NOTICE SEXUAL HARASSMENT IN THIS AREA WILL NOT BE REPORTED.HOWEVER, IT WILL BE "GRADED"


My bro and Me on hallows






Yeah my sister [oxyJ3N]made this for me, what now bitches? hahahaha



And thats from my other sister [Dayokarma] you other aint got shit on her either

[Dayokarma] [oxyJ3N]and [Steph-O-Melon] are my sisters you hurt them I slit your throat, got it?


Take my poll if you want

Ask me any four questions and I shall anwser them honestly.

[JUGGALO FOR LIFE]
I pledge allegiance to the Hatchet
of the Underground Juggalo Society,
and to the Ninjas for which it stands,
One Family, Under Clowns, Full of Freaks,
with Faygo and Magik Neden for all!!!


[I need :] to get out of here
[I find :] nothing but people in my way
[I want :] to be alone
[I have :] a desire
[I wish :] i could be with her
[I hate :] that i hurt people
[I fear :] i'll hurt her
[I am :]  Through with people
[I love :]
[I miss :] being happy
[I feel :] like killing kyle for the hell of it
[I smell :]like onion rings after work
[I hear :] A7X
[I know :] have to keep going
[I crave :] the taste of her lips
[I should :] do whatever is needed
[I search :] for my end
[I wonder :] why do i keep going
[I regret :] nothing














given to me by [death how i long to embrace you]

MY ART DON'T TAKE UNLESS YOU HAVE PERMISSION











"My Own Sickle"


I hold my own sickle
I wear my own black robe
Privately wanting to end me
You couldn't tell by looking
But my tears have been falling
I cant smile for any length of time
I cant feel any love in my spine
I cant believe i'll ever be fine
I want to take a life
I'll take my own
To see the end, flesh rot off bone
When you see me
In my moment of peace
Let me sit
Leave me be
While that part of me looks deceased
The rest of me is free


"Sad Love"


I am cast down so deep in my own sorrow,
Only my own shadow knows where to find me.
For I am hidden in a well of darkness and despair.
Hiding from my own fate, knowing it is to be alone.
I have walked down many roads paved with sadness.
But never one as long as this road seems to be.
For yesterday and today I have loved you completely.
And tomorrow I will love you still, foolishly I know.
You have filled up my head, I can think of nothing else.
You have filled up my heart, it can barely keep its rhythm.
With each painful truth my heart skips yet another beat.
And now at last with all truth spoken, my heart breaks.
Spilling out the love that I have for my beloved.
I try to hold it in, not wanting to lose my joy.
But my love pours out like a bursting dam.
Washing away every memory that we shared.
Flooding me with utter torment.
Slowly my heart dies, drowning in sorrow.
One final beat that calls my beloved's name.
Then silence, for my heart is dead.


"Nothing Left To Give"

No, I'm not ok
but I will be alright
I'm just stuck in this hole
Without love or light

Really its fine
Don't worry about me
I'm blinded by darkness now
but someday I will see

Please don't look at me that way
I'm just lost and confused
I just have to understand
that I am only here to be used

Don't pretend to like me
I know how you really feel
Don't say you love me
When you know it isn't real

Don't feel sorry for me
I don't need the shame
Really I will be alright
Once I learn to love the pain

I can't survive in this world without love
so I must to crawl back to my hole
If you see someone with a heart
I can only offer them my soul....
There is nothing else left to give.


FAVORITE SONGS:
Dimmu Borgir: Progenies Of The Great Apocalypse
Cradle Of Filth: Hurt & Virtue/Nymphetamine
3 Inches Of Blood: Deadly Sinners
Children Of Bodom:Angels Don't Kill/ Triple Corpse Hammerblow
Kittie: Red Flags
Behemoth: Conquer All
American Head Charge: Undecided
Lamb Of God:Undecided
Agnostic Front: Peace
Chevelle: Vitamin R
Deftones: Change
Devil Driver: I Could Care Less
Insane Clown Posse: Boogie Woogie Wu
Dark Lotus: Undecided
Disturbed: The Game
Drowning Pool: Bodies
Eric Clampton: Layla
Metallica: Enter Sandman
God Forbid: Go Your Own Way
Brand New Sin: Undecided
Guns 'N' Roses: Welcome To The Jungle
KoRn: Thoughtless
Lacuna Coil: Humane
The Rasmus: In The Shadows
MSI(Mindless Self Indulgence):Kill The Rock
Mnemic: Deathbox
Mudvayne: Forget To Remember
Mushroomhead: Xeroxed
Otep: Blood Pigs
Rammstein: Mein Herz Brennt
School Girl Knife Fight(local): Tonight Will Be Our Last
Impathy(local): The Meatgrinder Called Heaven
Shadows Fall:The Ghosts Of Past Failures
Slayer: God Hates Us All
Static-X: I'm With Stupid
There are others but i'm tired of typing