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~~mudvayne*happy?~~
In this home That is me Can put a heart as all said Was that real hate? What tense be free? Do you blow me off just to push me out again? Heal me from the skin Tear me from the ride Does it make you happy now? Tear me form the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy? Heal me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Heal me from the skiiiiiiiiiin Tear me from the ride Does it make you happy now?




~so far away by crossfade

No more waiting for the end Of every day that I will spend Wishing that I only had a choice No more pushing you away Cause I will be busy watching things going my way Never looking back on this anymore Because what I'm looking for are the answers To why these questions never go away I've been changin' but you'll never see me now Now I'm blaming you for everything I'm so far away



-bush~little things
the river is loaded I've been there today tool it some questions she does me again I'd die in your arms if you were dead too here comes a lie we will always be true going up when coming down scratch away it's the little things that kill tearing at my brains again the little things that kill the little things that kill bigger you give bigger you get we're boss at denia l but our best at forget cupboard is empty we really need food summer is winter and you always knew




~fall out boy
You only hold me up like this Cause you don't know who I really am Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be youWe're making out inside crashed cars We're sleeping through all our memories I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste my time dreaming of you)Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness All of our moves make up for the silence And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase Like I'll never be the same I've got headaches and bad luck but they could

*Hakuna Matata! It means no worries!

**An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind

**The real test of friendship is: can you literally do nothing with the other person? Can you enjoy those moments of life that are utterly simple <--haha jackie thats us!!

**True friends stab you in the front

**I decided long ago never to walk in anyone's shadow. If I fail, if I succeed, at least I'll live as I believe 

**Never forget u believe the same thing because u are who u are because u don’t care

** Somewhere, someone dreams of your smile and finds your presence in life so worthwhile so when you’re lonely, remember it's true that somewhere, someone is thinking of you

**People change, things go wrong, shit happens - and life goes on !

~"lie to me" she wispered....."i love you" he said...

~lets be nothing i hear it lasts forever

~ "Why does Sea World have a seafood restaurant ? I'm halfway through my fish burger and I realize, Oh my God... I could be eating a slow learner

~The good news is that you may have created my past and screwed up my present but you have no control over my future.

~One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."



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^^this article is about my friend Alex he died in a car crash July 7th 2005. I ♥love♥ him so much and i miss him greatly. He was good friend and nice to everybody. But its ok he's with the angels now. Its ok Alex you can fly now :-) :'( words can not describe what it is like to have somebody u ♥ taken away from you. If theres one thing i have learned through all of this is that: live every day like its your last and always let your friends know how much they mean to you, even if you have only talked to them once. Give your friends hugs cuz u never know what could happen.

Here are some things that remind me of alex:

When I was young I knew everything...for the life of me I cannot remember what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise. For the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins, we were merely freshman. We've tried to wash our hands of all this, we never talk of our lacking relationships. And how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor...we fell thru the ice when we tried not to slip, we'd say --> I can't be held responsible.
*~*~*~
        Alex
Bottled up inside are the words I never said. The feelings that I hide, the lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes, read it on my face, trapped inside are lies of the past I cant replace. With memories that linger wont seem to go away, why cant I be happier? Today's a brand new day. Yesterdays are over, even though the hurtings’ not. Nothing lasts forever I must cherish what I've got. Don't take my love for granted, for soon it will be gone. All you ever wanted of the love you thought you'd won. The hurt I’m feeling now wont disappear over night, but some way some how everything will turn out right. No more wishing for the past, It wasn't meant to be. It didn't seem to last so I'll have to set him free.
*~*~*~
I’ll dream of the past and wish i was there
~*~*~
I've never met someone quite like you
Sorry for what I've done and put you through
We were together that night
when it all went wrong
Heaven's coming
She moves over and slides her hand in mine
The wheel slips and we cross the double line
We were together that night
when it all went wrong
Heaven's coming

Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
I know that it will be alright
Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
You're still with me

We finally came to stop on the other side
You were still in the car, so where was I
Somebody wake me up
I swear I must be dreaming
This can't be happening
I feel her screaming
In the end

Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
I know that it will be alright
Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
You're still with me

I can't breathe, (I can't breathe)
I still feel your arms around me
In my dreams
You're still with me

Now I'm older, still lonely
But you're by my side
I can't help but get choked up
Break down and cry
I held your last breath in my hands
But I let it go
God forgive me

Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
I know that it will be alright
Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
You're still with me

Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
I know that it will be alright
Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
You're still with me


~Do I give my friends advice? Jesus, no. They wouldn't take advice from me. Nobody should take advice from me. I haven't got a clue about anything.
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Sometimes i can't tell life and nightmare apart
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When they say give up...turn up ur radio
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I’m not alone...just temporarily forgotten
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I love him...he loves my best friend
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I’m not mean ur just a sissy
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even the best fall down sometimes
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rumors are just as fake as the people who start them
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My friends call me stupid, weird ,small...but they have got a much bigger problem...their bad friends

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LAYER ONE:]
-- [Name:] destri
-- [Nickname:] oompa, destra j, gremelin
-- [Birthplace:] last time i checked a hospital

-- [Hair color:] brown, red, blondish
-- [Height:] 4'10

[LAYER TWO]
-- [Your heritage:] irish
-- [The shoes you wore today:] didn't
-- [Your weakness:] guys who are muscians/have mohawks!!
-- [Your fears:] not laughing everyday/planes
-- [Your perfect pizza:]cheese
-- [Goal you'd like to achieve:] be a rockstar!!

