**IF AS A RESULT OF CONTACTING ME I PHYSICALLY,MENTALLY,EMOTIONALLY, AND ANY OTHER TYPE THERE IS DRAIN YOU AND LEAVE YOU A BALL OF NOTHINGNESS THEN AHH HA HA HA HA HA HA.......NAH I WONT DO THAT TO ANYONE SO JUST SAY HELLO OR HI OR ONHBA OBASDBF KB.....WHAT IT'S A LANGUAGE TOO YOU KNOW**

*Keely Somers (bindogo) claims me as hers and i willingly agree (yeah after reading all the small print too)! I have only known her for like minutes but already she seems hell totally amazing and she looks like a fucking porn star!*


This is me after an all nighter at a friends house, it was really cul and the shit we did was like unbelieveable :)


This is a picture. it is a picture of me. i am trying to boar and annoy you.ha ha....ok lol i'll stop........for now :D


Aww who's a pretty boy then, you arent you arent, aww its like so fucking true too :)

Ok so somehow you've like lost your way or something, i duno im just guessn, and now your on my page but ahh ha jokes on you caus im evil....................ok so i aint but i can be, see your a granny fucker, ahh ha that was really evil of me...................aww shit and now i feel bad, ok im sorry, hey btw i dont have a clue what to write here so im just going to go all random and weird ok, so like if i offend you then.............good, i probably meant to :D lol ok well im male but not your typical male, you know, the type that puts on his mom's thong and stands in front of a mirror smearing his body with baby oil and rubbing himself saying something like "God your the best dude" whilst adjusting his neatly cropped moustache. And any money says his heads thinkn about exploiting another woman and killing another thing to add to his collection of 'dead things' along with his huge collection of 'guns' 'hats' and 'moustache weekly magazines' lol, ok so like i guess im trying to say i aint your average fucked up male who only see's women for fucking and cooking. Most of my actual friends are like females, no i aint gay, well at least thats what i thought until i tried it lol jokin! but i just get along better with dudets i guess, they dont judge you, they dont harass you, lol they dont end each sentance with a headbutt and a punch, ok so maybe my manly sister does but she's jut pure rare, ok i'll be good now caus i aint one to talk.


This is when i had my hair black, i think i was still kinda drunk here, but shush dont tell anyone ok ;)


This one actually looks like theres a thing in the back ground about to fucking bite me, i thought it looked really weird, hm or like maybe im just weird?!?


Semi asleep me, lol i was all like, ok get up, get water, go back to fucking bed :D


This is like really cul i think, its me cryn but i caught them like they were crystal tears.

Lightning in my eyes!

Ok these two i thought made me look like a creature thing so i liked them for that, lol and yeah evn when i was a kid i wanted to be a big blacg angel but i aint proud of it.........lol yeah i am!!


See the eyes look freakyish!

And the whole mouth fang thing here, lol i loved it like!


Im a freaky dude and like totally proud of it :D


WOAH GO LITTLE STICK DUDE GO!


This is a slightly hung over me lol!


If you move a fucking inch a swear to fuck i'll blast your cute litttle face off......aww but lol it is a cute pic, well apart from the whole gun thing!


If you so much as annoy me i'll tell this blonde bitch how to press the red button and when she does ahh ha ha, you'll be sorry!


It hurts to know theres an animal out there with bigger balls than me :D



Yeh thats right, were a little more advanced than pitch forks and potatoes now, we got a war boat, weel war dingy but its still pretty damm cul!


This is so true so like take note of it ok!









A happy drunk mother fuckn pingu!


I WANT TO PULL THIS TRIGGER SO BAD!!!!

rasons to talk to me, i dont know, im not trying to make you but im friendly, i love huggn and cuddln, i love music, im a romantic at heart, i wont judge you, i wont be an evil dick to you, hm unless thats what you want.........eweeee!! Im a good talker, im trustworthy, im not the shinyest coin but at least im worth something, lol ok or so im told. I dont know, like if you wanna just chat or whatever just do, i'll always be here so feel free.








Lol i like had black hair here, aww really no fucking shit :D



Do your stuff, woah look at the talking baby go!!


Yeah and if you see him dont foeget to kill on sight, lol!




Its like better to be thought an idiot than to open your mouth and proove it!



Ok i like noticed that everyone else had these questionaire things that they filled out and i felt left out (eah thankx alot everyone) so i tried to make my own one up, but kinda lost interest in that very quickly so i just took one of them and out it up here, btw i never read anyone elses so i really done expect anyone to bother reading mine.


My own army of killer ninja sniper kitties......somehow i think i would be severly fucked in a real war!


Talk about a sexy beast he he he!!


Yes you complete and utter fucking retard they are and if you dont shut the fuck up i'll ram a few up your fat hairy hobbit arsehole!


NIRVANA ROCK!!!

KURT COBAIN R.I.P You are so my idol dude!


(1) Your gender: male, well actually im a sad addicted old granny who's posing as a male...

(2) Straight/gay/BI?: straight,shit i think so?

(3) Single?: single and looking for someone or something im not really that fussy.

(4) Want to be?: A famous musician (lame i know)but what i'd really want to be is a spoon tester, think about it, all day dipping spons, man thats like the best.

(5) Your birthday: feb 10th, or 10th of Feb which ever one floats your boat.....or fleet of boats?!

(6) Age your act: 16

(7) Age you wish you were: 1,000,000

(8) Your height: 5'8


heres an example for all you slow fuckers out there, this day i was like hapy but hurt so my eyes are a deep shade of blue/black/green.

And heres me after a night of getting drunk, wearing my sisters dress, makeup and applying eyeliner, lol my eyes are pure blue caus i had a hell of a time :D Lol i do look like a woman though, omg its tunring me on ahh ha lol!


