((visit me on elftown at Milenko_Bitch))

[im just going to write this it the very TIPY-TOP of my page...{since i doubt anyone will read any further then this}:IM NOT BISEXUAL TO BE COOL...im bisexual beacuse i beleive that everyone deserves a second look...no one person should be over looked when it comes to love...and thats it. im NOT bi so that i can talk about exs, or give opinions on which is better in bed...so if that is all youre after...LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!...dont bother even messaging me if you are that shallow...i see enoughe asses everyday...i dont need to talk to any MORE. but if you keep an open mind and heart...strike up a conversation, i LOVE meeting new people.]

"I keep on hearing the police have caught me but
they wont fix me just yet. I have laughed when they look so clever and talk about being on the right track. That joke about Leather Apron gave me real fits. I am down on whores and I shant quit ripping them till I do get buckled. Grand work the last job was. I gave the lady no time to squeal. How can they catch me now. I love my work and want to start again. You will soon hear of me with my funny little games. I saved some proper red stuff in a ginger beer bottle over the last job to write with but it went thick like glue and I cant use it. Red ink is fit enough I hope ha.ha. The next job I do I shall clip. The lady's ears off and send to the Police officers just for jolly wouldn't you. Keep this letter back till I do a bit more work then give it out straight. My knife's so nice and sharp I want to get to work right away if I get a chance.

Good luck.
Yours truly
Jack the Ripper"

Sex Bracelet Color Codes
Yellow: hugging
Purple: anal sex
Red: sex, coital or oral, lap dance, (alternate meaning: with no condom)
Blue: blow job
Black: sexual intercourse, coital or oral, (alternate meaning: with condom)
Orange: kissing, necking, bare breasts
Green: cunnilingus or outdoor sex
Clear: whatever you want
White: flashing or gay kiss or french kiss
Glow in the Dark: with sex toys
Red & Black: 69
Pink: licking butt or analingus
Silver: fisting
Gold Glitter: make out
brown: toss my salad ie analingus
((note to...whoever: i wear: green, blue, red, purple, black, yellow, pink, clear, whitenewly aquired))


seeing as how im in a horrible mood and trying not to cut, even as your reading this....im going to write a list of reasons why no one should eever talk to me...ever:
im smart enough to get A's..but too lazy to TRY
i live in the future, and all i want is for parts of my past to discapere
im a know-it-all whos sarcasam never stops
i LOVE cows, but cant give up eating steak
im a feminest, who deep down, wants to be a boy
i want people to be open with me, but i keep myself locked up so tight that no one can get in
i want people to respect me, even when i dont
i want to help people see the light, but i cant turn it on
i fall in love MUCH too easily
i can never decide my fate, i always ask for npeoples opinions
im alone
no matter what i say, no one understands...not REALLY
im too scared to tell the truth
i want everything i KNOW i cant have
no matter how HARD i try, i always fuck SOMETHING up
when i do the right thing...no one notices
i want to be someone...but i know ill never make it
i want to be the best at something...ANYTHING...but i cant do shit
im NOT beautiful
no matter what part of my life i change...im still the same old me...
everyone knows me...but no one KNOWS me...
im a hopeless romantic
most of the time...i just YERN to be held, warm and safe in someones arms
i have NO school spirit
i dont know what i want anymore
i want to be by myself, but the silence hurts my ears
i have no concept of passing time
i cant get over things
i cant remember the order of the months
my own FATHER hates me
my ((full)) name means joy...but im not happy
everyone thinks im trash no matter what i do...
i think WAY too much
my family thinks im insane...and i agree
all of my problems are my own FUCKING fault
(([for anyone who actually waisted their time reading this piece of shit, ill be adding more later...so be sure to come back for seconds]))


on candystripe legs spiderman comes
softly through the shadow of the evening sun
stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead
looking for the victim shivering in bed
searching out fear in the gathering gloom and
suddenly! a movement in the corner of the
room! and there is nothing i can do when i
realise with freight that the spiderman is having
me for dinner tonight

