch lol!!!!! cant wait luv ya all loads speshully Beth, Candy, Brandii, Amy, Aimee, Tom, Danni, Lauren, Megan and ZOEY! *muwah* I lurrve u Zoey and I hope u didnt break urself lol :P bless her.... just playin in the quad my ass.... U WERE SPANKING PETE AND U KNO IT :P o well! its ur prob if u hurted urself... spanking is bad :P ha! i'm just fucking talking out my ass now :S *rolls eyes* so by and ill miss u all!! speshully [putrid god] he rox and i lurrve him lots n lots! :):):):) xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

24977  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-06-25
Written: (7090 days ago)

Tht fair thing was the shittest thing i think ive ever been to! it sucked lmao! and tht hot dog was fucking janky! the only good part was watchin amy hit mr. sim (my most hated teacher from st. marks) in the balls with a wet sponge! w00t! go amy :P:P xXx
oh n im feelin very upset n pissed off right now! sux eh?! x

24955  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-06-25
Written: (7090 days ago)
Next in thread: 24972

Heywoo... 'tis been a while! I'm shit at keeping diaries! I completely forgot I had one :S *rolls eyes* anywayz... Just gettin' ready to go to the fair with my mate and her sister... Hatin' Megz for not bein able to come over :( she ruinded it lol! Nah me loves her really.. misses u lots n lots xXx.... I lurrve you too Tony forever n everz xXx *muwa* you roxers my soxers xXx... peace out people :S x.x.x.x.x

20999  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-06-04
Written: (7111 days ago)

Meh... sitting here depressed as hell listening to Simple Plan and trying to figure out what it was that I fucked up so badly in my life :( I think it was breaking up with Aj who I still love loads. But anyways... err... yeah x

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