Yeah... I'll get around to filling this in... eventually.

If you message me, make it worth my while to read it. Hi or What's up will not get a response.

Here's my pathetic attempt of filling this in:

"Forever be the suffering of man, for he knows not why he is or why he be the way he is. The only end to his eternal torment be the temporary release of blessed sleep. Sleep so fleeting, it is as a blink of his cursed eye. When the blessed sleep of eternity does finally rest upon his bared crown, the exahustion is so great that he may not even welcome it anymore. This is why it is better for the blessed sleep to come early and unnaturally, rather than for the mind to waste till time itself becomes the enemy. And so it is said, in accordance to the prophecy."



And with all my heart, I shall love, yet the love I have is never meant to be, and shall never flower and come to fruit. My tree will remain barren, and then wither and die.
I love my boys, but it tears my heart open, time and time again, to be around them.

I love you all, and know you do the same to me;
Jon, Mike, Paul, Ed, Kevin, Geoff, Jay, Daniel, Michael, Allen, David, Manni, Nathan, Paul, Shaun, Alex...
I love you from the bottom of my heart, and the depths of my very shallow soul, but that is one fruit that I will never even find out if it is sweet or sour.


And if you don't like what's up here, KMA.



The Perfect Guy:

Hair Color: Don't care, as long as he looks good in it, but I don't particularly care for blondes. PUT THAT BLEACH DOWN!
Eye Color: Piercing .... oh wait, that's not a color... Hazel.... Or green.....
Height: I prefer 'em taller, but same is ok.
Six Pack: Coke or Pepsi?
Long or Short Hair: Not flowingly long, anything else is peachy.
Glasses or contacts: Don't care. As long as he's stunning.
Piercings: Please?
Scars: Fine with me, but I gotta hear the stories, and I'll still probably beat 'cha.
Buff or Skinny: Not muscle builder, not anorexic.
Funny or Serious: A little of both is a good mix.
Party or Stay at home: Both! What fun is one or the other???
Should he know how to cook: Why not? I'm not exactly the greatest....
Should he have a best friend: Of course.
Should he have a lot of girl friends: Why would I care? As long as none are getting.... too friendly.... your friends are my friends.
Outgoing or Shy: Outgoing with a shy side, if that makes any sense.
Sarcastic or Sincere: Sincere, but ya gotta smack 'em to make him drop the sarcasm.
Should he watch chick flicks: Why? Even I don't watch them.
Would he smoke: If he wanted, and I bum the lucky.
Would he drink: If he wanted, and shared.
Would he swear: Every third word, if I know him right.
Would he play with your hair: Sometimes.
One or more girls at a time: >.>.....<.<.....I swear I don't know where that body came from, Officer....
Bad Boy or Good Boy: Depends on the moment.
Would he kiss you on the first date: Maybe.
Where would you go to dinner: Whereever. The place isn't the important thing.
Would he bring you flowers: I'm not dead yet.
Would he lay under the stars with you: Duh. And we'd be trying to out do each other naming the constellations.
Would he write poetry about you: Maybe.
Would he call you hunny or baby: Neither.
Would he hang out with your friends: My friends are your friends.
Would you hang out with his friends: Your friends are my friends.
Would he walk you to the door at the end of the date: Of course.... and then start running from the shotgun in his face for bringing me home at 4 am.... the week after the date!
Would he hold your hand: Sometimes.
Would he play sports: What do you classify as sports?
Would he sing: As long as he doesn't make fun of me when I do. Otherwise.... you need a tongue to sing, right?
Would he play an instrument: Guitar isn't always sexy. Sometimes it's annoying. It's his choice though.
Would he keep his room clean: People don't live in hospitals.
Would he paint, draw or sculpt: Draw.
Would he write his own music: If he had the keening to.
Would he use the word "dude": Sometimes. But never to me.
Would he use the word "tight: O.o I don't even know what that means!
Would he watch the sunrise or sunset with you: Sunset. Who the hell is awake for sunrise??? ....Other than when you haven't gone to bed yet....
What kind of car would he drive: Truck, jeep, who cares? I'll still out race ya!
How old would he be: Don't really care. Love doesn't come with a number.
Does someone fit this description: Yes.

[If you REALLY LIKE SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 mintute and whoever you are missing will surprise you.]