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darklotus (i hate emo bitches life isnt that bad)

Member #36264 created: 2005-12-15 00:46:33Simple URL: http://www.elfpack.com/darklotus   
Email: thuglife12008@aol.com

Name: JC

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hey sont ever leave the ones u love for the one u like cuz someday theyll leave you for the one they love

she put him out like thwe burning end of a midnight cigarette she broke his heart he spent his whole life trying to forget we watched him drink his pain away a little at a time but he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind till the night
he put thaat bottle to his head and pulled the trigger he finally drank awqay her memorys life is short but this time it was bigger than the stregnth he had to get up off his knees
they found him with his face down in the pillow with a note that said ill love her till i die they burried him beneath the willows while the anjels sang the whiskey lullaby





i like hanging w/ friend lisntening to music playing guitar and just chillin
        Bodies
Let the bodies hit the floor let the bodies hit the floor let the bodies hit the floor let the bodies hit the floor
Beaten why for
cant take much more
here we go here go here we go
one nothing wrong with me
two nothing wrong with me
three nothing wrong with me
four nothing wrong with me
one somethings got to give
two somethings got to give
three somethings got to sive
let the bodies hit the floor
let the bodies hit the floor let the bodies hit the floooor
push me again
this is the end
one nothing wrong with me
two nothing wrong with me
three nothing wrong with me
four nothing wrong with me
one somethings got to give
two somethings got to give
three somethings got to give
nowwww
let the bodies hit the floor
let the bodies hit the floor
let the bodies hit the flooor
skin against skin blood and bone
youre all by yourself but your not alone
you wanted in now your here
driven by hate consumed by fear
let the bodies hit the floor
let the bodies hit the floor
let the bodies hit the floor
  awesome song by drownig pool
heres another awesome song by seether

it seems like every days the same
and im left to discover on my own
it seems like everythings gray
and theres no color to behold
they say its over and im fine again, yeah
try to stay sober feels like im dying here

And i am aware now how
everythings gonna be fine one day
too late, im in hell im prepare now
seems everyones gonna befine
one da too late, just as well

i feel the dream in me expire
and theres no one to blame it on
i hear you label me a liar
cause i cant seem to get this through
you say its over, i can sigh again,yeah
why try to stay sober when im dying here

and i am aware now how
everythings gonna be fine one day
too late, im in hell
and im prepare now,
seems every ones gonna be fine
one day too late just as well

and im not scare now.
i must assure you
your never gonna get away
and im not scared now. No...

I am aware of how
everythings gonna be fine one day
too late, im in hell
i am prepared no
how evryones gonna be fine
one day too late just as well
I am prepared now,
how every ones gonna be fine for me
for me for myself
for me for myself
i am preparesd now for myself
i am prepared now, and im fine again

  Im with you by linkin park

Woke up in a dream today from the cold to the static put my cold feet on the floor forgot alabout yesterday rembering what im not anymore a little taste of hypocracy slow to react even though your so close to me im still fragile and i cant bring you back

Its true the way i feel whats promise by your face the sound of your voice wasted on my memory wated on wat youll never see and im with you. you now i see even when i close my eyes with you. you now i see keeping everything inside.



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1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
11. Take me home for the night?
12. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
13. Sing car kareoke w/ me?
14. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
15. Do you think im attractive, sexy, or hot?
16. Do you like my style?
17. Do you think im funny?
18. Do you care about me?
19. Would you dance with me?
20. Would you sing happy birthday to me?



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  Heres a song i wrote called what now

Where was i when everything happened. Time flys by there is no questions. all these memoriesof painnnn and suffering. Taking live by suprise drives me to the edge.
Chorus Whaaattt now can i take your hand by me right noww dont leave just stop to breatheee how could you tke her away from me... 
Verse2 Dreams of happy endings never really came true for me. So mch time and splendor leves me with emptiness insideeeee. dont give up on hopes and dreammmssss. dont let go of what you neeeedddddddddd.
chorus Whaaaat nowwwww can i take your hand beside of meeeeee.  Right now w dont just leave just stopp to breatheeeeeeee. now shes back with meeeee. then my guitar solo breaks in.
and repeats the chorus 1 last time..


a guy and his girlfrien are driving down the road the guy pulls over to the side and tells his girlfriw to reach in to his pocket and pull ou the a letter he wrote to her. she says before she reads it that she doesnt love him anymore and at that second a drunk driver smashes into the car kill only the driver. the girl rmebers the letter and reads on it . it says without your love i could not live.
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y = Yes n = No
Would you? Will you?
[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a porn movie with me?
[_] take me out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
[_] make out with me?
[_] in public?
[_] fuck me or get fucked by me?
[_] in public?
D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hott?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
[_] want to live happily ever after with me?
AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about hooking up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished I were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
[_] had a dirty fantasy about me?
ARE Y0U...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinking about me?

Heres another song i wrote tell me what u think. TENSION

Tension buliding up inside love hate and all the lies take the pain and drive it away as long as you will stay bleeding inside tired of all the lies but only one thing lies but between u and me

I feeeel the tension rise pushing and pulling lifting and falling takkeee the pain away from me today cuz love is the only thing that remains

Lost in the dream of me and u i see only the colors of blak and blue there gos another one right ou the door i hold my tears back as i hit the floor i keep telling myself its over when its not dreams ad reality are the only things ive got.

repeat chorus..

10 percent luck 20 percent skill 30 percent power concentrated and will 5 persent pleasure 50 percent pain 100percent they will rember the name

a new song by yours truely

everthing i did was for uuuuu all i ever saw was uuuuuu. your the only reasonnnnnnn for me to breathe now everthings gone ill want to do is bleeeeed.

i ammm nothing without u and i have altered into the blue i want u here with me u left without meeeeeeeeeee.

changing ives fun nowhere else to run straryed away form time your only a memoryyyyyyyyyyy nowww your gone and thers nothing left to live for onlly you can change love to set mee free

i ammm nothing without you and i have altered into the blue i want uuuu . 

new song by muahh

in the distance i can see a figuree of me
i try not to look but my eyes wont let go
inside of this picture liess
a secret from depp inside
all of the pain and torment the suffering
i can only take so many thingssss

take a look in the mirror tell mee what u seeeeee pain burning its way into me i can see torment and torure in my eyes

the disease grows stronger with me 3 years have gone by since that night u left me all of the things left unsaid all of the punishment left in my headdddddd

repeat chorus 

someday were gonna rise up from this will
someday were gonna dance with those lions
someday were gonna break free from these chains
kepp on flyin



joey cox

Age: 18Year of birth: 1990Month of birth: 2Day of birth: 25

Gender: male

What do you do?: Something in between

Place of living: USA-Indiana

Exact place of living: milltown

Known languages
EnglishSpanish

Home-page URL: jc and

Elfpack crew wannabe: No

Music
countrygothheavy metal
popraprock

Other interests
chasing the preferred sexwhiskywriting

Civil status: single

Sexual preference: opposite sex

Body shape: muscular

Height: 178


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