every one ignore my other diary messages, if your reading this one its probly the only one you need to read, but for the first time in my life i am actually feeling good about my self, i thought i lost a friend, and for a while i probly did, but she said hi to me and we had a good conversation about random nothings and well im just glad i dont have some one cool that i really could relate to hateing me, and also i stopped some one from makeing today their last day on earth, but it took courage, and i can only have done it because of one person, but that person probly dont know it, and probly never will but i dont care as long as i keep that person in my heart and remember all they have done for me that helped me save a life well im gonna go and do something that will keep this good mood up :)