(9) The color of your eyes: depends what day it is and how im like feeling, most days they're an azure blue, but if im sad or hurt they actually go pure browny green, dont believe me then just look at some of my pics!

(10) Happy with it?: i aint complaining so yeah, but it needs a good cleaning :)

(11) The color of your hair: Its now brown, actually it is shit brown, as in the colour of shit and that i think it is shit, it used to be blonde but i cyed it by mistake.

(12) Happy with it?: not really caus i would like to have it black with either pink, blue, blonde or red through it.

(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right

(14) Your living arrangement?: livin with my dad and sister and brother in a cardboard box outside a dump...its vry nice realy.

(27) Your family: dad, 3 sisters and 3 brothers, pet elephant george and my own worker helper monkey blue butt, he's got a blue ass!

(29) What's your job: Work on a shop floor and in a band, WOAH BAND RULES!!


I was trying really ahrd not to be serious here.......like i failed tho :D

(30) Piercing?: not yet but want lip and eyebrow done!!

(31) Tattoos?: Yeh when im a little older, really just havent decide what i want yet to be honest

32) Obsessions?: music (both listening and creating, i.e. band), xtreme cycling, mountain boarding, girls :D and others

(35) Do you speak another language?: i invented a language when stoned once, does that count??

(36) Have a favorite quote?: "No one dies a virgin, the world fucks us all" "I'd punch you but shit splatters" "Love is both the sword and the shield" "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder" "Your living on the edge, where as i fell of a long time ago" "I know im not the shinyest coin, but at least im worth something" "I'd rather be hated for who i am, than liked for someone i am not" "everyday in each and everyway i am getting better and better" "Its better to be thought an idiot than to open your mouth and proove it" "He who laughs the last thinks the slowest" "Hello"

(37) Do you have a WebPage?: not yet and i probably wont ever so like dont count on that ok.





And out of the darkness came......me

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it, aww all the crappy personel stuff i think, this should be worth a read........nah not really i like just said that in the hope i could trick you into reading it.


The morning after drinking and racing stolen farmers cows, lol it was pure mad!


This is me trying to look all serious and proper, hm pretty damm convincing i think?


This is a bad i slept in under a set of stairs, those bastards called me harry fucking potter for weeks, yeh but ill have you know, this bed was deadly and his was all pised stained and cum stained, aww whast the matter harry you like to pee pee the beddy weddy?


Ok so this was saved as day5 and i havent got a sweet fuck of a clue........for real i dont?!?


This is uh eye ball.eye balls are round.They are squishy.eyeballs are in umm a head.I have a head.

(38) Do you live in the moment?: yeah always caus like if you dont then, well i dont know but its better if ya do k.

(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Well yeah just until they really aggrivate or piss me off, but i guess even then i'd still be like pretty damm tolerant.

(40) Do you have any secrets?:of course, everyone does, one of the mis that i once...............ahh ha it wouldnt be a secret if i told you, tho if i trust you enuf i'll liek open up and let you in........or if you get me drunk enuf i usually start talkn then lol :D

(41) Do you hate yourself?: I dont like not like me but i dont liek me either, i am the way i am and im happy in the skin im in, if yo dont like me tehn i have two words FUCK OFF

(42) Do you like your handwriting?: What kind of a fucking sad assed lame rehab question is that, who gives a sweet fuck??!?

(43) Do you have any bad habits?: yeah Plenty unfortunatley,like i so swear way too much is just one of them!

(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: "Aww your such a good hugger" meh i dont kno if i am cause like i cant hug me and if i tried id prob start feeling me up...........ewe ok so now im officially sick!

(45) If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called?: A waste of Sperm!

(46) What's your biggest fear?: Bears and huge machinery like oil rigs, lol im am weird i know caus there are no bears in Ireland, well my boss has a face like a bear but shush dont fucking tell him i said that ok ;)

(47) Can you sing: Yeh but not very well, i do vocals for the band, its Kurt Cobain ish but with more of a rasp and a hell of alot more fucking screamcore, i dont know its like, once you start you just get caught up in the moment and next thing your throats in alo of pain adn tastes blody but your still screaming and its fucking deadly!

(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No fucking way, i am me and screw you guys to hell for not liking that fact, i am 100 fucking perecent happy with being me and wouldnt change it for anything, ever a dodo bird :D "I'd rather be hated for who i am, than ever liked for someone and something i am not"!

(49) Are you a loner?: yes i confess, i am a pure bread loner who lieks to fuck wall paper whilst wearing ladies panties.........hmm did that sound sarcastic to you, no like im no loner but i do think we should let up a bit on those dudes and dudets caus when ya think about it, they're just like us.....only alone.......always alone......lol!

(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Well am i a dude or a dudet, if i was a dude id prob be a drinking mate and if i was a dudet id prob be a fuck buddy, come ere you rugga muffin you! lol, yeh i would liek to see what im like!

(52) Are you a daredevil?: Totally, if its stupid, dumb, huge chance ill ge killed or really fucked an hurt then ill so do it, shit and i wouldnt need to be drunk or stoned neither, i just like love doing wild shit!

(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: passive most of the time, bu get me on the wrong day and like ill leave you on your fucking death bed for real!

(55) Have you got a question?: yeh, why is it that if you brush your teeth and then drink cranberry juice it tastes like liquorice??

(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: My strength would prob by my attitude and level of determination, my weakness is that im a sucker for my friends, always wanting to help!

(57) If you could change one thing about yourself? Hmm, i think id like the toaster please dale, ooh sorry about tht, these questions are just so fucking lame that i wandered of there, ok i would liek to chance me third eye lash from the left on my right eye, its a realy fucker you know :D

(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love, through both being creative and beautiful, heh heh i used all three then!!