quietly he laughs and shaking his head creeps
closer now closer to the foot of the bed and
softer than shadow and quicker than flies his
arms are all around me and his tongue in my
eyes "be still be calm be quiet now my precious
boy don't struggle like that or i will only love
you more for it's much too late to get away or
turn on the light the spiderman is having you
for dinner tonight"

and i feel like i'm being eaten by a thousand
million shivering furry holes and i know that in
the morning i will wake up in the shivering cold
and the spiderman is always hungry...
((JP, and Nathan...youre my spiderMEN))

whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am home again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am whole again
whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am young again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am fun again

however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am free again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am clean again

however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you
((this is here for Sami...the girl of my dreams...i love you babe......its our song!))
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If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that I'd like to do
Is to save every day
Til' eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you

If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
I'd save every day like a treasure and then
Again, I would spend them with you

Chorus:
But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
I've looked around enough to know
That you're the one I want to go
Through time with

If I had a box just for wishes
And dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you

Chorus

((this song is here for Hannah, Nathan, JP, Josh, John, Ethan, Sami, Anna, Xander and her family, and all of the other people who have saved me...((sorry if i forgot you, remind me and ill add you))))


I think about her all the time
She's my fantasy
An image burnin' in my mind
Callin' out to me
While my imagination's runnin' wild
Yeah - things are getting clearer
This time everything is all right
No way she's gonna get away
This time everything is easy
And day - I'm gonna make her mine
I've thought of every word I'd say
Give or take a few
But she turns and slowly walks away
What am I supposed to do
Hey - turn up your radio
Oh - there's somethin' I want you to know
This time everything is all right
No way she's gonna get away
This time everything is easy
And day - I'm gonna make her mine
Well it's hard to take cause she's miles away
And I've waited a long time
But the feelin's right and darlin' one of these nights
Yeah - I'm gonna let you know
This time everything is all right
No way she's gonna get away
This time everything is easy
And day - I'm gonna make her mine
((to someone..they know who they are and thats all that matters....its our story, isnt it?))



join with us and march along!
sing our big top barnyard song!
          if you know what movie this song is from i will love you forever!! tell me and win a prize!


Mashed potatoes, baked potatoes, sweet potatoes..................potaaatooooe CHIPS, smoked sauseg Friiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiied CHIKEN, peperoni pizza and pork chops too-BRAK, space ghost coast to coast



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i fuckin LOVE you will!!


BANDS THAT don't SUCK!
ICP, Twiztid, ABK, Blaze ya dead homie, Dark lotus, NIRVANA, Bowie, Korn, Weird Al, Tangerine dream,Boy george, Queensryche, Ozzy, Manson, Slipknot, Seal, No Doubt, The Cranberries, The Cure, Zeplin, Motorhead, Motly Crue, Judis Priest, Kittie, Linkin Park, AC/DC, American HIFI, The Killers, Dead Kenedys, Mettalica, ABBA, Bob Marley, Twisted Sister, NIN, POD, Coolio, Bryan adams, Frampton, Falco, whoever did the soundtrack to Sleepy Hallow, Sum41((only if im angery)), LinkinPark, Jasckson brown and OH SO MUCH MORE

POETRY BITCHS!
RING:
one black ring
bonded round her heart
that one black ring
stops her before she starts
one black ring
wrapped around her legs
that one black ring
wont release her when she begs
one black ring
holding both her wrists
that one black ring
wont let her slip
one black ring
tied around her neck
that one black ring
is a reminder of whats next
one black ring
woven round her spirit
that one black ring
whispers, no one hears it
one blak ring
welded to her finger
that one black ring
makes her pain linger
I WROTE THIS IF YOU STEAL IT..YOU WILL PAY!
what is the ring? guess right and win the prize...ME!