[LAYER THREE]
-- [Your most overused phrase:oops
-- [Your thoughts first waking up:] shit another day of hell
-- [Your best physical feature:] my hands ??
-- [Your bedtime:] don't have one
-- [Your most missed memory:] when i knew what i wanted


[LAYER FOUR]
-- [Fast food joint:] steak and shake!!
-- [Single or group dates:] single!!
-- [Adidas or Nike:] adidas
-- [Chocolate or vanilla:] chocolate
-- [Cappuccino or coffee:] don't drink that stuff it stunts ur growth

[LAYER FIVE]
-- [Smoke:] no
-- [Sing:] all the time
-- [Take a shower every day:] YEA
-- [Have a crush(es):] more like in love!!
-- [Do you think you've been in love:] yes
-- [Want to go to college:] not really
-- [Like school:] just to see my friends
-- [Want to get married:] kinda
-- [Believe in yourself:] yea
-- [Get motion sickness:] sometimes
-- [Think you're attractive:] in a way
-- [Think you're a health freak:] no way
-- [Get along with your parents:] nope
-- [Like thunderstorms:] i'm in love with them
-- [Play an instrument:]yep..drums

[LAYER SIX]
In the past 6 months...
-- [Drank alcohol:] yea
-- [Smoked:] no
-- [Done a drug:] no
-- [Made out:] like every day!!
-- [Gone on a date:] kinda
-- [Gone to the mall:] yea
-- [Eaten an entire box of Oreos:] no that would make me sick
-- [Eaten sushi:] yea
-- [Been on stage:] yes
-- [Gone skating:] nope
-- [Made homemade cookies:] no
-- [Gone skinny-dipping:] no
-- [Dyed your hair:] no
-- [Stolen anything:] not that i recall 

[LAYER SEVEN]
Ever...
-- [Played a game that required removal of clothing:] can't remember
-- [Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:] no
-- [Been caught doing something:] as in??
-- [Been called a tease:] no
-- [Gotten beaten up:] yea by my brother
-- [Shoplifted:] no
-- [Changed who you were to fit in:] HELL no

[LAYER EIGHT]
-- [Numbers and names of children:] 1-toast!!
-- [Describe your dream wedding:] ??
-- [How you want to die:] doin somethin worth doin!
-- [Where do you want to go to college:] ucla
-- [What do you want to be when you grow up:] rockstar
-- [What country would you most like to visit:] ireland

[LAYER NINE]
In the preferred sex...
-- [Best eye color:] green or brown!!
-- [Best hair color:] something funky
-- [Short or long hair:] skater long
-- [Best height:] tall
-- [Best weight:] normal
-- [Best articles of clothing:] skater
-- [Best first date location:] your house ;)
-- [Best first kiss location:] under the stars

[LAYER TEN]
-- [Number of drugs taken illegally:] 000000000000
-- [Number of people I could trust with my life:] 4
-- [Number of CDs that I own:] can't count that high
-- [Number of tattoes:] none
-- [Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper:] 0
-- [Number of scars on my body:] 2...one from a kid tripping me and i hit a desk with my head and another from my dirtbike
-- [Number of things in my past that I regret:] lots























How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad To make you make the call, that havin’ no life at all Is better than the life that you had How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go How do you get that lonely…and nobody know

words to describe me: short,loud,hyper,random

I got a new car stereo the other day. When I shout "Soul", it plays soul music. When I shout "Rock", it plays rock music. Today, these kids ran in front of my car and I shouted "Fucking kids!!!!" It played Michael Jackson.

You’re killing me inside. . & I’m scared to die

Blondes are pretty Red heads are smart But it takes a brunette.... to steal your heart

No matter what people say, you are a wonderful person. It doesn't matter what you've done or what you look like, everyone deserves to be treated like a human being

Music expresses that which cannot be put into words and that which cannot remain silent

A POEM I WROTE:
I leave you like I leave the rest: broke, alone, weak and depressed. See I said I cared but that was a lie, I said I tried but I just wanted to cry. I left you like u left me, shattered in a thousand pieces and not knowing where to start picking them up at. see I cried for u, and I would of died for you, to bad u didn't feel a fuckin thing, to bad I never mattered, to bad you didn't care, you stood by me but you were never there, you made me fall for you like all those other times, and I still went back to you not knowing where I stood, I wish I never went out with u, id fuckin take it back if I could.


   “weakness ”

My addiction
How you are to me
Yet you aren’t my pain
Or my problem
Just an addiction that can’t be subsided
For everything you put into us has made me blinded
You’re the only one I trust
But warn me now if its love or just lust
I can’t see myself with out you
A life without you would be my death
So lay me down and put me to rest
You can shut the door
And swallow the key
But I would be nothing without “you” and “me”
If only you knew that when you leave me I weep
And I think of you all the time, but I can never sleep
The only thing I know is true
Is how much I am in love with you

           (tell me if u like it)

~~I tried so hard to forget I wanted to put it all away But I can't do it, I cant pretend That everything will be okay

~~Your not my shirt so get off my back

~~S0mt|meS Y0uR C|0sEsT friends$ End up Hurting y0u m0rE than Ur Worst Enemies ever c0uLd

~~A real friend will know when you are sad or feeling down without you telling them a single word (thats u jackie and kevin)

Hey i love my friends with all my <3 you guys make goin to high skool worth it!! i have had some many great times with all of you even if it was just one conversation in a class or if we talked all the time in class!! You guys mean the world to me and i would do anything for you!!! Some of u guys are leaving me but i will never forget the memories we have shared and i will love you guys forever!!!






















whoa man she is freaky Deeky

.:* *:.
BE FUN
*:. .:*
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      BE TRUE
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   BE WILD
   *:. .:*
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       BE YOU!
       *:. .:*
HE's Sooo hottt
he's scrumdilly-umptious!!

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