(59) How do you vent?: Grabbing a guitar and blasting out a loud song whilst screeching vocals along to it, calling me friends and telling them im of teh nlike gettin pure drunk and just sitting there usually under a local bridge an just thinking, i aint an open book and even if i was i would blot the pages with blood an ink!

(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Im like strongish, i couldnt fight my way out of a wet paper bag but icould with stand hours of physical and mental abuse, hey i already have so dont fuck with me ok! Nah but i love you people for real :P

(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: a lot of things really, everyday little things happen and afterwards i just think fuck i should have done this or that, also like i would think fuck me i should not have done that, hmm alot more of teh second ones really!

(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: At times it has, but alot of others its just been one cruel fucker who seems to have a lot of anger towards me, unsettled family, mum dead (suicide when i was a kid) alco, drugs sex and yeah i might as well say it rock and fuckin roll, hmm maybe i will be a famous musician one day, i seem to have like most of there qualities :D lol

(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: To never judge a person and to see everyone as equals, i could go over and talk to the school stud and then go to a group of loners and have as much respect for what the loners are saying as i would the stud, actually prob more for the l's, and liek yeah there can be groups of loners, the ytalk about things like......plants having noses and how to eat a beard, lol or just normal stuf i guess :D

(64) What is a good feature of your body?: Ok well i have an ok ass (no my opinion alot of dudets and evn a dude told me tht), but like more peoples think my body itself, yes i did work out alot when i was younger and yes i am a buff bitch, but i do not flaunt it at fucking all!

(65) And least? my fingers, i want longer fingers to be able to play quicker and faster, or if i could get a bigger......... ahh ha lol you thought i was going to say dick didnt you, nah i have bee ntol that thats more than fucking ample ;) and no you sick fukcs it was not my mother when i was a wee boy so go screw yourself somemore :D

(66) Do you think you are good looking?: No in all honesty i do not think i am, if anything im average or below but like it dont matter, inside im ok so i try not to think about it oo much....

(67) Are you confident?: No not all the time, really it depends on like who im wit hand what im doing, i guess i am but then again ican crumble and become a worthless heap of self hatred just liek that....ooh god im so shitty lol hh ha :D

(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: The Flash, lol everyone at school got a superhero nickname and im the flash! If i had to liek choose, id say wonderwoman, WOAH YOU GO GIRLS!!!

(69) Do people know how you feel?: My family and some friends do, but i never let them in too much, if you unload onto another person then they take on some of the weight and like it hurts me to know that threw telling them this stuff im actually hurting them too!

(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: Not often, i always be me so when people meet me they just tell im relaxed and can pretty much assume what im like, however i totally hate it whe nyou have been assumed wrongly

Ohh and now the questions that are all do you's, lol!




Laugh at my naked body will ya you stupid fuckn pussy, ill eat you with a spork! Here see that kitty in the background, it looks while evil you know, "Heh heh stupid little humans, once i get a big mouse robot i will kill hem all"!


This is sex on six strings....aww if i was alone it do ya guitar!

yeah you tell her you fat hairy fuck you, look at you your like pure rank, aww whats wrong, ohh ahh yeah go on ahve a fucking cry then you little whimp, get a shave to you virgin outcast, shit your amonkeys miscarage man go fuck your self!


One word, NASTY!

Love comes in many shapes and sizes and forms and theyre aint nothing wrong with a man loving his elephant ok!


DO YOU... Hm masterabte, pray, fuck etc etc...

Look at it go :D


We got bored and drunk so our dollies had a dance lol!


Yeh i like look like a child here, err its weird...



(71) Smoke?: yes way too fucking much

(72) Do drugs?: yes unfortunatley!! :S

(73) Read the newspaper?: Sorta, if you
count glancing at the pics the odd day like readn it, no i dont mean page fucking three, i aint that sad......yet :D

(74) Pray?: not alot, in fct not at all since i was a kid, to me he gave the fuck up on me so why should i be there for him, as far as im concerned, he's just not real at times!

(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Definatley, i love meeting new people plus its like always funny to pretend your a ho woman and get the mall aroused.......ok i so do not do that......?.......

(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Ok i do have Roger and George, i have had these two stuffed toys since i was a kid and i do have them sitting on a shelf in my room, they were my best friends during my childhood years so i do still look at the mand like when im drunk they do talk to me lol :D

(78) Take walks in the rain?: Well since rain is all we seem to get in Ireland yeah some times, alot of tims, all the fucking times, hey its like worth it to get alco an shit!

(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: no, i honestly dont so like rest assured if im talking to you then i love ya, but just caus i dont message you in a while doesnt mean i hate you, if i did i would tell you straight up, im like that ok!

(80) Drive?: yeah its alright as long as no one see's me, im not allowed to drive anymore ,speeding and sorta drunk too lol err :S

(81) Like to drive fast?: not really, its very fucking over rated, i mean most simple drugs will give you a better kick plus that way at keast theres only a chance of you dieing and not a bunch of innocent fuckind pedestrians!


HAVE YOU EVER...




Me in my strippey dressing gown, its like well weird!

This Is all some Of mY Art tHat i HaVe been doIng!







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(82) Liked your voice?: yeah, i kinda need to to be able to sing comfortably. But like the odd day i hate it to bits!

(83) Hurt yourself?: Yeah im a self confessed cutter

(84) Been out of the country?: well alot of times!

(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yeah i made a sherbert, egg, ham, chocolate sauce, fizzy drink pizza once
lol, no one ate it but me :D

(86) Burped?: All the time

(87) Been unfaithful?: No, i can honestly say i have never been unfaithful

(88) Been in love?: not too sure on this one!

(89) Done drugs?: Yes i have

(90) Gone skinny-dipping?: No but will before i die

(92) Had a surgery?: no, and hopefully wont!

