2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sits down on the couch*

2008-05-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Curls up on his bed, trying to sleep*

2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *lays back, looking up at the ceiling*

2008-05-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Gets up after a few minutes, walking back and curling up by his legs on the sofa, still shivering* I dont wanna sleep alone..

2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *glances down at her* are you cold?

2008-05-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Not much..It's fine.

2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you sure... *sits up slightly*

2008-05-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods, curling up tighter*

2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright....

2008-05-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why did he beg me to do something I didn't wanna then leave me?

2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: what are you talking about

2008-05-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: He made me stay..Then left.

2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: who...

2008-05-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Jin..

2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly sitting up*

2008-05-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Glances at him before closing her eyes tightly*

2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *pulls her into his arms*

2008-05-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Stiffens as he embraces her* Why are you so nice to me?

2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why not

2008-05-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I mean because you're not a generally kind person..

2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly*

2008-05-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It's confusing..

2008-05-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: im sorry...

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: No your not.. *Closes her eyes and shrugs* But I don't care.

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: try and get some rest

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Am I right?

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i am sorry...

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why?

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because....your confused and uncertain

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: So what's your point?

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you shouldnt be

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why? Do you even realise what 'The Life of Leyla' Is like?

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why dont you tell me

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shakes slightly, closing her eyes*

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: leyla...

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Dark..

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: nevermind.....just get some sleep

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Is that your real name?

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: yes...its my real name

2008-05-29 [shadows of life]: (Shade) *appears in Ty library and start looking around*

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Well if I was ever to have a kid i'd call them a normal name..

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i dont mind it

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It's weird..No offense.

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: none taken

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Lays a hand on her stomach* What would you pick?

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: for a name?

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Yeah..

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: hmmm...i dont know

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I spent ages thinking about it..Now there's no point..

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why not

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs slightly*

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: thats not an anwser

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You think i'm ever gonna trust anyone again?

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i think you will....over time

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: No I won't..

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Anyway..Nobody would ever want to..Not with me.

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i would...

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: What? I'm sure you have better options..

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: like what

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I dont know..

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: hmmm...

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: What? *Curls up tighter, holding her stomach*

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: nothing

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You sure? *Raises a brow*

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: yeah...

2008-05-29 [shadows of life]: Walks down through the library

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly then sighs* What's wrong with me..?

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i dont see anything wrong with you

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I see everything wrong..

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: maybe you just need to look at things in a diffrent light

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I'm disgusting...

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you are not

2008-05-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Says who? You?

2008-05-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: yes me

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Hn. You're alone on that one..

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright then

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You know..I thought my luck might have changed before..

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: and you dont think it has?

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Hell no..

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Is there anything lucky happening to me? No. I must have been one hell of a bitch in my previous life..

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he smirked slightly*

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Opens her eyes, staring at the wall* What?

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smiles* nothing

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Finee. *Sighs softly* I feel like a lap dog..

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *chuckles softly* why's that

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I'm curled up on your lap..Good enough answer?

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: im not making you stay there

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: But you pulled me here..And it would mean unravelling..

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smirks*

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Whaaatt??

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: nothing...its nothing

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: That's like the millionth time..Tell me.

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: its nothing leyla

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Finee..

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *runs a hand through her hair*

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Stiffens slightly* Dark?

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: yeah...

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You okay?

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: im fine

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Alright then *Smiles weakly* (nightttt)

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ((night night)) *closes his eyes*

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sighs, her smile fading as he closes his eyes*

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you should try and get some sleep

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I'm not tired..

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you sure...

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I dont like sleeping..

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why not *shifts, getting more comfortable*

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Because I don't..

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: mmm...alright...

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why don't you go sleep?

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i was thinking about it

2008-05-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Ah..Okay.

2008-05-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly*

2008-05-30 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) *smirks slightly at her then lays her in the bed* Get comfortable, are you hungry Kristi? (Jasaira) *walks down to the castle to look it over*

2008-05-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sticks her tongue out at him then smiles slightly* Why? You offering up yourself? *Smirks* (Leyla) *Rubs her eyes softly* You alright?

2008-05-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: im fine...

2008-05-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slowly* Right...Do you ever have a different answer?

2008-05-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: nope....

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Does that mean you're lying..Or you never have a bad day?

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ill let you decide that

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why?

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I asked you..Which means I want you to answer..

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: maybe i dont feel like answering

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Then don't expect me to do it for you..*Sighs and sits up, shifting off his lap, curling up once more*

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright then

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: And also..Don't expect me to open up like a book..I think i've done that too much..and it only made things worse.

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: im not asking you to

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You asked earlier...

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: well then i apologize

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly but stays silent, closing her eyes*

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *rolls over onto his side*

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *shivers slightly at the cold air hitting the once-covered side of her*

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *pulls her back against him*

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: **Smiles slightly and glances back at him* Thanks..

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: mmmm....*drifts off to sleep*

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sighs, restlessly shifting about occasionally before pulling out of his arms slowly*

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *groans softly, shifting*

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Freezes as he moves and moves back to where she was with a small sigh* Guess ill look around later

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *starts to snore softly*

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Rolls her eyes slightly, looking slowly around the room* How is it so clean after he left two bleeding girls in here...

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shifts away from her*

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Glances at him before slowly sitting up again* ~Jin..Why did you run away?~

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) ~leave me alone...~

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~What the hell is your problem!? You begged me to stay so I bloody stayed!~

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~how can you trust him! he tried to kill you before!~

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Where the hell else could I go? And who said I trusted him?~

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~you seem to trust him just fine to me~

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~You aren't even here..~

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~i dont need to be~

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Oh yeah? Why's that?~

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~because you have him now...~

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~I have no one..~

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~i guess so....~

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Why did you ask me to stay?~

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~because i wanted you to stay....with me...~

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~That would mean staying with them..~

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~no it dosent...~

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Oh yeah because you have a house dont you..~

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~i could find one~

2008-06-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~It's too late..Go back to the perfect couple~

2008-06-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~i dont want to go back~

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Why?~

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~because....they act as if im not even there...~

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Hn. Maybe it's better..~

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~i doubt it...~

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~You don't even know..You're a spoilt brat~

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~how am i a spoild brat!~

2008-06-02 [shadows of life]: ((What a solid brat?))

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((Lmao)) ~You are! It's ridiculous..You have so many people who love you and argue about who gets to take care of you, and you think you aren't getting enough attention so you push it all away?~

2008-06-02 [shadows of life]: ((weird typo))

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~your the one who dosent know anything!~

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Like what!?~

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~nevermind...it dosent even matter anymore...~

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~No! Tell me what you know that I don't!~

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~no!~

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~ Then leave me the hell alone!~ *Looks down as tears start to fall down her cheeks*

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~fine!~ *sinks to the ground pulling up his knees*

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Looks down at Dark, laying back next to him* Please be okay.. *Sobs softly*

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *dark woke up, wrapping his arms around her*

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Do you r-really like me?

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: yes, i do

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ..Why? I'm a horrible person.

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you are not

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Then why?

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because your strong

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Hn..I'm nothing..

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: dont say that...

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Breaks down into tears* Does this look strong to you?

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *holds her close* yes

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: That's crap..Crying is pathetic and it's all I seem to do..

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: its not pathetic

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Whatever you say..

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *rubs her back gently*

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Wipes her face, waiting until she's calm before looking up at him* Dark..I still don't understand..

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: dont understand what

2008-06-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Everything..

2008-06-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: most people dont