-Elftown: such a beautiful disaster
- other elfpack- blue nails and broken hearts

Please do not message me responding to my screen name, it's more of a statement than a question, i don't mind if you say hey, but please don't say yes, or somethign along those lines... it just bothers me

[some poems and such]
[..Symptoms of you...]
..Anything but me...
..I'll love you until the very last moment in time...]
.I always hide when It's my turn to seek...
[...because I know that's weakness in your eyes..]
..It's like you're a drug, it's like you're a deamon I can't face down...
[..constantly numb...]
..I hate myself for losing you...
[..Hear.Me.I'm.Crying.Out.I'm.Ready.Now.Turn.My.World.Upside.Down...]
B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L.D.I.S.A.S.T.E.R.[..Beauty,strength, and wisdom, too...]
..I am lost in the see-thru, I think you lost yourself too, Throughout all of the confusion, I hope I somehow get to you...
[IT'S NOT A FASION STATEMENT IT'S A FUCKING DEATH WISH]
..I'm just a ghost of you...
[..In my dream I break the chains that hold this place together, and mydream the consequences would be so much better...
[..Sleeping Through Autumn...]
..Perfect Mess...
[..you my friend your a lot like them but I cut the line and you know I did now I'm lost in you like I always so and I'd die to win cause I'm born to lose...]
..It wasn't enough...
[you said that you would take me with you when you left... but all that you did was die]
...Please...Take...Me...Away...
[so...what..if...I'm..weak...it..just...gives..you...something..to...talk..about...
[just.cause.I.love.you.that.much]
...because you said that I was beautiful
The truth is that you don't care...
[I found myself today... I found myself and ran away]

It's the way...
It's the way you look at me.
It's the way you smile at me.
It's the way I know you love me.
It's the way your smile lights up the sky.
It's just the way you love me...

I  HAVE
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Love is described as undescriable
Y♥ u make me smile....
let me count the ways I love you...
[AIDS... Find the cure...]
:Will you be my punk rock king:
I'm a STAR
♥ you make me wanna Lala♥
Meghan loves sydney + timothy in Tully...
Your hand is full of ♥ hearts♥
{It's just the way you love Me}
..::..::... I love it, now make me hate it...::..::..
Agh...Agh... No...No...
Don't run away with my heart♥
You make my world spin
♥ it's okay, your just my kiss goodye...♥

♥ Give me your heart
I'll Break it apart...
I knew from the start
you and I would soon part...
I'll tear you open,
and sew you shut
My needles, my nails...
break thru your fargile skin...
it's so easy to kiss you goodnight...♥

♥Blind love♥
*When you can't get the courage to say*
*how you really feel*
*When he looks at you*
*and when you can't breat*
*that's blind love*
*when he thinks that*
*you "just friends"*

Make it the latest trend, then abandon it, and start something that turns heads. MAKE IT REAL. Make it you. Make it an over heated sewing machine at three a.m. make it transform a pile of scrap fabric into a neat level handbag. Make it new. Make it sparkle. Make it do the talking for you. Make it something that everyone will call a statement, but you'll just call a random Tuesday.

[I love skater boys. ♥ I can't relate- if you don't skate! When he does a 360- I know he sees only me! Give that boy a ring if you want to do that skate thing! If he has a backyard ramp- you know im in his camp! Frontside Kickflips make my hears ♥ 3 skip! I love skater boys. Girls- it never fails- all the cutest skater boys ride the rails!] *my tee shirt*


28 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
1. Tell her you think shes beautiful, not hot or fine or sexy.
2. Hold her hand at any moment, even if its just for a second.
3. Kiss her on the forehead.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. Always tell her you love her, at any and all times.
6. When shes upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
7. Reconginize the small things, they usually mean the most.
8. Call her sweetie and baby.
9. Sing to her, no matter how horrible your voice is.
10. Pick her over your guy friends, and especially girl friends.
11. Write her notes, she loves them.
12. Introduce her to family and friends as your grilfriend.
13. Play with her hair.
14. Pick her up, tickle her, play-wrestle with her.
15. Sit in the park and talk to her.
16. Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
17. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night, just because you missed her.
18. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
19. Carve your names into a tree (but then plant a new one together for the damaged you caused).
20. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
21. Give her piggy back rides.
22. Buy her ice cream.
23. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
24. Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
25. Look her in the eyes.
26. Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
27. Kiss her in the rain.
28. If you're in love with her, tell her

The Perfect Guy:

[Hair Color:] black
[Eye Color:] Green or blue or really dark
[Height:] taller than me
[Six Pack:] umm not really
[Long or Short Hair:] doesnt' matter
[Glasses or contacts:] doesnt matter
[Piercing:] yeah
[Scars:] yeah scars are hott
[Buff or Skinny:] skinnie mostly
[Funny or Serious:] both
[Party or Stay at home:] both
[Should he know how to cook:] sure
[Should he have a best friend:] who doesnt
[Should he have a lot of girl friends:] it doesn't matter to me
[Outgoing or Shy:] both in a way
[Sarcastic or Sincere:] Both
[Should he watch chick flicks:] Yep
[Would he smoke:] he could
[Would he drink:] if he pleases
[Would he swear:] sure
[Would he play with your hair:] yeah
[One or more girls at a time:] no, of corse not[Bad Boy or Good Boy:] bad mostly
[Would he kiss you on the first date:] Yes
[Where would you go to dinner:] anywhere besides fast food
[Would he bring you flowers:] occasionally
[Would he lay under the stars with you:] yes
[Would he write poetry about you:] maybe if he wanted to
[Would he call you hunny or baby:]of course!!
[Would he hang out with your friends:] sure
[Would you hang out with his friends:] yes
[Would he walk you to the door at the end of the date:] yeah,
[Would he hold your hand:] yup
[Would he play sports:] lacross and skatebording, racing
[Would he sing:] yup
[Would he play an instrument:]yup
[Would he keep his room clean:] if he wanted to
[Would he paint, draw or sculpt:] sure if he wanted to
[Would he write his own music:] yes and sing
[Would he use the word "dude":] yeah
[Would he use the word "tight'':] sure, if he really wanted to, im not going to control him[Would he watch the sunrise or sunset with you:] yeah of corse
[What kind of car would he drive:] truck probably
[How old would he be:] 15-17
[Does your dream guy resemble your real boyfriend:]yeah somewhat

If you make it this far thanks!

So this right here is about me
Things that I like
- eyes
-music
-eyeliner
-black nail polish with two green nails
-talking to meghan about camping
-reading
-love
-pink
-black
-pink and black together
-purple
-my my chemical romance cd
-dying my hair
-my tiny farie feet
-my bass

Bands that I have an interest in
-Good Charlotte
-Trapt
-Three Days Grace
-Three Doors Down
-Blink 182
-The Used
-Mewithoutyou
-Thousand Foot Crutch
-Acceptance
-My Chemical Romance
-The Killers
-Frickin A
-Ac/Dc
-mest
- Greenday

~There are more... but I'm far too lazy at the current moment in time to write them down

♥ This is The End♥