(93) Ran away from home?: yeah for about an hour then i got hungry plus it was cold! :P
(94) Played strip poker?: yeah..we rigged
it so the girls would lose!!

(95) Gotten beaten up?: yeah

(97) Been picked on?: yeah

(98) Been on stage?: Yeah, i like being on
stage both drama and band related

(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning?:not that i know of!!

(100) Slept outdoors?: yeah i love camping and all that

(101) Thought about suicide?: only thought about it but never taken it further

(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: me and some mates tried to but like failed the first few times, teh nwollagh now we do it all teh time, well mainly me!

(103) If yes, what is your record?: two weeks straight and i shit you not!


Im a big kid who looks weird, hm thnks weird and probably smells weird *sniffs* fucking hell, yeah i do :D lol

(104) Gone one day without food?: yeah

(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yeah to my girl friend or x of a while ago

(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yeah, actualy it was really nice

(107) Slept all day? Lol i do that most days

(108) Killed someone?:Yeah but its a secret so dont tell anyone.....please :D

(109) Made out with a stranger?:yeah


Heh heh i made sure i looked all innocent so now i can like trick you into thinking im not a bad person... lol!

This was like when i had still got my naturally blonde hair and i ws so fucked of that day hence why my eyes are tht shitty green colour!

(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No, i always make it a rule to ask their name!

(111) Thought you're going crazy?: No cause i am

(112) Kissed the same sex?: no

(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no!!

(114) Been betrayed?: yes alot of times. i had to go do work experence for 2 weeks and when i got back she'd slept with about five other dudes!! i had so many oppertunaties to do likewise in Belfast but didnt, i stayed faithful!

(115) Had a dream that came true?: yeah..it was a good one too

(116) Broken the law?: yeah alot actually!

(117) Met a famous person?: yeah

(118) Have you ever killed an animal by
accident?: yeah..a rabbit and a pigeon!

(146) Stolen anything?: yeah alot candy as a kid and recently money clothes alco drugs blah blah fuckity blah!

(147) Been on radio/TV.?: yeah

(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yeah and it was deadly!

(149) Had a nervous breakdown? not yet..but its coming!!

(150) Considered religious vocation?: no

(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no..thankfully!!

(152) Bungee jumped?: no

(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeh recurring nightmares happen quite alot to me!


Me with neat hair for once!

Never again tho, i like it messy and scruffy!

CLOTHES and other fashion

(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: Baggy jeans, hoodie, shirt, jewellery, eyeliner, dark clothing really.

(159) Wear hats?: yeah quite a lot, beanies man!!


(160) Judge other people by their clothing?:no, if i hate the way they look i tell teh mand you can tell alot by how a person dresses so if theyre a poser, sham, fake, chave etc i fucking hate them!

(161) Wear make-up? : once when i dresses up as a woman and my dad thought it was my sister kenda when he saw the photos, then when i was drunk and put on my sisters dress, but really just eye liner.

(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my Kurt hoodie

(164) Are you trendy?: i wear what i like and feel comfortable in, to be honest i dont care what other people think!!

(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: no..who would??


BELIEFS

(175) Love at first sight?: yes, im counting on this one!

(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yeah caus i fucking so will!

(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: No, lol i've tried to find it and its just not do able.

(181) Do you wish on stars?: no

(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no

(183) Do you remember your first love?: yeah
(184) Still love her?: kinda, bit confused on that one

(185) Do you consider love a mistake: no!!

(186) What do you find romantic?: being with someone who accepts you for who you are and wouldnt ask you to change,one thing i always loved wa falling asleep with someone in my arms, its just so cool that feeling you know, naked bodies touching, moving in sleep theres like a sense about it, i guess romance is alot of dif things but i wouldnt go for looks and trends, i see threw someones outer self and i love who they are, not just wha tthey are, but who.

(187) Turn-on?: Girls who feel confident about themselves, black eyeliner *aww drools*, pretty eye, eyes are the doorway to the soul so if the eyes are good then the girl is great :D

(188) Turn-off?: fake fucking bitches who only care about there appearence and have to be the fucking it girl, hm or old grannies in latex!

(189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: no..never have never will!!

(200) If someone you had no interest in dating, expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Happy, sad, guilty, very confident, regretful

(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating him or her or going on a date: hard to say, its great getting to know someone but also its great already knowing them and having a level you can connect on, a special bond

(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: i didnt know it wasnt!!

(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: noone is ever fucking unnattractive, right if i liek ever find the fucker ho invented this questionaire i am so gona fucking kill the wanker, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, if your basing love and romance on looks alone the nfuck you you self confessed asshole.......
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: hopefully!!

(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: They are honest and open, truthful and emotional

(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Well some of them are very bitchy and two faced, some not all now!

(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: A shopkeeper gave me some free posters and a guitar pick

(208) Are you in love?: No not at the moment, just finished with ms "five timer"

(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: yeah!! Drop dead gorgeous!!

(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot girl standing on her own?: Go over and say high and if she seems alright talk away!

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

(211) That haunted you?: My pet rabbit i killed

(212) You wanted to kill?: my dad

(213) That you laughed at?: my dad

(214) That laughed at you?: My sis kenda, she saw me fall and bang my balls on a metal bar!

(215) That turned you on?: cant remember, i think it was this really old woman down the road, shes pure big and was bending over and ........lol nah i cant remember for real!

(216) You went shopping with?: Blondie Sarah, i got her her birthday stuff in Trip ( a really fucking expensive shop) and it was worth it, shes great to b with!

(217) That broke your heart?: Natalie (my x)

(218) To disappoint you?: Natalie

(219) That you asked out?:Blondie Sarah

(220) To make you cry?: Natalie

(221) To brighten up your day?: My sister Sarah

(222) That you thought about?: My gran actually, i was thinking about the roger and george teddies and how she gave them to me and how shes liek dead so.