"it was ME": By Francais[crazyclubkid2000] (copy this and you die!!)
Have you ever sat in class and taken a look in the back,
you see the outcasted nerdy kid; the one who they call "the rat"
he's the one you never see, he's always isolated,
and when he tries to make some friends, in the end he's hated.
have you ever seen the scrony kid walking down the hall,
the one you make fun all the time, not caring how he feels at all.
hes the one who cant play sports, hes always the one picked last,
and when he plays his hardest, all you do is laugh.
have you ever seen the silent kid, the one who eats luch with knowone around,
you dont even know the reason why,and yet you continue to put him down.
hes the one whos almost invisable, like his cuts and bruises nobody sees,
never talks, no laughs, not even a smile, you can see hes not an average teen.
have you ever been mistreated in every way,
molested and beaten every single day,
how about considered nothing more than a freak,
last week you were known as the average "geek",
what if you lost your mom to a gun,
then struggled every day to find a thing called "love",
what would you do? would you fall in the mud?
I did im HIM the kid you MADE FUN OF!!!
IM THE KID IN THE BACK OF THE CLASS,THE ONE WITH THE NICKNAME, KNOWN AS "THE RAT".
IM THE SCRONY KID WALKING DOWN THE HALL! WHO COULD ALSO NOT PLAY SPORTS AT ALL!
I WAS THE SILENT KID, THE ONE WHOS INVISABLE! YOU AS MIGHT AS WELL HAVE TOLD ME THAT IM NOT LIVABLE!
nevertheless you wondered that morning why i was absent for class,
but let me give you a secret...let me give you some facts
heres the facts, heres the truth: no matter how hard i tried...
IT WAS ME, im the kid, THE ONE WHO COMMITED SUICIDE!!!!!!!!
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List:x=yeah
{x} Fallen for your best friend?
{x} Made out with JUST a friend?
{x} Made out with the same sex?
{x} Been rejected?
{x} Been in love?
{x} Been in lust?
{ } Used someone?
{x}Piercings?
{x} Been used?
{x} Been cheated on?
{x} Done something you regret?
{x} Considered a life of crime?
{x} Considered being a hooker?
{x} Considered being a pimp(ett)?
{x} Are you psycho?
{x} Split personalities?
{x} Schizophrenic?
{x} Obsessive?
{ } Racist?
{ } Obsessive compulsive?
{x} Dream of dead bodies, blood, death, and gore?
{x} Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?
{x} Understanding?
{x} Open-minded?
{ } Arrogant?
{x} Insecure?
{x} Interesting?
{ } Hungry?
{x} Friendly?
{x} Smart?
{ } Moody?
{x} Childish?
{x} Independent?
{x} Hard working?
{ } Organized?
{x} Healthy?
{ } Emotionally stable?
{ } Shy?
{ } Difficult?
{ } Attractive?
{x} Bored easily?
{x} Thirsty?
{x} Responsible?
{x} Sad?
{ } Happy?
{x} Trusting?
{x} Talkative?
{x} Original?
{x} Different?
{x} Unique?
{x} Lonely?
{x} Had a bad life?
{x} Have a bad life?
{x} Dye your hair?
{ } Floss daily?
{ } Own a web cam?
{x} Ever get off the damn computer?
{x} Ever done a drug(s)?
{x} Ever drank alcohol?
{x}Suicidal?


1. Lotion: peach
2. Rubber:…ball?
3. CD: StaticVelocity
4. Bed: Cheshire cat
5. Paper: those little blue line…you know the ones
6. Run: track star
7. Candle: my alter
8. Mouse pad: nail polish
9. Sweatshirt: HOODIES!!!!!
10. Door: pad lock
11. Pictures: film
12. Flowers: gerbera daisies
13. Deodorant: extreme sports cool spay
14. Pencil: …honey baked ham
15. Sex: yes please!
16. Radio: WEBN!!!!!!!!!!!!!


