*When I first saw u….I wanted to know u*
*When I knew u….I wanted to hug u*
*When I hugged u….I wanted to kiss u*
*When I kissed u….I wanted to love you*
*Now that I love u….I don’t want to let u go!*

[The rules of nat]

1) im really not interested in cyber- so don't bother!
2) always up 4 a laugh so feel free to tell me a joke!
3) don't bother tlkin 2 me if all ya gonna do is give me shit!
4) don't bother givin none of m8's shit cuz we'll all start! an that WILL be worse
5) don't go asking for any type of relationship outside of elfpack (unless ur a friend i kno) cuz im not interested!
6) AND if you don't like me Dont speak 2 me!
      [that is all]
Hey, well i have blone hair- i am really small for my age- it sucks!, green/hazel eyes whateva u decide is fine by me!.... blah blah
Im into a lot of music rock, heavy, punk,Some hip-hop, urbah, r&b depends if its a gud en though! my MAIN music is Punk/operatic metal it rocks so hard! so dnt dis!
*Evanescence*
*Within Temptation*
*Nightwish*
Greenday
Blink 182
Simple Plan
My Chemical Romance
Inme
Seether
CKY
Bullet for my Valentine
Garbage
The distillers
RHCP
System of a down
Kittie
Trivium
Children of bordem
Fightstar
The Fight
The Subways
*cough *cough an sum Slipknot *cough
Hawethorn Heights
Kaiser Chiefs

And da other type which i listen to when im either depressed, lonely or sad! or if im in da mood for it!.......... MEH
James Blunt
Daniel Powter
Kelly Clarkson
No Doubt
Missy Elliot
Lil Kim
Sugababes
Hillary Duff
Destiny's Child
Black eyed peas
Ashlee Simpson
and so on.....?

Also like hanging out with ma friends, Going to da cinemas, an going to parties gettin well try to get wrecked !!! all dat basically ow an im luvin da lads too!!! (he he)

[sammy!] Great mate always there, we av a laugh togeva an she is fun 2 be with

[emokid777] really kewl person great 2 tlk 2, have a lot in common

[pat_05] funny as fuk-always made me laugh!!! can be a gr8 person, !


[kingpin] anotha friend of mine- also funny- an great 2 tlk 2

[maddox]1 of my lil friends- kewl to tlk 2, an also funny

[sean dire]] Known him for ages! nearly 4years!!! he's in a really amazing emo/metal band 'Play me for the seasons'(he sings!) they rock!!!

[I Kick Ass] anotha friend i have known for almost 4 years, he is also in 'play me for the seasons' he plays bass, the best bassist i know!!!!

[xox Rebecca-May xox] she's kewl 2 tlk 2, and funny- luv her- mess wid her an ya deal wit me!

[goahdhdj] real name sammi! funny to tlk 2-dno y im his friends cuz he always calls me NATHAN!!! tut tut-lol

[If I Were You .♥.] gr8 mate ov mine-known him quite long- great to tlk 2 can tell him nefin! can av a laugh too!

[nofearchimp] another 1 i have known for ages-trust him a lot- makes me laugh an really understanding!

[*x*HaN*x*] dis is hannah aka spana! lol known her quite a long time although dnt speak 2 her much now- she a kewl m8- helps out wen she can! and cheers ya up too- :)

[Coley]-cool mate- always dancing!!! lol makes me laugh and comes out with sum random shit! DUDE!!! (are ya happy now!)

[Joshua.]- kewl person! easy to talk 2 easy to get on with! always there, sticks up 4 ya!!! especially meeeeeeeeeeeeee!(lol) luv him 2 bits+ i swaer u keep hitin me in kidneys josh they'll explode!

Luv all ma friends every single 1 of them!!! so dnt mess with them- its not me u shud be scared of if ya do-it's them they'll haunt ya wen u are sleeping! an haunt ya 4 life! :p

girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
girl: Do you like me?
boy: Not really
girl: Do you want me?
guy: No
girl: Would you cry if I left?
guy: No
girl: Would you live for me?
guy: No
girl: Would you do anything for me?
guy: No way
girl: What would you choose: your life..or me?
guy: My life
*The girl runs away in shock and pain and the guy runs after her and says...*
guy: The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life!
girl:wow.
*the guy puts a finger on her lips*
guy: shh...don't speak.
*and then they kiss

*I am: who i wannabe*
*I hurt: myself*
*I want: him back*
*I hate: me!*
*I cry: inside*
*I fear: the hatred of people*
*I hope: to restart things*
*I feel alone: all the time*
*I wasted: My love*
*I talk: to myself*
*I break: down when i think, see and hear him*
*I watch: My life go by*
*I remember: the good and bad times*
*I sleep with: confusion*
*I hide: from the wolrld*
*I drive: myself insane*
*I burn: my soul*
*I breathe: helplessly*
*I miss: him...*
*I feel: confused and alone*
*I know: i have made mistakes*
*I dream: that things will go right for me one day*
*I await: for things to happen*
*I live: my life*
*I die: confused*

put and x for all the things you have done and a / for all the things you wanna do or want:
[x] been drunk
[ ] smoked pot
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[/] had a threesome
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[/] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] played 'cluedp'.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had a car.
[ ] drove.



Do you...
[x] hate yourself.
[ ] think you're attractive.
[ ] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] listen to rock.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] claim.
[x] have a laptop.
[/] have a pager.



Are you...
[x] bored.
[ ] bilingual (wat the hells that)
[x] a virgin.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[/] taken.
[x] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone. (waaa?)
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[ ] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[x] drinking something. (water)
[ ] eating something........
[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music.
[_] homophobic.
[ ] racist(no way!)

[Post This If You Love Someone Who Doesn't Love You Back...]
[One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The girl sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The guy then pulled over because she wanted to talk. he told her that his feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down her cheek as she slowly reached into her pocket & passed him a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the passengers seat, killing the girl. Miraculously, the guy survived. Remembering the note, he pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." ] X x X x X

[January,]
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

[hazel eyes.]
That means you are a very sweet, thoughtful person. You are gullible too, so it's hard for you to sometimes say no to situations you don't like. You're too worried that you might hurt someone's feelings that a lot of the time you don't think about what you want. You are also very generous. You love to hang out with your friends, and laugh at every little "funny" thing.

An im a hypo active KID blah!!!! mwah!