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1. If you are looking for an online relationship, this is not the place for you.
2. If you are wanting to cyber, get the hell out.
3. If you want to chat and be friends....





 

What's Up With Me Lately

   (8/15/07)  Well guys, I guess this is the end of Elfpack for me. I'm going to college and I'm going to be really busy the first few weeks because I have orientation, registration, and many many other things going on. It sucks that I'm leaving all my friends behind, but it's all cool. Moving on, that's what college is about, right? I'm going to miss all my pals on Elfpack :( You know who you are guys!!! And I'm going to let everyone know who you are too!!!!
My special friend [triad], who's kept me in quite good company for almost 2 years.
My crazy, boy next door type friend [patrick.] He's awesomeness!!!
My sorta newish friend [7SeveN7] That dude's cool!!
Also, I really liked talking to [Dr Optimist], but he's too much of a loser to get online anymore!!!! Boo!!!
There are many others that made Elfpack great, but I can't take the time to list them all, sorry.....You ALL are special, very very much so.
But anyways, college.....Won't leave much time to internet pals :( I'll try to get on as much as possible though!!! I'll miss you guys!!!!!!!! So I guess this is a semi farewell!!!! Bye!!!!!!


*Random Thought of the Day*
I don't think I've ever cried as much in my life as when I saw Bridge to Terebithia. Damn, that movie is a tear jerker!!







  Another gift from [tazz]
 

Ok, let's see if I can come up with a little questionaire thingy all on my own!! Fun!!! If anyone has something else they want to know about me, just ask!!!! Alright, here it goes:
        
         Favorite Things
Favorite food: Chicken ala King!!! Yummie!!!!!
Favorite cookie: Striped shortbread cookies, mmmm....
Favorite drink: Chocolate milk!!!!
Favorite movie: The Mummy
Favorite shoe?: Boring question, haha....But if it must be answered, it must. Flip flop!! Easy to put on and easy to take off.
Favorite band: Right now, I'd have to say Lacuna Coil. I've been feeling them lately.
Favorite animal: Anyone that knows me knows exactly what my favorite animal is. Cats!!! 
Favortie book: The Fingerprints series by Melinda Metz. It's a little juvenile, but I love them....
       
    Things I Look For In A Guy
1. MUST be taller than me. I don't want to bend down to kiss my man.
2. Dark hair. Sorry blondies, I lean toward darker shades.
3. Good looking (obviously!!)
4. I'm a sucker for green eyes.
5. Sense of style. I HATE guys that don't know how to dress themselves properly. It can be cute that they are so incompetent, but I don't like it.
6. Has a automobile, preferably a motorcycle.
7. Has a job. The day I pay for something while out on a date with a guy is the day I break up with that guy. (which wasn't quite the case in my last relationship...I loathe myself for being so naive and actually forking up the dough on every date)

      Total Turn-Ons (To me at least)
1. When a guy flexes his jaw. Not while he's eating, but when he's concentrating or thinking. Or when he's mad, haha.
2. Necks...I loove necks.
3. Backs...They have to have a nice muscular back.
4. Guys in all black. I'm not talking about Gothic or Punk clothes, but just clean, neat black clothes. The simpler, the sexier.
5. Motorcycles!!!!!!!!! (Oh, if only I could meet a guy with one...The scene in Grease 2 where Stephanie, fed up with her job, climbs on the bike with Michael *sigh*...If only that would happen to me...)

       Little Things About Me (If you don't care, save yourself the time and don't read this)
1. I don't like taking baths. I either get too bored, hot, or lightheaded.
2. I HATE smacking. HATE
3. I can't draw worth crap.
4. I'd like to become an English Major or a jeweler.
5. I like to criticize. Not people, really. More like everything ranging from a movie to the food I ate at a restaurant.
6. I like to argue. It's always fun if I win, hehe.
7. I don't like shopping too much. Trying on all those clothes makes me tired and just being in the mall for so long wears me out.
8. My eyes water when I'm nervous (not all the time, but a lot) or when I get that feeling where you're so excited your breath gets caught in your lungs.
9. I hate when people fish for compliments.
          
          This or That?

Cars or Trucks?: I'd want my boyfriend to have a truck, but for me, I would want a little sport's car (not like that's EVER going to happen though)

Book or TV?: Hm....That's a toughy, but I'm going to most definitely have to say books. They are a lot better for your brain, haha. And most of the time more interesting than TV. Plus, there aren't any commercials to waste your time!!!! (Thank you, [spartan glory]

California or Texas?: Man, California has the ugliest people!!!!! But I love the mountains. Texas is home and has much more attractive people. So I'd have to say TEXAS!!!!! Yee-haa!!!!!!