A - Age: 14
B- Best Quality: lips and eyes
C - Choice Of Meat: i'd have to say beef moo
D - Dream Date:out to dinner at a tiny reastruant, where they have the little sections secluded, and lit by candals, and a walk home in the rain
E - Ex: jessie, and jordan
F - Favorite Food:peachs
G - Greatest Accomplishment: uhhhhhhhh
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: haven't had one yet
I - Internal conflicts: suicidal thoughts
J - Job title:camp councelr
K - Kool-Aid: none..eww
L - Love: they know who they are
M - Most Valued Thing I Own:my ONLY pictures of JD...RIP
N - Name:jay
O - Outfit You Love:bondage pants and my stara bellied sneatches Tshirt
P - Pizza Toppings: cheese
Q - Question you want to ask: why?
R - Red is what:a color u moron
S - Sport To Watch: not fond of sports!
T - Television Show: THE MUTHA FUCKIN PURPLE SHOW MUTHA FAKOS!
U - Unique habit:...uh...no coment
V - Very bad habit: hating who i am
W - Winter: lovely,, but too cold
X - X-rays you've had: almost everything
Y - Year Born: 1990
Z - Zodiac Sign: cancer
Name: jay
Nickname:fucktard #2
Country of living: U.S.A.
Birthdate:07/22/90
Length/Height:5 foot 6
Eye color:bueish grey
Shoesize:11/12
School/Work:school AND i do A TON of volenteer work
You smoke:*pulls cigg out of mouth*...no!
Hobby: Attempting to write poems,MUSIC and tryin to make my band famous
Brothers/Sisters: 3 older bro and 1 younger bro, 4 older sis, 2 younger sis
Relationship:sadly...im smitten with him
Piercing(s): 5((all gaged))
Tattoo: bat on my hip
Fave Country to go to:ireland...AND SPAIN BITCHES!
Are there people you won't reply to?:mean ppl
Nicest person(s) you met this year: my new freinds
Person you rather not have met this year: all the bitchs at my school
Who would you like to meet: robert smith, manson
Who do you admire most: too many
Most sexy person(s):cye, jp, josh, alana, sami...NATAHN!!!!
Favorite P.J.'s:pants with a fire patern and a baggy hoodie
Favorite Car:black mini cooper, with hydrolics and GOLD spinners
Favorite Movie(s):the new guy, plains trains and automobiles, Ofice space, edward scissorhands, what eating gilbertgrape, sword in the stone, SLEEPY HALLOW((!)), SPACEBALLS((!!))......MALLRATS((and all otherjay and silent bob movies....BITCHS!!!)), johnny dangeroutsly((mother forking BENCHES!)), alice in wonderland, stargate, CLUE, queen of the damned, the others, rush hour2, legand, labyrinth, and JACKASS!...and...a butt load of other ones
Favorite music: anything but country
Favorite City(s):new yourk city
Favorite Plush:my blue monky
Favoriete Magazine:na
Favorite sound:Thunderstorms
Favorite TV-series:gundam wing and others (if you care, ask!!)
Favorite Writer:edger alan poe
Favorite Nickname:what kinda stupid Q is that?!?!
What is on your mousepad:black and covered with red nail polish
What is under your bed:WHO WANTS TO KNOW?
Favorite color: Black
Favorite Song ever: headless boogie, bugz on my nutz, and toy box, lovesong, boys dont cry, zombie, hellsong
Favorite song at this moment:uhh...I JUST SAID THAT LOOK UP!
Favorite food: Sushi and chocolate (not together)
Favorite class(s) in school:art
Favorite drink:MD
Lucky number: 13, 7, 17, 3
What deodorant do you use:that has got to be the dubmest Q ever
Favorite shoes:black boots with nails hammered through and sticking out (done by me!)
What time do you go to bed on weekdays: Usually around 1-3am
What word(s) do you use most:screw off, your shittin me, and what the hell
Most romantic moment in your life:na whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Most embarassing moment in your life:if you care so much, ask me!
You spend your time mostly inside or outside:outside
What do you do on the weekends: Go out sometimes
What class in school do/did you dislike most: Math
Your Breakfast:coke
What do you really really dislike to eat: sweet potatos!
Pets: 4 cats and dog
Laugh or dream: both
Serious or funny: funny
Fast or slow: I like a variety, too! (*wink wink*)
You prefer being alone or have relation: alone
Simple or complicated?: complicated
Where to be buried when dead: In the ground
Stay up late or go to bed early: Stay up late
Light or dark?: Dark
Speak or Silence: silence
Tall or small man/woman: shouldn't it be tall or short? how about regular? but i like tall ladies and gents
News paper:uhh
Hug or kiss:kiss
Happy or Sad:sad
Life or Death:Life after death
Gig or Disco: disco
Left or Right:3 right make a left! ~.O
Sausages on top, or on the side: top ;-)
Dark/ red/ Blonde:balck
What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: Why?
You believe in reincarnation:yes
You believe in Aliens:yes
When you die, what will be your last words?: "Don't cry"
Does true love exist: Yes and i have found it and will never let go.
How many kids would you like to have: 3...you gotta have the screwed up middle kid or it wouldn't be any fun!!
What is the one thing you can't stand: Liars
Best feeling: Being honestly loved and cared for, no matter what!
Worst feeling in the world: living
What are you afraid of: regection
Are you an emotional person: I can be.
Do you ever cry during a movie: almost
Your goal in life:to find my one true love and to be a rock star
What was the promise you made to yourself at new years eve: never give up
Favorite art-artist: too many(ask)
As what animal(s) would you like to reincarnate:cat, beatle, and many more if you care like i say... ASK ME!!!!
What is the most beautiful part on the female body:eyes
Most original place to have your love ask you to marry them:dureing a blow job...(people stare) WHAT???
What do you think of Elftown: It's great
Is there something you miss about elftown: Not really.
Do you think anyone will read this: Nope.

