find out 4 ya self lol i cant be arsed to keep writin


I miss my teddy bear. Would you sleep with me?


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little miss druggy sat in her buggy eatin a bowl of weed
along came a spider and sat down beside her and sold her a kilo of speed!!!

roses are red, violets are corney, wen i think of you oh baby i get horny, eat me, beat me, bite me, suck me, fuck me, blow me wen u kiss me dont be sassy use ur tongue and make it nasty....

i wona give you a hug but a hug leads to a kiss, a kiss leads to a lick, a lick leads to a suck, and a suck leads to a fuck.
hmmmmmmmmm.... you wonna hug??

~*All I Can't Say*~
There are so many words I can't say
When I look into your eyes.
Maybe you'll reject me
And shatter all my pride.
Each day my love grows stronger
But I won't let you know.
There's way too much behind my smile
That I can never show.
I'd hold you for a lifetime
If you would take my hand.
I'd love you like no other
But you don't understand.
Everytime I see you
You're holding on to her.
The pain cuts like a dagger
Making wounds that never cure.
So I'll dream of us together-
Of how good it could be.
And I will keep the secret love
You could have had with me


~Lost~
Today I lost a friend
One of important meaning
He was with me til the end
I could almost hear his screaming
He was just eighteen
Freshly out of school
Driving minding his own business
Side swiped and put into the wall
I fell into tears
At the news of his death
I turned on the world
Holding onto him with my last breath
I beg God to tell me why he's gone
Why is my love taken?
And God simply answered
It was his time he's not to reawaken
But never fret my child
For you will see him again
For he misses you too
And he cannot wait for his day when
He can be with you
And brush away your tears
He still loves you
And will waiting through the years
He'll watch over you and be your guide
Tell you where to go unto
He'll always be by your side
Pray and listen he'll answer you

Boy: baby we need to talk



Girl: ricardo, wat do u mean?



Boy: sumthin has come up...



Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?



Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby



Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much



Boy: baby are you there??



Girl: yea im here wut is so important??



Boy: im not sure if i should say



Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.



Boy: im leaving....



Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you



Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away



Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.



Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.



Girl: i cant believe this.



FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)



Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad



Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go



Boy: would you run away with me?



Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!



Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..



Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on



Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.



Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park



Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min



They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.



Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.



Girl: ****tear (begins to cry)



Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go



Girl: ok (begins to walk away)



[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]



It says.....



Erika,



U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Ricardo



erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours



....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....



Friend: how are u feeling?



Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.



Friend: o, about that. Ricardo left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...



Girl: ummm ok



She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket,



It says.



Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...



Hate = Love



Never = Alwayz



Bitch = Baby



Will not= will



........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...



-Ricardo



Girl: omg its a letter, Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!



Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later



Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!



...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......



Breaking news "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.



she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Ricardo wa dead & she had nothing to Live for...



....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a msg. "Its Ricardo, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 ueverything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!!



...he eventually finds out wut happend, and also kills himself....

this touched my heart wen i first read it always find out the truth before you act xxx

do this and post it 2 me pls wit the answers xx

[1. Who are you?]
[2. Are we friends?]
[3. When and how did we meet?]
[4. Do you have a crush on me?]
[5. Would you kiss me?]
[6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.]





[7. Describe me in one word.]
[8. What was your first impression?]
[9. Do you still think that way about me now?]
[10. What reminds you of me?]
[11. If you could give me anything what would it be?]
[12. How well do you know me?]
[13. When's the last time you saw me?]
[14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?]
[15. Are you going to put this on your house and see what I say about you?]
[16. Give me your number?]
[17. Let me kiss you?]
[18. Watch a movie with me?]
[19. Let me take you out to dinner?]
[20. Drive me somewhere/any where?]
[21. Take a shower with me?
[22. Be my bf/gf?]
[23. Have a fling with me?]
[24. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?]
[25. Take me home for the night?]
[26. Would you let me sleep in your bed?]
[27. Sing car kareoke w/ me?]
[28. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?]
[29. Do you think im attractive, sexy, or hot?]
[30. Do you like my style?]
[31. Do you think im funny?]
[32. Do you care about me?]
[33. Would you dance with me?]
[34. Would you sing happy birthday to me?]