(225) You talked to through IM?: Quite alot of people!

(223) You saw a movie with?: A huge crowd of friends!!

(224) You talked to on the phone?: Just this random stalker dude

(226) You saw?: My dad as i had t ogive hm the fone back!

(227) You lost?: My sis sarah, she has gone to uni!!

(229) You thought was completely insane?:The person who i see in the mirror (o.O)

(230) You wanted to be?: Apart from just me Kurt Cobain i guess, lol not in a gay way now!!

(231) You told off: Keith, he kicked me in the privates twice people, VERY SORE!!

(232) You trusted?: Hatty, she's theo ne i liek too!

(233) You turned down?:dunno

(234) Smiled?: few seconds ago

(235) Laughed?: Just a little bit ago

(236) Cried?: cant rememberto be honest

(237) Bought something?: today, food and other things lol!

(238) Danced?: Tongiht, more like freaked out whilst jamming on guitar

(239) Were sarcastic?: im always sarcastic, lol or am i!

(240) hugged someone?: few hours ago, I love huggn both dudes and dudets!!

(241) Talked to an ex?: Today at school

(242) Watched your fave movie?:Well im about to tongiht so, well ok so its more like the end of it!

(243) Had a nightmare?: Last night

(245) Talked on the phone?: Half an hour ago

(246) Listened to the radio?: right now

(247) Watched TV?: A little bit ago

(248) Went out?:? This morning

(250) Were mean?: today lol

(251) Sang?: An hour ago whilst playing

(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: last week!!

(253) Said "I love you"?: last night

(254) Missed someone?: My sis sarah, i need her for support alot, and all the people who are here that i know on elfpack, for real btw i do mis you dudets :(

(255) Fought with a family member?: always..with my lil sis

(256) Fought with a friend?:week or so ago

(257) Had a serious conversation?: all the time

(258) Got drunk?: im tryin right now!!

(259) Had sex?: today at lunch time lol!!

(260) Been kissed?: Today...all over :P


FRIENDS AND SUCH!

(261)Whos your best girlfriends?: Blondie Sarah, Karen, Kimberly, Big sis Laura....

(262)Whos your best guy friends?: Cormac, Sean, kenny, ben, stephen blah alot more really!!

(263)Where do you hang out?:every where thats free and has a good supply of beer, porn, dudets and food!

(264)Best looks?: blondie sarah

(265)Best hair?: blondie sarah

(266)Best eyes?: blondie sarah

(267)Most trusted by you: kenny

(268)Tallest?: sean

(269)Shortest?: blondie sarah

(270)Best friends for ever and ever?:all of them!!

(271)Smartest?: Hatty

(272)Pyromanic?: what the f...

(273)Tolkienish?: what the f...

(274)Style?: We all have our own stlye but prob sean, poser poser!!

(275)Funniest?: They're all so funny

(276) Serious?: sean, just chill dude for fucks sake, here have a bottle of vodka for free :D

(277)Can keep secrets?: kenny and cormac

(278) Favorite weather:sunny or snow!!

(279) Favorit song: Smells Like Teen Spirit

(280)favorit color: Azure blue or Black

(281)favorit sound: seans dopy laugh, kittnes meowing, a guitar being played with passion, someone lying beside you or in your arms breathing

(283) sex or alcohol: drunken sex!! Ohh yeah!!



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Ok so like i also did a shit load of really fucking lame poems/lyrics during the last few months so im gona post some of them just so you can know what goes on inside my head.


FREE LEE

Sorry friend, are you ok?
Now be honest in lying.
I know your still hurting.
I know you’re still depressed,
And I know you've tricked me
And left my life possessed.

AHHHHHHHHH
Blessed are the rest,
They know how they are best.
Free free free lee.

Really trend, you’re not ok?
Now be truthful when dieing.
I know you miss him a lot,
You miss him more so than you show
But its ok as you hurt me,
Hurt me to save your twisted plot.

AHHHHHHHHH
Messed are the rest,
Say so now all the rest.
Free free free lee.

He knows what he's missing.
Im not the worst there is,
Everything is ordinary.
He knows what he's missing.
This is the curse we live,
All life is scary.

Lucky him.

AHHHHHHHHH
Free free free lee.
Free free free lee.
Free free free lee.
Free me.


BE-LOW

Be low
Drown out in sound.
Be long
Part of a crowd.
Be leave
You’re not around.
Be ate
Make me proud.

Maybe (x3)
May be killing me.


EVA POUR EIGHT

Guests coming in an hour,
Number unknown, feelings were sour.
Time went by and then threw the gate,
There I saw coming a number of eight.

Eva pour eight
Eva pour eight
Eva pour eight

Sat in silence on mould chairs,
Avoiding eyes, eight shifty stares.
And teatime came very late,
A shout to Eva that we had eight.

Eva pour eight
Eva pour eight
Eva pour eight

Strange smile by guests for fun,
Didn’t know they had a gun.
Eva fell by the kitchen sink,
Or at least, that’s what I think.

Eva pour eight
Eva pour eight
Eva pour eight

Then eight ran and all had fled,
Taking all but the piss stained bed.
Sat looking at Eva, it was too late,
Tea was cold and soon it would evaporate.

Eva pour eight
Eva pour eight
Eva pour eight
Eva pour eight
Eva pour eight
Eva pour eight
Eva it’s late.


ABOVE LOVE

You’re still an echo in the dark of my heart,
Im still feedin’ of the loss from our start,
And we feel its not quite right ooh no,
And we say that love is fucking all the night, or so

But I
Still want love for a life
But why
I be in love
But why

You’re still an echo in the dark of my heart,
Im still feedin of the loss from our start,
And we feel its not quite right ooh no
And we say that love is fucking all the night, or so


But I
All I can give is me
But why
But I be above love
But die


Above love above love above love and fucked.