HAVE YOU EVER...


Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: yes...canada for about 7 hours...hahaha
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes...welll DUH
Burped?: yes who hasn't?
Been unfaithful?: no...never
Been in love?: Yes and i will never forget her
Done drugs?:no
Gone skinny-dipping?:that's the only way to swim
Had a surgery?: mmmmhm
Ran away from home?:yes
Played strip poker?: not yet
Gotten beaten up? yes
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: im a camp councler dumb A!
Thought about suicide?:constantly
Pulled an all-nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?:3 to 4 DAYS
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
Slept all day? Hell yeah
Killed someone?: not yet........
Made out with a stranger?:nope
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?:all the time
Kissed the same sex?: yes all the time
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes
Been betrayed?: yes
Had a dream that came true?:yeeah
Broken the law?: Yep
Met a famous person?:yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/TV.?: yea
Been in a mosh-pit?: the best time of my life
Had a nervous breakdown? yes
Considered religious vocation?: yes
Been criticized about your sexual performance?:nope
Bungee jumped?:yup  yeeeehaaaaaaa
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yep

I am worth exactly $1,645,236.00 at humanforsale.com

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I bin lookin’ for someone
Between the fire and the flame
We’re all lookin’ for somethin’
To ease the pain
Now who can you turn to
When it’s all black and white
And the winners are losers
You see it every night
I need somebody
Somebody like you
Everybody needs somebody
I need somebody
Hey what about you
Everybody needs somebody
When you’re out on the front line
And you’re watchin’ them fall
It doesn’t take long to realize
It ain’t worth fightin’ for
I thought I saw the madonna
When you walked in the room
Well your eyes were like diamonds
And they cut right through - oh they cut right through
I need somebody
Somebody like you
Everybody needs somebody
I need somebody
Hey what about you
We all need somebody
Another night another lesson learned
It’s the distance keeps us sane
But when the silence leads to sorrow
We do it all again - all again
Chorus
((i know my someone is out there somewhere....))