Red or Blue?: Red is an awesome color!!!! Blue is soooo unoriginal and boring.

Elephants or Bears?: BEARS!!!!!!! Yah!!!!

Taco Bell or Burger King?: Hm....I love my Mexican food (not to mention the Chalupa Supremes, mmm....), but Burger King has a tubular Chocolate Sundae Pie....It's delicious!!!!........But I'm going to have to stick with old classic Taco Bell. ("Think outside the bun", as the saying goes)

       How Many Times Have I....

Had Sex: None....Haha

Drank Alcohol: Um, a couple times....Nothing major, just some flavored beer and a bit of wine. The flavored beer was pretty good, haha.

Stolen: I stole a few things when I was little. Just some candy and a bracelet, that I can remember. 

Gone Out On a Real Date: Well ladies and gentlemen, I can finally say that I have gone on a real, official date. The little girl is growing up...aww.....

Broken a Bone: None. There might be several reasons why such as I don't do anything too dangerous or I have strong bones, but I like to think that God is protecting me. Which I know He is.

 
       Things I'll Never Understand

1) Why athiests get married in churches.
2) How someone can be bisexual.
3) Why people ask "Are you ok?" when you're obviously not.
4) Why people complain about being fat but do nothing to change it.
5) Why everyone thinks that girls are emotional, sensitive cry-babies.
6) Guys wearing girl pants.
7) Math
8) The stupidity of the male species.
9) How/Where anyone got the idea that girls with their mouths gaping half open is attractive. All the models seem to being doing it lately and all the guys are goo-goo-ga-ga for it!! What is up with that?!?! It's ugly!!!!!!
       




Well since we aren't "cool" like MySpace, we can't play song on here, so I guess I'll just have to do it the old fashioned way by just giving you the lyrics.


"What You Need"
              -Hoku
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If you belonged to me
Nothing else would matter
I'd give you the moon and the stars
On a silver platter
Kiss you the way you should be kissed
And show you the kind of love that you missed
So hear me
Sweet baby
My heart won't lie
Chorus:
What you need is what you get
If you come to me
I'll give you love you won't regret
I'll set you free
If you believe like I believe
Boy, you know it's true
Everythng you need, I'll give to you
You've been alone too long
Baby, let me help you
Show you where your heart belongs
You know I'd love to
Give you one thousand reasons to stay
Be the light in my window
If you lose your way
So don't fear
Baby, I'm right here
I'll never leave
Chorus:
What you need is what you get
If you come to me
I'll give you love you won't regret
I'll set you free
If you believe like I believe
Boy, you know it's true
Everything you need, I'll give to you
This is a promise you can keep
Just bring your broken heart to me
Baby, you know I'll always be
The one you've waited for
The girl you've dreamed of
Just let me in and you'll see
 
 

      I just looove this song and the lyrics. It's very, very girly but every gal's got to have some pop in their lives, haha. If I ever get a boyfriend, this is how I'll treat him. I'll admit that I didn't do too well the first time around, but this is how it SHOULD be and how I want it to be.


"Find Another Girl"
              -The Hives

Find yourself another girl who will love you true true true.
Find yourself another girl
save all her love and kisses just for you
The very first time I fell in love got my heart broken then
people would say when I passed their way
"Theres a hot young man going there going there"
"An unhappy lad going there."
Well one day my mother called me to her side said "Son, why you so blue?"
"Mother I lost the girl that I love,
why wont you tell me what to do
Mother wont you tell me what to do?"
Well she said find yourself another girl who will love you true true true find yourself another girl.
Save all her love and kisses just for you
"I can imagine how you feel my son, but throw it out of your mind
Im gonna tell kinda truthfully
True love is hard to find sometimes its kinda hard to find.
But forget about that girl that broke your heart and try start a new
For if there was a guy for her theres got to be a girl somewhere
for you."
You just go on and find yourself another girl who will love you
true true true. Find yourself another girl save all her love and
kisses just for you. Save all her love for no one but you.
Ohh another love. Save her love and kissses just for you.


   I LOVE this song!!! Haha, I imagine this is how my ex's feel, haha.

Here's what I think of emo:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=XEJDGLF-e18)





  Though I was never banned, I have my reasons....








OMG, he is soooo hot. I need to buy DN Angel.





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Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.



Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.



Month Three
You know what mommy, I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.



Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.



Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's an abortion?



Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me!



Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me mommy?



Every Abortion Is Just...
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak.



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