Yeah (x6)


BLOODLOSS

The newest blood loss,
A kiss on pain.
Cryptic thoughts,
That taste of shame.
Recall old memories,
Once lost to new.
My deepest secrets,
Ill bleed for you.

Bumpy as the ride was, I hope you are left shaken (x2)


CARBON COPY

If I could make a carbon copy of me I’d want it to be you,
If they asked me to choose another to die with it could only be you.
So just carbon copy try to relate to me,
Carbon copy and you celebrate to hate me.

Who would you choose to have to loose,
My love you are a whore and
My love you are no more.
Carbon copy
Largon poppy.


CAT AS TROPHY

Im a killer
Did it for fun.
Im a willer
Used a stole gun.

Im a beast
Killed me pet.
Happy at least
No one knows yet.

All blood fur
Hole in side.
Dead cats body
I must hide.

To mark this Cat as trophy (Based on a cat I actually did kill)
YEAH


CONFIDMENT

Solitary confinement in my own world
Fucking put me on parole for a day.
And now alone the whores all need done
That’s all I can expect in my own way.

Im taught to be one and shown to be another
Im part of two but always the lesser brother.

Just like before, Just like before.


DATE ME (Nothing like Rape me so fuck off)

Violate me
Isolate me
Insinuate me
Evaluate me
Relate me
Duplicate me
Inflate me
Sellotape me
Masturbate me
Castrate me
Investigate me
Weight me
Nominate me
Celebrate me
Segregate me
Interrogate me
Evaporate me
Separate me
Vertebrate me
De-nominate me
But please just fucking date me.


DATE

Within some shapes are a few,
Beside my date im alone it’s true.
Inside me hate, I love for you.
And for my date, a hidden view.
                  
Love you, hate you
Love you, rape you
Date hate rape you
Hate to separate you


DRUG

Deals for the drug dealer,
A fix in no time.
Feels like a thug and healer,
Needle in a spine.

Aint it sweet you and him, he and you
Lovers in a glance of romance.
Shared and compared views for the needle
Elixir of life, fixer of life
Risks, survival a small chance


PLACEMENT

Place me in darkness for twenty-four hours,
To verify that im sane again.
Throw me to the lover who devours,
Then test to see if I was to blame.

A shelter in my mind
Where no one can find.
I shelter in my mind
Where no one will find, me.

Compare me to others you find,
Purpled bruised right abused at birth.
Yet im the only one of my kind,
Alone to try and walk this earth.


Me in black with black and back quack lol they all fucking rhyme..........fuck me im sad and need a life :D

EVERLONG

I can’t see in front of me, its dark.
But I can hear for miles.
What does it all mean?
Does anything mean something?
If we are all alive (2)
                     
I can’t feel me
I can’t heal me
I can’t see me
I can’t be me
It can’t be real (x4)

So it’s going to go for everlong
Everlong (x6)


FAITH

Where do they go?
When the conversation fades to slow.   (or When the situation turns to slow)
What do they say?
When it’s their decided time to pray.
What do they feel?
Life’s not that big a deal.
What do they need?
We all decide based on our greed.

A chop and change of friends,
Loyal to none.
A drop in range of trends,
Buy for fun.
A scream and shout for love,
All is fake.
A bullet then sent from love,
Fucks sake.


FATHER

Hello help me
Father my task is done
Hello help me
Father my task is done
Hello help me
Father my task is done
Hello help me
Father my task is done

Im killed and saved none,
So father help me.
Because my task is done.


HELLO GIRL

Hello girl im so aroused
But my feelings have been doused.
Come here girl it wont be quick (Song is about rape)
Suck it all and don’t be sick.

I'll have it my way bitch
Don’t shout you demonic witch.
Hell im gona’ rape you good
Then you'll be left as worm food.

Lye down now im on top
Whats that girl you say stop.
Im in control and not you
Shit your cold and bodies blue.


HOSPITAL PILL 

Take a pill, you'll feel fine.
Stay in bed rest a while.
Blood we'll spill all in time
Cut of head, with a smile.

Feel the blade upon my skin.
Open up, ill let it in.
Cut the rut from me (x2)

My doctors drill it whines away
While I weep in the day
Nurse’s knives they cut me deep
While silently, I pretend to sleep

Feel the blade upon my skin
Open up, ill let it in
Cut the rut from me (x2)

Here’s a drug bound to help
Steady now boy don’t you yelp
Here’s a needle feel the prick
At last all im still sick

Feel the blade upon my skin
Open up, I’ll let it in
Cut the rut from me (x2)


PRICELESS

No one can afford the ransom of your love,
Your priceless and im in debt.
Im in debt,
Im in debt,
Im in debt,
To the price you demand.


LONER

Sitting by himself,
Though we all want to be him.
Sitting on his shelf,
Where we can all see him.

Seldom talks to any though his thoughts,
Are many (x3)
Loner Loner Loner Bone Her.

Running all alone,
When we fail I wish I was he.
Running to get home,
And who is better known in society.

Speaks a silent word to himself alone,
All alone (x3)
Loner Loner Loner Phone Her.

But clever doesn’t get friends or happiness,
Loner is clever and intelligent.
Loner got a home on me (x3)


LOVERS FACE

Believing I will see a face,
Blackened eyes on my lovers face.
Staring into another place.

Needing a partner so pure,
Red tears I’ve caused for sure
Touching a heart unsure.

But she's still there.
And I said I do when I don’t
I cant, I wont.
She needs me but I lie to her,
Why it’s not that I mean to be
I just need love, love me.


