I LOVE PAINT BALL IT IS MY LIFE!
10 REASONS TO DATE A PAINTBALLER
1.They aren't afraid to get down and dirty
2.They know how to listen to directions
3.They have at least a 10 inch barrel
4.They can fire off hundreds of rounds without getting tired
5.They always wear protection
6.They LOVE to be aggressive
7.They like to push hard, but not hard enough to get hit
8.They clean our barrels a lot
9.They always have the best cocker on the field
10.If they run out of gas, it only takes 5 seconds to get us going agian


what does it mean to give 100%?
what about 103%?


[ok, if:
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26
then...
h-a-r-d-w-o-r-k
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98%
and
k-n-o-w-l-e-d-g-e
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96%
and
a-t-t-i-t-u-d-e
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%
but,
b-u-l-l-s-h-i-t
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20=103%
and
a-s-s-k-i-s-s-i-n-g
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7=118%


so, as you can see, while hard work and knowledge will get you close and attitude will get you there...
it's the bullshit and ass kissing that will put you over the top!]

~*~!~*~life is hard but the endless tide of pressure, stress and depression it will not break only make me stronger~*~!~*~<

-"I believe in angels ,
the kind that heaven sends.
I'm surrounded by angels ,
but I call them my best friends." -


Sticks and stone may break my bones but whips and chains excite me, so tie me up chain me down and show how much you like me....

Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

Kiss on the hand.... I adore you
Kiss on the cheek... I just want to be friends
Kiss on the neck... I want you
Kiss on the lips... I love you
Kiss on the ears... I am just playing
Kiss anywhere else. Lets not get carried away
Look in your eyes ... kiss me
Playing with your hair... I can't live without you
Hand on your waist... I love you too much to let you go

what to wait for:
Wait for the guy who calls you
beautiful instead of hot.
Wait for the guy
who kisses your forehead,
who thinks you
are the prettiest when you have no
makeup on,
and who holds your hand in
front of his friends.
Wait for the guy who
would do anything just to spend time with
you,
and who truly believes HE is the lucky
one!
*when your parents catch u to drunk 2 walk, n when they catch u 2 high to talk, and when u cant think and dont no what to do, dont call me...cuz ill be fucked up with u!!

i supprt gay marriges becuase love is love no matter who it is with and everyone needs to just acept the fact that this happens and stop being such ass holes about it all!


1. Being anti-gay is just another form of discrimination commensurate with racism and sexism.
2. It is not "unnatural". If it were "unnatural" it WOULDN'T EXIST. *Every* straight person has had homosexual thoughts at some point, they just are not willing to admit it.
3. God supposedly disapproves of gay marriage. However, not everyone in the world believes in God, not everyone is a Christian. Why, then, should everyone have to abide by Christian doctrines?
4. What happened to equal rights? Apparently you can only get equal rights if homophobic white male Christians approve of you.
5. Homophobia stems from IGNORANCE, as does any other form of discrimination.
6. "Why should they have the right to marry? Why can't they just be gay together?" This is just stupid. Why should STRAIGHT people be allowed to marry, why can't THEY just be straight together? They want to marry because they WANT to. They have a right to the PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS!
7. Their homosexuality does NOT affect you personally. Being around gays will not turn you gay! And even if it did, SO WHAT?
8. If you're disgusted by how they have sex, what difference does it make to you? They don't have sex in the street!
9. They are no more perverted than straight people. You only THINK they are because they are more open about what they do!
10. Homosexuality is not a "phase". They aren't going to suddenly become straight just because YOU want them to.
11. LOVE CAN TRANSCEND GENDER! If you don't believe this, you are IGNORANT.
12. The fact that gay couples can't reproduce is a GOOD thing. This world is far too overpopulated, and gay couples often adopt, thus providing homes for children who otherwise wouldn't have any.

[A boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from
beginning to end.

Through all those years
their friendship grew.

They both felt the same,
but neither knew.
Each waking moment
since the
day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.

He was all she had
in her terrible life.
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.

Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad
song.

He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.


He played with jealousy
like
it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.

One night she broke down,
feeling very
alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.

She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him

and hung up the phone.
He raced to her
house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart
had no rate.

Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.

As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.

She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her
note
his handwriting said:

"I loved her
so,
she never knew.
All this time
I loved her
too."

if u dont repost this in 20 minutes.. u will lose
the
love of
ur life n
never get them back Title it "This is wat happens when guys make gurls jealous]

How Girls Flirt
1 She makes eye contact and smiles at you.
2. She hits you softly on the arm & laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends & she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school & in school know about you, &
says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number & address.
13. She will try and talk, & spend time with you as much as possible

how guys flirt
1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mom that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "a chick flick" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go & didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh, even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer ("Hey, you") when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do snort sometimes. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation.
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, butt, thighs, etc.)

Body: Kissing Language (yup, it's a language)
if a kiss is the Language of Love,
then we have a lot to talk about it...
methods of Love....

+kiss on the ear------"i'm horny"
+kiss on the cheek----"we're friends"
+kiss on the hand-----"i adore you"
+kiss on the neck------"we belong together"

+kiss on the shoulder-----"i want you"
+kiss on the lips------------"i love you" or "i want you"
+holding hands--------"we can learn to love each other"

+a wink-------------------"Let's get it on"
+slap on the butt----"thats mine"
+playing with the ear----"i can't live without you"

+holding on tight----"don't let go"
+looking into each other's eyes-----"let's get romantic"

+pulling hair on head----"tell me you love me"
+arms around the waist---"i love you too much to let go"

=advice=
if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare...

Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school
He told his friends that it was cool
And when he pulled the trigger back
It shot with a great crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

But Mommy, when I went school that day
I never said goodbye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go
But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun
He hit me and another, And all because Johnny
Got the gun from his older brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Chris; my boyfriend;
That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother;
I'll be waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends;
That they always were the best;
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class
And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this
Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.

hot friends:





Lyrics to Auden and Skyler
Dashboard confessional X Hands down
Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we
realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

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