I am a very sweet girl(haha) and love a little romance. I have long brown hair and brown eyes i love drawing and writng and going to the movies my friends say i have legs that go for miles at least that is what my friends say because I am taller than them lol. I look for personalities along with looks but looks dont matter its whats inside that matters in a guy. I make friends easy and love to have fun and wild and cause mischief. Never been good at following rules anyway. So if u guys want to know more just mail me k :*


Hey guys thought you might want to hear a lil poem I wrote just a lil something I came up with (if any of you like it so much to call it your own I will hunt your down and cut out your head off k) but if u just want to read it go a head.


The passion in my soul is nutin but a hole it was torn out by the guy i loved,he treated me well but now he is in hell for what had happen that night,i was sitting in my room thinking doom,when he walked up and stabbed me with a knife hoping to end my life,i thought i had gasped my last breath when thoughts of death quivered in my head, so now i lay trying to stay, that wondering soul that no one has thought of the truth be told


why do people treat me like shit?


hey guys here is a new one i dont think ill be here for much longer so this maybe the last poem you read from me so enjoy it while it lasts because ill be something from the past this poem is to my parents and family I was just being over dramatic stupid me sorry all


    It’s my fault
I’m sorry I couldn’t be who you wanted if you wanted me that is so now I say good bye, and maybe ill see you someday but for now all I can do is cry, well that’s what you thought wasn’t it, because Johnny had to throw a fit, every time you treated me bad, made me feel worth nothing and made me feel so sad, but I know you don’t care, the way you treated me with that blank stare, it hurts to bad to even say, that I felt at all good any day, if you did care mom showed it to me, but I know you didn’t that’s why I flee, to any place I can that I know will have a simple smile for me though the pain and suffering you put me though, I still do love you
 
I just disided to write this if you like it or not it is for you to diside not me so talk if you want or dont

  What i was left with
forever the wander alone in the dark, forever the wander with no remark, i was left just a shell, when i was dragged down to hell, forever to burn, to show no consurn, but if you care, go a head and stare, i am just a shell, that was dragged down to hell

(hehe new poems everyone)
     I’m lost


I am lost in the world around. The moon may go up but ill never come down. Tears may fall I may cry but my soul shall never die. I am lost were are you? I cry alone and wait for you. Where did you go I was left alone to find myself. Who am I now I do not know? Through the wandering days and the snow I was left. I see you standing there but the expression is a blank stare. Did you lose who you were? Who are we now just too wandering souls left around? By and by you shall walk in the dark I can be free but my soul shall never be free.


  Life and Pain
Life is pain and pain is life but it all can be ended with a knife. Pain is life and life is pain it ends up adding to your brain. Love is lust and lust is love but you can never be heard from the ones above. Lust is love and love is lust and it all can be ended with a thrust. Watch the blood run and tell me what you feel. I don’t give a shit what you say you will have to deal. One drop two drop three drop four watch the bodies lay on the floor. One tear two tear three tear four watch as you run out the door. One pill two pill three pill four I lie down and ask for more.
My life isn’t as it seems or is it all just my dreams.
Depression is oppression and oppression is depression it can all be an obsession. Oppression is depression and depression is oppression and now this ends our little session.
NEW THINGS

My friend Liz wrote this song about me and please dont anyone take it ok or i will hunt you down and kill you it means a lot to me she is my girl and she put her love for me into this song


Most days she is lonely
Most days she is sad
What is like to someone
Who doesn’t feel this bad?
Alone she’d watch the days pass
Alone she’d cry
Hoping the day won’t find her
In her sleep she’d die



Fighting away her fears
While hiding her tears
Depression is eating at her
But she has to be a fighter
Waiting for her knight in armor
To come and save her



Making friends with shadows
On the hate would feed
Watching the sink turn red
Inside, her soul will bleed
Swimming in a pool of blackness
As she turns away from light
Hoping one day he’d find her
Lost in the night



Fighting away her fears
While hiding her tears
Depression is eating at her
But she has to be a fighter
Waiting for her knight in armor
To come and save her



Letting herself talk no one
Its just how is
How could he ever find her
If she’s like this
Hiding away in corners
So no one can see
Her life is in a whirlwind
Full of conspiracy



Fighting away her fears
While hiding her tears
Depression is eating at her
But she has to be a fighter
Waiting for her knight in armor
To come and save her


Her life is looking hazy
Her minds gone crazy
Waiting for her knight in armor
To come and save her

Guys I lost two more friends this summer to make a total of three if you want to know more about what happened mail me tears will always flow

Hey guys I have my own web site now it is called The fire within but here is how the link to it ok I hope you enjoy me work and Enjoy adding to the fire (http://www.freewebs.com/angel_eyes_)



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TO PLAY I NEVER:
PUT AN (_) IN FRONT OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE NEVER DONE BEFOREl
AND A (X) ON THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE AT LEAST ONCE. ADD AN "I NEVER" OF YOUR OWN.



I NEVER
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(X) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(X) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I Never Made Out With A Stranger
(_) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(_) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(_) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(_) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(_) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(X) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(_) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(X) I NEVER BEEN SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(_) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(_) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
( ) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(X) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME(30MIN)
(_) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(_) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(X) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER** if subs count**
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(_) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(_) I NEVER BEEN SKYDIVING
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(X) I NEVER PUT MY PANTS ON MY HEAD RANDOMLY )
(_) I NEVER WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(x) I NEVER WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER EGGED A PT CRUISER OR HONDA ELEMENT (SHEIST BOX)
(_) I NEVER LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(_) I NEVER CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED (not on purpose)
(_) I NEVER FOUND OUT THAT I AM VERY SEXUAL WHEN I GET DRUNK
(_) I NEVER HAVE COMMITED A CRIME
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH MY GIRLFRIEND/ BOYFRIEND WHEN THEY WERE SOPPOSSED TO BEBABYSITTING
(_) I NEVER BEAT DEADGUY AT STREET FIGHTER OR ANY GAME FOR THAT MATTER
(X) I NEVER HAD A MOUNTAIN DEW SLURPEE
(X) I NEVER HAVE GONE FULL MOONING WITH MY FRIENDS
(X) I NEVER HAVE NEVER HAD MY PANTS PULLED OFF BY ONE OF MY FRIEND AFTER THEY WERE HIGH AND HAD MY BOXERS GET PULLED OFF TO
(x) I NEVER HAVE FALLEN UP AN ESCALATER
(x) I NEVER HAD GIVEN SIBLIMINAL SEXUAL THOUGHTS TO SOMEONE A FRIEND OR OTHER
(_) I NEVER HAVE LOST A WATER DRINKING CONTEST
(x) I NEVER MASTERBATED SOMEONE
(X) NO ONE HAS EVER MASTERBATED ME
(X) I HAVE NEVER GIVEN A BJ
(x) I NEVER CHEWED MORE THAN 10 PACKS OF GUM IN ONE DAY
(_) I NEVER HAVE DROPPED MY GLOVES WHILE PLAYING HOCKEY
(x) I NEVER DID ONE OF THESE I NEVERS