hi my name is kristen i am 24 years old.
i live in a small town in new york called athens.
my birthday is may 16,1980
i have blonde hair
but i changed it to dark brown...
i am about 5'5 tall




A BLACK ROSE

A black rose
So beautiful
So unique
In its own way
Dealing with so much
So much doubt
So much regret
So much pain
Dealing, living with
All these things
And the worry
So much worry
Worrying about things
I cannot control
I cannot change
I cannot mend
Living in fear
The fear of love
The fear of pain
The fear of life
Thinking too much
Alone in thought
Pondering life
So much to wonder
Wondering if I can be
All you hope for
All you want
All you need
Questioning too much
Alone in doubt
Questioning life
So much to doubt
Acting in caution
Doubting people
Doubting myself
Doubting love
Regretting too much
Alone to myself
Pensive about life
So much to regret
I regret so many things
My words
My actions
The things I cannot do
Hurting too much
Alone in pain
Fearing life
Too much to bear
Dealing with pain
Your pain
My pain
The pain of living
Wanting too much
Alone I seek
Seeking life
So much to want
The things I seek
Wanting love
Wanting happiness
Wanting hope
Needing too much
Alone I search
Search for life
So much to need
Alone in my search
Needing caring
Needing compassion
Needing hope
All these feelings
All these thoughts
The things I need
The things I want
The pain I bear
The regret I handle
The doubt I dismiss
The thoughts I think
The fear I feel
The worries I have
All these thoughts
All these feelings
The dry tears
I cannot cry
So unique, so beautiful
I am a black rose