MAMAL SPOUSE

I miss feeling great.
I am but there are two types as of late.
I miss friendly love.
Friends and love and both aren’t love.
I love you all,
But wouldn’t tell you just yet.
I think it’s nearly time,
So I guess I’ve wasted enough.

Truth be told im alone and well, you’re my arouse,
Shit on me hate what im told, but mammals are our spouse.


MIXTURE 1 (All random ones)

Invasion calls for celebration,
Sterilization leads to a nation.
Depression causes suppression,
Treason never has a reason.

Tell me that again
It makes me sane
I can create now
You show me how

I've been infected,
Because I was rejected.
My blade was dirty
Cuts, I have thirty.

She doesn’t care
She doesn’t see.
Beneath her hair
It screams out me, ME ME ME ME.

Honestly just leave it
Were out of luck.
Surprised to relieve it
You wanted a fuck

Gladly I gave it all.


LEAD

Im eatn’ lead
Don’t feel so good.
Im in my head
Knew that I would.
Im taking pills
All making pain.
Im feeling ill
But it’s the same.



I like to feel to stretch but not to break
I like to feel to be able to grow very short.
I'd like to go to a time were I can be old.
I need to see how to feed before you starve me bold.



Tucked under my flaky skin
Burns to be let in.
Im my blood drunk from a tap
Im a wasted and flooded sap.

You’re my super drug
Just one and im there.
You’re my only love
Who knows I don’t care.
Im not worthy of you
But still I do dare.
Why don’t I have a clue?
But I do know I care.


Im on my own left out again,
Im at my home stranger in a pen.
Im on my own left out again,
Im all alone without my friend.
Im on my own left out again,
Im stuck alone kissing my pain.


MIXTURE 2 (same again)

Its quiet out
I think the storms passed
There’s a riot out       
It’s all in the past



Fuck shit with dick up Asses
Butterflies spill their guts for me      
Rape pig’s virginity and be glad
Bury it all in red blood sea




Makes me feel like ice in glass
Take the fail before it pass
Had a whisper in the back           
Hangs upon his death dealt rack

With a bang, by a man
With a bang, for a man

Drink vomit the glass empty
Had enough of whats plenty
Ride the house on wheels of greed
We all start of from seed.

With a bang, by a man
With a bang, for a man
With a bang, bang, bang
My turn to hang hang hang



Children’s eyes spit at me
Wish a gun lets drink pee        

Let it be
Let it be
Let it be
Be me (x6)




She’s in me she’s right there,
I feel it its in here.        
I see her there she goes,
I feel it but who knows.

Cut it out.
Shut it out.
Slut get out. (x3)



Hello and hello again
My oldest friend new
That was a long time coming        
But yeah it’s all true



It’s keeping me just right
They’re holding me very tight
And then through the darkness
I hope it will be tonight
That we all fight
                  
Darkness darkness darkness’
In you my light
Holy light (x3)




Up shit creek without a paddle
On the bull without a saddle
Take a dip in a lave pool        
Used fake money im a fool


PACT

Even my demons have to cry
But then again why must I?
Even the fallen still can die
Inside their lovers eye. (Or behind their lover’s eye)

When time is gone and night is day
All shall talk of the feelings they play.
In life or death we all act
The thoughts are given from the endless pact.

Ever is the way I must go
Never can my feelings truly shine.
Deep within my home and show
Beyond the reaches of mortal time

When time is gone and night is day
All shall talk of the feelings they play.
In life or death we all act
The thoughts are given from the endless pact.


PATIENTLY PATIENT

Stick a wire on his head
Read on screen what is not said?
Take his heart from his chest
Rape, cut then burn the rest

Patiently a patient
Waiting in a bed
Patiently being patient
Wishing to be dead

Stick a wire on his head
Read on screen what is not said?
Take his heart from his chest
Rape, cut then burn the rest


PEASY

Whats that smell
Im not easy
I couldn’t tell
She was sleazy.
What the hell
It was peasy
I couldn’t tell
Im not easy.
Im not well
She would tease me
Im feelin’ swell
Im not easy ey ey ey ey ey ey ey ey

And all you wanted was a turn
Well now it’s your time to fucking squirm.


PLANS

Being different is seen as bad
Bad is being the same.
Intelligence only gets you plans
But plans aren’t intelligent

Planning is demanding


PRIESTLY DESPENSES

Do the chores as before
Run away and fuck a whore
Steal a car and kill a few
Burn a church and marry a Jew

Priestly dispenses
Licker fences
Sweetly assumed
Badly perfumed

Heal a dieing mans plight
Have a shout and start a fight
Swap your past with another’s
Have the worst and marry lovers

Priestly dispenses
Licker fences
Sweetly assumed
Badly perfumed

Make a mend of whats right
They hold each other tight
We swear to be asleep
Lost down below the deep

Priestly dispenses
Licker fences
Sweetly assumed
Badly perfumed

Do the chores as before
Run away and fuck a whore
Steal a car and kill a few
Burn a church and marry a Jew


RACIAL SKIN

Hate the Jew spick and nigger
Shallow grave to bury its digger
Kill the pounce proud and swine
Pay the law and skip the fine

Complaints of a racial
Withdrawals for a facial
Razored authority
Blistered serorority

Racial complaint
Straight A saint
My racial skin
Wear it within


SO SO

You’re so hyper
Still im as weak as an unborn baby
I cling and depend on you
I will become fetal matter if im not cared for
You’re always jumping
Sometimes im jumping over in my head
But it’s a bad thing for me
I will take my life and yours if I have to
You’re so gone
High as a light cloud and horny too
Im so bored again
It’s making me so slow and controlled once more
Im of with another
You’re too you
Im not me
This is over and im gone once more
You’re all different
Im not like our group anymore
I haven’t changed but im not the same
Im of now so long, so so long


SOME

Someone has your fingerprints
Someone has your eyes.
Somewhere in a world beyond fake
I see past your lies.

