IF ONLY THERE COULD BE AWAY THAT EVERYONE GETS WHAT THEY WANT I CAN MAKE LIST OF THINGS I WANT AND I WISH FOR BUT I NEVER GET WHAT I WANT AND MY WISHES NEVER COME TRUE ......Fake Fantacy** IF YOU WONDER WHY THAT IS MY SN RIGHT NOW IT IS B-CUZ NOONE EVER GET THEIR FANTACY RIGHT IT ALWAYZ TURN UP TO BE TWISTED AROUND

sucide of a 15 year old
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SHE SITS THERE IN THE ROOM ALL ALONE
SHE ASKS HERSELF EVERY NIGHT WHY IS HE DOING THIS TO HER.... HE TOLD HER HE LOVED HER.....?????
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DOES HE KNOW HE WAS THE ONE SHE WAS THINKING BOUT THE NIGHT SHE KILLED HERSELF.... THE NIGHT THAT HE TOLD ME HE WANTED TO BE WITH HER FOR EVER THE NIGHT HE MADE ME BECOME WHOLE

SUCIDE OF A 15 YEAR OLD

THAT NIGHT THAT ...., THAT PART OF HER DIED THERE WAS A NEW HER BEING BORN... SHE WAS 14 GOING ON 15 DYING SLOWLY INSIDE.... ALL THIS PAIN BULIT UP INSIDE .....
IT CAUSED A 15 YEAR OLD HER LIFE HER SUCIDE

A SUCIDE OF A 15 YEAR OLD

HE WAS THE ONLY ONE SHE THOUGHT ABOUT THE NIGHT SHE DIED...... *****

IN HER NOTE SHE WROTE TO THE GUYS SHE ONCE LOVED
" REMEMBER I LOVE YOU ALWAYS SO DON'T FORGET THE DAY YOU MEET ME SOON U WILL COME TO FIND OUT THAT WE WILL BE TOGETHER ONE DAY......(SHE WENT ON AND ON FINALLY HE GOT TO THE END OF THE NOTE) I LOVE YOU AND I LOVED YOU FROM THE DAY WE STARTED TALKING SO JUST REMEMEBER THIS BE BRAVE IN LOSING ME STAY WITH ALL MY LOVED ONES JUST THINK ABOUT IT IM WITH ALL MY GAURDIAN ANGELS NOW AND NOW I AM YOURS I WILL GUIDE YOU TO THE RIGHT PERSON... I WILL BE HERE NO MATTER WHAT .... JUST REMEMEBER MY SPRIT ROAMS IN YOUR HEART FOR EVER" AND THAT WAS THE END OF THE NOTE

AS SOON AS HE GOT DONE HE WROTE UNDER HER WRITING THAT "I AM SORRY FOR CAUSEING HER SO MUCH PAIN AND ONLY IF SHE KNEW HOW I FELT WE WOULD STILL BE TOGETHER BUT NOW I KNOW WE WILL" .....
SO HE SLIT AND CUT CARVED IN TO HIS SKIN HER INTIALS IN HIS ARM.... AND LET HIMSELF BLEED 2 DEATH


THE NEXT DAY A FRIEND WALKED IN LOOKING FOR BOTH OF THEM BECAUSE SHE WAS WONDERING WHY SHE DIDN'T SEE THEM AT WORK SO SHE WALKED IN TO THE BEDROOM OF WERE THEY SLEPT AND FOUND HER LYING THERE IN HIS ARMS BOTH BLEED TO DEATH BOTH LYING THERE BREATHLESS ON THE BED,......................................

AND THAT MY FRIEND IS A SUCIDE OF LOVER

SITTIND THERE WATCHING YOU KILL YOURSELF
NOT KNOWING WHAT TO HAVE DONE....
WATCHING YOU LAY THERE DYING IN A PUDDLE OF BLOOD
NOT SHEDING A TEAR.....
WISHING I COULD REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES WITH YOU...
NOW THINKING IS IT MY FAULT THAT YOU ARE DEAD??
I WANT TO CRY SO BAD I LOVED YOU SO MUCH ...
IS IT MY FAULT THAT YOU DIED IN PAIN???
IS IT MY FAULT THAT YOUR NOT HERE???
IS IT MY FAULT???
THATS ALL I CAN THINK IS ITS MY FAULT I WASN'T THERE
THAT IM THE ONE WHO U LAST THOUGHT OF???
THAT IM THE ONE WHO DID EVERYTHING???

BY THE WAY OF THE SEA WAVES.
BY THE STARS IN THE SKY.
I WONDER IF MAYBE???
I JUST CAN'T ASK WHY.....
YOUR THE ONE THAT WAS THERE FOR ME
WHEN NO ONE COULD SEE ME
I ASK MYSELF WHY DO I DO THIS
YOUR MY PERFECT MATCH BUT WHEN ALL OUR REALTIONSHIP IS GOING DOWN THE DRAIN I FEEL
LIKE IM GOING INSANE....
NO MORE SANENESS NO MROE SLEEP
NOMORE CRYING TIME TO FOLLOW MY DREAMS...

its so hard to find someone u love
its so hard to find someone from up above
i have found ma angel and he is here to stay
i hope you stay for a while and wont'go away
i so happy can't u see
all i want is u and me
we r together and we r here to stay
we will never go away
i was scared to talk to him
the lights were dim
i talk to him so much now
u might think im obsessed and its like wow

hey i met a new guy he's cute and nice to me he's really sweet i like him alot even tho i just met him we have been talkin for the last hour or so ok well g2g love yas bye

GOD I HATE MAH LIFE LOL JK I LOVE MAH LIFE I LOVE MAH FRIENDS AND ESPICALLY MAH FRIEND THAT LOVES ME TO DEATH

love is such a good sight
you can almost see the light
i love you so much
i don't want to miss your touch
one little kiss
that i don't want to miss
i wish you were here
not over there
i love you dalton

 i am so happy now that i have a boyfriend he is sweet loveing and caring i love him so much so yea anyone wanna fuck with us i will mess up ur fuckin life no one is to mess with me a dalton no even my friends you don't know dalton so u can't really judge him!!!!!!!!!!! so plzzz don't not mess up with me and him i am happy to be his girl!!!!!
 I LOVE DALTON SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love him more than anything so if you don't personally know me don't mess wit me or him!!!!!