I'm throwing away pictures
That i never should have taken in the first place
And it's cold in my apartment
As i'm changing all the colors
From the brightest reds to grays
Well it's 3 o'clock on monday morning
I'm just hoping you're not seeing his face
I've been getting calls in these hotel rooms
Long enough to know that it was him
That took my place
And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts
And i'm burning all the letters
Hoping that i might forget her and her bad taste
That she left when she was leaving me
A life of barely breathing as she walked
Out of this place
And you dropped the note and we changed key
You changed yourself and i changed me
I really didn't see us singing through this
Then you screamed the bridge
And i cried the verse
And our chorus came out unrehearsed
And you smiled the whole way through it
I guess maybe that's what's worse
And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts
And i'm taking all your memories off the shelf
And i don't need you or anybody else
So take a look at me
See what you want to see
When you get home
Take me home
I'd rather die than be with you
Take me home
You have a problem with the truth
Take me home
Because this happens every time
I knew it would...
I knew it would...
Take me home
I'd rather die than be with you
Take me home
You have a problem with the truth
Take me home
Because this happens every time
And i knew it would...
I knew it would...
And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts
And i'm taking all your memories off the shelf
And i don't need you or anybody else
So take a look at me
See what you want to see
When you get home
[
For the people with the fake pics up dont u get tired of logging on and seeing that pic??? Why not love urself and put ur own pic up its lame to see some guy who is hella built and know its not u it makes u look insecure, stupid and above all sad. Love urself no matter what u look like]
Now. Hi lol im nichole :)
19 years wise
Psycho yet sane
Wierd but normal
Controled yet wild
Mindless but smart
I am everything at once yet nothing at all.
I'll be your sweetest hello and hardest goodbye and just as u think your over me well think again im addictive :) i hardly date i belived there was never anyone who could handle me with trying to control me. But due to recent events lol im starting to learn otherwise. I firmly belive you should live with others not for them its ur life from start to finish live it for what u want to do weither it be a waitress or the world's best hot dog eater everyone has a dream so follow it.
-HERE COMES THE SADNESS THAT I MISS SO MUCH THAT LONELY ACHING COMES FROM EVERY TOUCH IVE GROWN ACCUSTOM TO THE GRAYS AND BLACKS CUZ THERE ALWAYS COMING BACK SIT DOWN FOR DINNER WONT U DINE WITH ME OR CAN U HANDLE SEEING ALL I SEE I GROWN TO COLOR BLIND EXCUSE MY BITCHING BUT I WONT DEAL OFF THE PAIN CUZ I MOVE TO SLOW AND I THINK TO FAST AND THE FIRST RAINBOW I SEE WILL BE THE LAST...-
"I was born amidst the purple waterfalls.
I was weak, yet not unblessed.
Dead to the world. Alive for the journey.
One night I dreamt a white rose withering,
A newborn drowning a lifetime loneliness.
I dreamt all my future. Relived my past.
And witnessed the beauty of the beast"
