I'm a 19 year old college student who enjoys hanging out with friends, drinking/partying, and martial arts. I'm currently learning Ninpo Tai Jitsu, and I collect bladed weapons.

DOPE
SURVIVE

Fuck 'em
Can't stop me think I'm messin around
You think I'm messin' around
Well are you messin' around with me?
Truth is I've seen the ups and the downs
And through the losses and the founds
Well I'm right where I wanna be

Stop thinking everybody's shakin'
Never get a break you're never gonna go
Stop thinking everyone is shakin'
Never gotta break but

I survive
You can try but you can't deny me
I survive
Like a lie that just won't die
I survive

Fuck you ya think I'm messin' around
You think I'm messin' around
Well I ain't messin' around you see
Back off you'll find your ass on the ground
And when I roll through your town
Well I'll be layin' you down to sleep

Stop thinking everybody's shakin
Never get a break you're never gonna go
Stop thinking everyone is shakin
Never gotta break but

I survive
You can try but you can't deny me
I survive
Like a lie that just won't die
I survive


AN ANTHEM TO ALL THE GUYS. NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM, REMEMBER THESE WORDS:

          KORN
          LIAR

My brother, you love her
But don't give up your instincts
Hang onto you know what
They'll be gone fast as you blink
They're trained to seduce you
Suck you dry quick as they can
They smite down reduce you
Now you're barely a man

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you

Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar

It's not wrong to let go
And let the woman ride you
For fuck sake, don't lose touch
With the dog that's inside you
She wanted what you had
You bet she smelt the spore
Don't wimp up, fuck her up
One more time, slam that door

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you

Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you

Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you


CHIMAIRA
CLEANSATION

What do you expect from me?
Will I ever be who you want me to be?
Will I ever live up to your standards?
Will you always look down on me?
Maybe I'm not who you are
Maybe I want to be myself
Live the life I've always dreamed about
This is not your path to choose

Yes I taste it
Yes I breathe it
Yes I hate it
Yes I feel strain from
Our separation
But
This is my life, this is my life
My Cleansation
Our separation
This is my life, this is my life
It'd not yours anymore!

Why did you insist on ruling?
Why did you try and control?
Why didn't you ever listen to me?
Ignored me like a dog
Maybe I'm glad we're apart
Maybe I'm glad we don't speak anymore
I feel better now
Now that you're gone

Yes I taste it
Yes I breathe it
Yes I hate it
Yes I feel strain from
Our separation
But
This is my life, this is my life
My Cleansation
Our separation
This is my life, this is my life
It'd not yours anymore!

SLIPKNOT
MY PLAGUE

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to eliminate for everyone the
Everyday bullshit things that you have done

Your impossible ego fuck is like a
Megalomaniacle tab on my tongue
You fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart
Ill reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart...

I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed
Made to feel minuscule
If you consider the source, its kinda pitiful
The only thing you really know about me is...
...thats all you'll ever know

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself
I haven't seen a lot of reasons to stop it
I cant just drop it
I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it
At least I admit it!

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you
Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you
I can't fuckin' take it anymore
A snap of the synapse
And now its fuckin war
Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you




One of the best song ever, and it describes my life:

       I DISAPPEAR LYRICS
         METALLICA

Hey, hey, hey
Here I go now
Here I go in to new days
Hey, hey, hey
Here I go now
Here I go into new days
I'm pain, I'm hope, I'm suffer
Yeah, hey, hey, hey, yeah
Here I go into new days
Hey, hey, hey
Ain't no mercy, ain't no mercy there for me,
Hey, hey, hey

Ain't no mercy, ain't no mercy there for me,
I'm pain, I'm hope, I'm suffer
Yeah, hey, hey, hey
Ain't no mercy, ain't no mercy there for me
Do you bury me when I'm gone
Do you teach me while I'm here
Just as soon as I belong, then it's time I disappear
Hey, hey, hey
And I went, and I went on down that road
Hey, hey, hey
And I went on, and I went on down that road
I'm pain, I'm hope, I'm suffer
Hey, hey, hey
Yeah and went on, and I went on down that road
Do you bury me when I'm gone
Do you teach me while I'm here
Just as soon as I belong, then it's time I disappear(2x)
(background)
(Just like that
I'm gone, I'm gone oh baby I'm gone
I'm gone, I'm gone babe
I'm gone, I'm gone)
Do you bury me when I'm gone
Do you teach me while I'm here
Just as soon as I belong, then it's time I disappear(2x)


        DISTURBED
        I'M ALIVE

Never again will I be dishonored
And never again will I be reminded
Of living within the world of the jaded
They kill inspiration
It's my obligation
To never again, allow this to happen
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
Denying the sin
My art, my redemption
I carry the torch of my fathers before me
The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
Change again, cannot be considered
I rage again, dispelling my anger
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
My art, my redemption, my only salvation
I carry the gift that I have been blessed with
My soul is adrift in oceans of madness
Repairing the rift that you have created
I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now
The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm no slave
Are you feeling brave?
Or have you gone out of your mind?
No more games
It won't feel the same
If I hold my anger inside
There's no meaning
My soul is bleeding
I've had enough of your kind
One suggestion, use your discretion
Before you label me blind
The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive



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