Well, I guess I'm just like I look.....I'm a rocker through and through, although I listen to everything....before my fiance Tina and our daughter Lili, music was the only thing I cared about in life.....now they come first, music second, movies and playing guitar.......

Although I look scarey to some or most, I'm really just a big teddy bear, or so I'm told...

Here's a couple of songs and poetry that I've wrote....

The Trains

He lives inside my mouth and tells me what to say.
When He turns the trains on He makes it go away.
His hands are cracked and dirty, and the nails are beetle wings.
When He turns the trains on He unties all the strings.

Tell me something beautiful, tell me something free!
Tell me something wonderful and I wish that I could be!

The toys all smell like children, and the scabed knees will obey.
I'll have to kneel on my bloody knees just to make it go away.
Then I'll get my wings and never even know it.
When I was a worm I couldn't get through it.

Tell me something beautiful, tell me something free!
Tell me something wonderful and I wish that I could be!

He lives inside my mouth and tells me what to say.
When He turns the trains on He makes it go away...  Josh Grisham

Demons

Evil faces smiling, I'm staring back with dread.
Vengeful thoughts are creeping, inside my wicked head.
Chaos 'round the corner, why did they pick me?
I'm fighting all the horror, and shit thats killing me!!

Nail me to the wall as I begin to fall!
Please stop killing me! Please just let me be!
My thoughts are racing through my fucked-up little head!
What is this shit that makes it seem like my soul's already dead?!?

Dreams of clouds and bunnies, replaced with nightmares of hate.
Demon's all around me, screaming in my face.
Fire is surrounding, Anarchy's in the air.
Burn to death and die, no one will ever care!!

Nail me to the wall as I begin to fall!
Please stop killing me! Please just let me be!
My thoughts are racing through my fucked-up little head!
What is this shit that makes it seem like my soul's already dead?!?

Evil faces smiling, I'm staring back with dread... Josh Grisham

Through The Eyes Of Another

Through the eyes of another, what would you see?
Would you see yourself? Could you see yourself?
If you could, would it be the vision you thought?
Would it be something that ties your stomach in a knot?
What if, through the eyes of another, you saw yourself as a grotesque creature?
Would you like what you see?
Or would you hide in shame? Josh Grisham

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\m/ Keep on rockin in the free world \m/
                       
 Think Twice by Eve 6

When all is said and done and dead
does he love you the way that I do
Breathing in lightning tonight's for fighting
I feel the hurt so physical

Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around and you'll feel the burn
Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around, come around no more
Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around, I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around no more
She spreads her love, she burns me up
I can't let go I can't get out
I said enough, enough right now
I can't let go, I can't get out.

Wait till the day you finally see I've been here waiting patiently
Crossing my fingers and my t's.
You cried on my shoulder begging please
Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around, I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around, come around no more
Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around, I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around no more
She spreads her love, she burns me up
I can't let go I can't get out
I said enough, enough right now
I can't let go, I can't get out.

What is it you really want? I'm tired of asking!

When I showed up and he was there I tried my best to grin and bear
And took the stairs but didn't stop at the street
and as we speak I'm goind down
Cause she spread her love, she burned up
I can't let go I can't get out
I said enough, enough right now
I can't let go, I can't get out.
Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around, I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around, come around no more
Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around, I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice 'fore you touch my girl.
Come around no more

Been playing this song for a long time now.....

Anything else you wanna know? Just ask....I'm not shy...

Later dayz,

Josh \m/