woo two of my bestest friends yey xx





bands i like:
greenday
good cahrlotte
queen
meat loaf
my chemical romance
foo fighters
nickelback
crossfade
blink 182
linkin park
evanescence
eminem
atreyu
dragonforce
AND MY FRIENDS BAND CURFEW [thts loriens 
band]
.................



MA BEST MATES
kaz (she only gets out from the institution
once a week lol)
chelsea (munchkin ma mini me)
saz (not any thin to say bout her shes a
bit thick really lol)
paul (cool guy)
lorien (nutter but cool)
steph( who i can tell anythin shes 
great)
john (my ex who i can still talk to)
niki (ma cuz/sister)
and plenty more    


~Randoms!~





How Many Pillows On Your Bed: 5
What Color Is Your Toothbrush: lime green n silver
What Brand Of Toothpaste Do You Use: colgate How Old Will You Be When You Graduate High School: 17
What Is On Your Desktop: somrhting boring
Have You Ever Got Kicked Out Of A Store: yup
Do You Have An Online Journal: no
Do You Love Someone: Yes u might call it that
Who: certian ppl
What Channel Is Your TV Usually on: abc1






~Right Now!~





What Time Is It: 20:55
How Is Your Hair Done: straightened
What Color Are Your Socks: baby pink and baby blue
Who Are You Talking To: no one
When Was Your Last Kiss: staurday (3 days ago)
Who Hugged You Last: vicki my mate
What Is The Last Word You Said: said lol coz im reading this out loud
What Is The Color Of Your Nails: black
Do You Have Make-Up On: yes eyeliner n mascara





My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,


I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?


I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mummy
Would still want to hug me.


I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.


When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home


When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.


Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.


I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall


I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry


He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.


He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.


He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.


I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.


"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate


The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!


And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor


My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me


Picture this

It's your first time.
As you lie back your
muscles tighten.


You put him off for a while,
searching for an excuse,
but he refuses to be swayed as he
approaches you.


He asks if you're afraid
and you shake your head bravely.
He has had more experience,
but it's the first
time his finger has found
the right place.


He probes deeply and you shiver;
your body tenses; but
he's gentle like he promised he'd be.


He looks deeply within your eyes
and tells you to trust him -
he's done this many times before.


His cool smile relaxes you
and you open wider to give him;
more room for an easy entrance.


You begin to plead and beg him to hurry,
but he slowly takes his
time, wanting to cause
you as little pain as possible.


As he presses ;closer, going deeper,
you feel the tissue give way;
pain surges throughout
your body and you feel
the slight trickle of
blood as he continues.


He looks at you concerned and
asks you if it's too painful.
Your eyes are filled with tears
but you shake your head and nod
for him to go on.


He begins going in and out
with skill but you are
now too numb to feel him within you.


After a few moments, you feel
something bursting within you and
he pulls it out of you, you lay panting,
glad to have it over.


He looks at you and smiling warmly,
tells you, with a chuckle;
that you have been his most stubborn
yet most rewarding experience.


You smile and thank your dentist.
After all, it was your first time to have
a tooth pulled.



What did you think i was talking about you perverts ...
like really *rolls eyes*


HAVE YOU EVER


01. Smoked a cigarette: Yes
02. Do you smoke? not any more
03. Snorted coke: No
04. Smoked weed: tried it yup
05. Been high: on lucozade
06. Had sex: wont say i have relatives on here
07. Said "I hope you die" to someone? Yes
08. Tried to kill yourself: no
09. Gotten in a fist fight: Yes
10. Lied to your parents: Yes
11. Broken a bone: no fractured ma cheekbone though
12. Lied to your friends: Yes
13. Bit someone: no
14. Bungee jumped: No
15. Been skydiving: No
16. Gotten drunk: yes very lol not as much as ma friends though
17. Gotten totally wasted: no
18. Given someone a bruise: Yes
19. Skinny-dipped: no
20. Driven illegally: No
21. Freak danced: no
22. Shoplifted: Yes by mistake lol
23. hurt yourself: maybe 
24. Skipped school: Yes
25. Hung up on someone: Yes
26. Gone commando: no
27. Thrown up at school: no
28. Made yourself throw up:wont tell u
29. Flashed someone: Yes
30. Done anything sexual with/for opposite sex for beads: Beads? 
31. Had a burping contest: Yes
32. Snuck out: no
33. Been to a school dance: no
34. Thought your teacher was hot: No
35. Had an eating disorder: No! food is great
36. Masturbated: who the hell wants to know this stuff
37. Had an online relationship:no
38. Had cyber sex: *whistles*
39. Taken nude pictures of yourself: No
40. Had surgery: no
41. Seen a therapist: pshycologist dont ask me how to spell tht
42. Farted loud and people heard: Yes
43. Burped louder than a guy: Yes
44. Done a split: A what?
45. Been on a cheerleading team: No
46. Played spin the bottle: Yes
47: Grinded: ?
48: Moshed: ye
49: Dated one of your best friends?: yes
50: Put make-up on a guy?: no
51: Kissed someone of the same sex?: yes i was drunk o.k it was just a wee kiss though nuhin else like full on snog or nuffin
52: Loved/Liked somebody so much it made you cry?: yeah if ma foster sis counts




go on ill be nice i know how annoying it is scrolling up and down these stupid pages so u can press it [#]

1.[Who are you?]
2. [Are we friends?]
3. [When and how did we meet?]
4. [Do you have a crush on me?]
5. [Would you kiss me?]
6. [Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.]
7. [Describe me in one word.]
8. [What was your first impression?]
9. [Do you still think that way about me now?]
10. [What reminds you of me?]
11. [If you could give me anything what would it be?]
12. [How well do you know me?]
13. [When's the last time you saw me?]
14. [Ever wanted to tell me something that u couldnt]