[hi there yes just to let you all know im a goth... yes you might be able to see that from the picture :S buy oh well...
well i like a number of different bands. i have to say i love cradle of filth most of all danni filth...
righteo kiddos
bands
Cradle Of Filth
Marilyn Manson
Trivium
Atreyu
Bullet For My Valentine
My Chemical Romance
DragonForce
Evanesence
HIM
KoRn
Lacuna Coil
Lordi
Murderdolls
Slipknot
Placebo
Deathstars
Nightwish
Within Temptation
thts just some from the top of my head :)
when i have more time i will put a list of what bands i like so u have an idea...
also i will put up what films i like and so on....]


As I walk through the back streets of my life I see things I wasn’t meant to see. Always the violence and the pain and sorrow which burns through my very veins. It hurts when you think of the past, you know and if you knew mine you would cry at the very thought of it, If all this happened to you.

Now watching has I grew up. What a happy little child I was? Or was I? But do any of you out there understand the bleeding from my pure broken heart? No didn’t think not. You people never do. You never really understand the truth, not until it happens to you. But I hope you prey so your sad merciful souls will never live or go through any of the torcher I have been put through. You would never really live after it you know… your not suppose to really.

But will you of all people hold my hand. Even through the bitter death which waits ahead of me. Watching me cry and bleed. The tears of my blood will slowly be shown in time to come. When I have shed my very last water droplet tear, the blood will surely follow. For you to see in my eyes the aching ness that I cried for the help that I needed. But no one, not even you decided to show me that you cared. Not till it was to late. After all what am I to you? Another push over. Someone you can walk all over.

Well through my back streets its bitter and horrid. Now when you walk the front line, what do you think it is? Yes all happiness, all smiles. The smiles are fake. I don’t really know what a real smile is no more. But would you notice if I fade away from this world. You losing sight of me. No. don’t really think you would. But all I know is inside I ach, I break, I shed and waiting for that last every longing tear which will fall beside me in the sallow light, which seems to be getting dimmer for me. Am I living in hell right now as I write this down? Now the rest of my walk is to be completed to the end of my life. Should I keep the fake smiles or live the life I got chose? Well I guess that one is clearly up to me. But I hope for what ever reason you don’t live like me what so ever.

All you need to know is that inside of me I break into two, I cant see the way I did - like how it was dead easy to see what I want but not no longer. Also the horrifying signs and images you live with, but can only be relived in those pain nightmares which chill you to the very core. Like your heart begins to stop and the pain you feel is unbearable to cope with. All you do inside is die but you’ll live on. Don’t live like I did. If you could see what I was seeing you to would want to end your life but I hope that never happens for you. Life is something for you to live till the end. So don’t make it shorter then what it really is. My life is over I live an empty one that no one knows what I am apart of, except me the person who lives this life everyday. Just remember I live through the torcher everyday the unbearable. So come back to me and say you have been through everything that I have been. Then say I want to end my life. I hope you see you don’t need to do that. Just stay strong and use a lot of those fake smiles throughout. It kind-a worked for me through all those years of misery…




well thats it for now.. if you have any questions then message me and i will reply
bye ya'll xx

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[Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.

The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.


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I Don't Care What You Think About Me Because I Am Me. If You Have Got A Problem With That Then F**k Yourself Before Coming To Me About It!! If You Cant Live With People Who Are Different Then It Is You Who As The Problem Not Us At Least I Stand Out From Everyone Else And It's More Then What I Can Say For Some...


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