Someone's sleeping in your head
Someone hears your thoughts.
Someone has the love you make
And all the clothes you bought.


LESSONS

Nobody lessons
Nobody lessons
Nobody lessons
Lessons for me.

Somebody teacher
Somebody teacher
Somebody teacher
Teach her for me


TEA REASON

At the time I had a reason
Now I don’t know.
Maybe caused by treason
I let my rage grow
                   
Sweet treason
Tell me your reason.
Good bye my reason
Im not going to miss you (x5)


TRANSPLANT

Transparently transplanted
Cut inside my head
Removal of remedy
Patient in a bed

Take a pill you'll feel fine
Stay in bed rest a while       
Blood we'll spill all in time
Cut of head with a smile

Swear to be asleep
Out cold to hear the world
Yet doctors help as clear
As a double edged sword


UGLY

I think im ugly
I don’t even care.
So I just lied
Im of to swear.

I like girl
Girl like me.
Girl and I
Wouldn’t be.


I know im bad
In all that I do.
Still im so glad
That I’ve lost you.


I like girl
Girl like me.
Girl and I
Shouldn’t be.


VOICES

Never knew
What was in store?
So true,
You are a whore.

Open eyes and see the truth,
I'll go along with this.
Lie some more and tie the noose,
Fuck it, ill have bliss.

Curved and round with the dark in places,
This is how I see their faces.
Widened eyes to glare at me and my,
Voices in head are saying you should die.


WAR FAIR

Wrong words he said,  doesn’t mean the worst.
A plan that’s designed and misled,
Now makes his conscious cursed.

I tricked the master to being a slave and now im on the run
I was only faster in telling the shrouded truth for fun.
I gave it all and ran past her, spat on sacred pun
I know the last hour will belong to the evil alien mum.

Wright moves are played,
Advance go back two places.
Small babies are slaved,
To serve our foreign races.

I tricked the master to being a slave and now im on the run
I was only faster in telling the shrouded truth for fun.
I bled and said the rest to all but master and then told none
I fled the head of an enemy disaster and now im on the run.

General on patrol,
Fall down victims.
General steals the dole,
To pay for his victims.

General war fair
General war fair.


WINDOW

I hear rain on my window,
I fear pain from my bimbo.
I paste you onto my lips,
I'll waste you then fuck your hips.

Stole a finder
Souls are kinder
YEAH (x6)

I see blood on my finger,
Lick it up wont let it linger.
And I see blood on her legs,
Coming from her factory of eggs.

Stole a finder
Souls are kinder
YEAH (x6)

Im sorry my girl there’s a fine line between reality,
Im sorry my girl but there’s a world between you and me.


WITH OUT YOU

Are you really gone?
Or did I imagine that.
I really can’t tell
I wasn’t with my body for most of it,
Stay please (x2)

Without you im just a shape and a lonely view
Whispers of a word and a senseless clue.
That’s what I am
Without you (x2)


ANYTIME

Anytime tomorrow I’ll feel fine,
Plenty of sorry to ease my crime.
Soon I’ll forget and feel good as new,
Soon I’ll regret having ever lost you.
It's just that im evil and I cared,
It’s because I love you that made me so scared.
Im sorry im not quite right,
Be sorry, I love it when we fight.

Over and over we go,
In our minds the world moves slow.
Were never gona be ok,
Never gona be ok.


MY FIRST

Im in my head again,
Knew that it would be then.
Were on top once more,
I’ve lost the plot my whore.
We spent all night each year,
The cost was mighty dear.
And now I leave it all,
In life im gona fall.

And my first,
My hearse,
My first,
My ahh.

I slept and went away,
To look for a better day.
Inside this open case,
That’s behind a secret place.
Threw all we gave and took,
Im sure we killed the crook.
On average I don’t care,
A lie I told right there.

And my first,
My hearse,
My first,
My ahh.

In closing I will say;
Sleep well tonight and may
You have a better chance,
Than me in my romance.
And may your health be well,
For im just feeling swell.
So many lies ive told,
Why must it all be old?

And my first,
My hearse,
My first,
My ahh.

Ahh.


WHO’S INSIDE MY SHADOW?

I don’t know who I see beside me anymore,
Or on every mirror painted inside my head.
And parallel words collide with the truth,
In all that’s thought but never gets said.

Im aware of my past and my place in life,
And of how Im trying to write my future.
Made from old dreamful hopes and wishes,
Of how cleverly I am still all too unsure.

I understand how to achieve what I want,
Yet I’m restless as to even try and grasp it.
And by caressing my soul in sadness and hell,
I can slightly avoid all but a single bit.
Loneliness.

I don’t know who I see beside me anymore,
No matter how hard I try to see beyond the truth.
I used to see a lover and a secret place,
Where in times of need I could seek solitude.
There use to be a person who would scoop me up,
Telling me of how love would never end for us.
Now there’s a distant and fading memory,
A blistered belief that we will be together again.
I just guessed I had hoped to be more than simple,
I really would have liked to have been more than I am.
Talent would help and more so I would love to be me.
Not trying to be a universally hated man of lies.



Ok i know that looks really lame but i dont give a shit, i took this the day my girl friend fucking cheated on me and as you can see ive got my green eyes today so im sad and hurt, not cul and liek i never once have been unfaithful and never will!



Ok so there all shit really and i dont expect even one person to read more than one of the,, fuck like who am i kidding no one will read one.

Well if you like the sound or look of me just like say hi or whatever, i wont bite.....too hard...at first lol !!


i was sick here!


This is what i used to look like with my blonde hair.