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Since you keep checking my page......
here you go....
You didn't even make me worth a proper goodbye
I sat here in silence, didn't even cry
When will just me be just enough for you
Never, now there's nothing more true
You were so close to understanding
that all I ever wanted here was you
And all I ever needed was just you voice
Yet you always stayed silent, forever your choice
I had set my standards, they were high
still you snuck in, the one and only guy
that I let close enough to see
everything that really made up me
but I wasn't good enough
so all those nights I cried
I blame you, I blame pride
I was game for the adventure, the one titled "You and Me"
The year's gone by and there's so much to show, yet so much more to know,
It's been a glorious year, with ups and downs this roller coaster of fear
Oh how I love who you are to me, and this person that your attention makes me be
I'm better and stronger and smarter you see, and it's you who does all this good in me
Feels like you made a mistake
You made somebody's heart break
You're a pill to ease the pain
Of all the stupid things I do,
Cause I mess up and I crash down
everyones gone but there's still always you
I was holding on the what was tangible; then came you
I sing your name like a sweet refrain
You're the reason I never stop believing,
Times are changing, and I'm chasing
After picture perfect sunsets
To take my breath away
I never said my goodbyes and this could take a while
Reaching for a hand that's not there
Unlike the planned perfection of my dreams
The world would have stopped for You and Me
So now I'll just shoot my cupid
More than a hard break up
Though you were never with me
Can't stop thinking of that which never was
Not a good secret, but a big mistake
Nothing came as easy as you
No one left as quick as you
At least give some time for goodbyes
I try to let go in poetry
A sad story to tell of what could have been
But baby can you see me now
pretty flower mingled with the crowd
told you I'd get this far
You hid me
Your loss now little boy
Cause I'm a big girl now
Not lost within the food chain
I aways knew the truth
But no one believed
So carry on carry on
let that medication take you far
let that knowledge take you over the edge
I hope you burn little boy
I hope you survive little boy
So carry on carry onMissing: </center>
