long dark brown hair
grey color changing eyes
5'5
and well other than the fact i am a flirt (not so much anymore, Nick tamed me down a bit), i do love to hang w/ my friends (Skexiness and Mac being two) well there isn't much to say. I love to party, play guitar and sing. i'm big in music and putting it plain i'm music inclined.I did have a chance to go professionally but turned it down. now i realize that was a once in a lifetime oppertunity and i should of taken it cuz right now i could be living my childhood dream that has not yet died.
 now i'm just babbling on and on so i can let u deside if i need a life or not. oh my i almost forgot my name it's Mandy, my nicknames are Duckie, Duckiepoo, Pookie,and Andy and please don't ask how the hell i got them, cause i'd really like to figure that one out.
  I know the poems maybe depressing but that is about the only time I write. I do write a lot of songs, but I can't write music. Oh what it did to me by Tanya Tucker, I have sang since I was about 2 and a half years old. Nobody's child in a way reminds me of myself.
  Okay, I am not emo, but I have been through world war II mediphorically speaking. So nothing surprises me now. But if you want a brief summery about that, feel free to ask. I will answer anything and everything. okay almost anything and everything that I am able to answer.
 Startin August 18th I will be going back to school. I'm majoring in Human Services. So I'm hoping to land my career in Parole Officer or Probationary Officer. 

Nobody - me
I'm crying out yet nobody hears
I lash out yet nobody feels
Doesn't anyone care???

I work all day without a single thank you
I do favors without a single thank you
Isn't anyone thankful???

I try to explain, yet nobody listens
I scream to be heard, yet more silence
Doesn't anyone understand???

Crying, screaming, lashing
surprised no wrists bleed

explaining, working, favoring
as if somebody's slave

but nobody hears,nobody feels nobody listens
nobody cares, nobody's thankful, nobody understands.


Hoping, wanting Wishing - me

Fear, hurt, pain
is all I feel

Love, tenderness, wishing
is what I yearn for

crying, hoping, wishing
is what I do

Caring, Loving, feeling
is what I want to do

Fear is a game
to be played
hurt is the outcome
pain is the prize

love is a wonderful
feeling yet a yearn for more
tenderness and affection
wanting to be loved

crying out trying to
be heard
hoping someone will listen
wishing someone cared

caring for one
other person would be great
loving even better
feelings, hopefully are considered.



Song-"Oh what it did to me" by Tanya Tucker
I saw you tonight
in her arms so tight
i watched as she held you tenderly
you say when she held you
it did nothing to you
but oh, what it did, to me

you want me to believe
it did nothing to you
but oh what did to me

and i felt the warm tears
roll slowly down my face
as i watched another
slowly take my place

an now that it's all over
you want me to forget
and pretend that things are like
they used to be

that it, was just a kiss
that did nothing to you
but oh what it did, to me
to me.

PAPER BOY - Hank Williams Sr.
Out on the corner standing so bold
stood a little paper boy, so hungry and cold
and as the crowd came passing by
these words he said, with tears in his eyes

please buy a paper from me
so I can get me something to eat
my cloths are ragged no shoes on my feet
said the little paper boy there on the street

Out in this cold wide world all alone
I have no place on this earth to call home
I haven't had the chance that other kids have
I have no mother nor even a dad

so please by a paper from me
so I can get me something to eat
my cloths are ragged no shoes on my feet
said the little paper boy there on the street

early next morning as the crowd passed by
the little boy was gone and they wondered why
they started searching and then found him dead
he died with papers under his head

no one was there his body to claim
there he was lyin' but he felt no pain
now he has gone up to heaven we know
the little paper boy who died in the snow.


Song - Running with the Devil - by me
i was dancin' in the corner of the bar
i was just havin' the time of my life
when he spots me from the door
i knew i woudln't be here anymore

Chorus:
i'm runnin' with the devil
and i ain't never comin' back
i'm runnin' with the devil and
there ain't no lookin' back
i'm runnin' and i'm runnin'
and i ain't goin' nowhere fast
i'm runnin' with the devil and
i ain't never comin' back

we talked and danced for awhile
i knew i would fall for that innocent smile
he maybe older but but he's far more different than what he seems

repeat cho 3x

Favorite Songs:
Oh what it did to me - Tanya Tucker
Long Black Train - Josh Turner
Folsom Prison Blues - Johnny Cash
Crazy Bitch - Buckcherry
The Grudge - Tool
Counting bodies like sheep - A Perfect Circle
Imagine - A Perfect Circle
Figure you out - Nickelback
Animal - Nickelback
Du Hast - Rammstein
Stirb Nicht vor mir - Rammstein
Angel of the morning - Olivia Newton John
Good ol' boys - Waylon Jennings
Magic Man - Heart
Who will you run to - Heart
Alone - Heart
Don't go out - Tanya Tucker / Bryan White
Jackson - Johnny Cash / June Carter Cash
Tennessee Flat top box - Roseann Cash

Favorite Movies:
The game plan
Delta Farce
Knocked up
Snow buddies
Over the Hedge
Beowolf
13 Ghosts
Gothica
Wizard of Oz
Pirates of the Carabbian 1,2,and 3
Death Rides a Horse

Favorite T.V. Shows:
Bananza
Gunsmoke
The Beverly Hillbillies
Duke of Hazzard
Csi : New York
CSI : Miami
CSI
NCSI
Law and Order: Criminal Intent
without a trace

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