2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *growls deeply, snapping the wolf's neck*

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Backs up against a tree, watching them, almost frozen with fear*

2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *pushes the limp werewolf off of him before standing and brushing himself off*

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Your..shoulder..Its bleeding..*Frowns, confused*

2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks over at his shoulder, running his fingers through the blood* it is isnt it

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why did you do that..? *presses herself further against the tree*

2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks at her* do what

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ..Save me?

2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he shrugged slightly, ignoring the pain in his shoulder* it was reflex

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Oh..*Looks down slightly* I can bandage it if you want?

2008-05-20 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) *hugs her tightly with a nod then they appear at his place*

2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: it should be fine

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Holds him tightly at the waist, sobbing softly* (L) *Nods slightly* I should..go..

2008-05-20 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) *sighs and continues to hold her* Let it all out

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (K) Why isn't it easy? I mean what if this isnt the first time..?

2008-05-20 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) You let him in your heart, I don't know if this is the first time or not...I'm sorry...

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: He doesn't even trust me..But hey..I dont think anyone does or should..

2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no, its too dangerous for you to go off by yourself (dai) *rolls over looking at the ceiling*

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I'm nobodys responsibility..just go..

2008-05-20 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) I trust you

2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) are you sure

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You shouldnt..Not after how I treat people..*Raises her head to look up at him, tear tracks staining her cheeks* (L) You're just like the rest of them..

2008-05-20 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) *lifts a hand and wipes her tears with his thumb* You don't treat them as bad as I do

2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: just like what *raises a brow*

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles slightly* But you treat me great..(L) Everyone else..

2008-05-20 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) And you're the only one that I do *smirks*

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Then i'm glad you do..*Hugs him tighter to her for a moment*

2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: and hows that

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Leyla) You'll only hurt me in the end..

2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you dont know that

2008-05-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Hn. Because you have a sparkling record?

2008-05-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smirks slightly* people change

2008-05-20 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) *hugs her back just as tight* I won't treat you any less

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Looks down and sighs* No they don't. (Kristi) Thanks..*Kisses his cheek lightly half asleep* You really are amazing..

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) *gets out of bed, going to look for kristi (dark) why do you say that

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Leyla) Because it's true..

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) not always

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Stop it..Stop..

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: stop what

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Just..This! Whatever it is your doing or planning just stop!

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: im not planning anything

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Right..*Let's herself drop to the floor, physically and emotionally exhausted*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks over, picking her up*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Pushes against his chest, frowning and kicking* Stop!!

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: stop it leyla

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: NO!!! Put me down!

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *growls softly* knock it off!

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Feels his grip tightening as he growls and abruptly stops, looking down silently, still gripping his shirt tightly*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs slightly, loosening his grip on her slightly*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why are you doing this?

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because i can *starts walking*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Buries her head against his neck, her fresh tears running onto his chest*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *keeps walking till they come to a small clearing*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Finally loosens her grip on his shirt as they stop, mumbling* Where are we?

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: somewhere safe *he sat down with her still in his arms*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Looks around for a moment before, slowly edging out of his arms*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: where are you going

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Pulls more forcefully*Somewhere.

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *pulls her back* thats not a good enough answer

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I don't know, okay!? *Growls, pushing feebly against his grip*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *holds her close*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why wont you just let me leave!?

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because i as i said before its too dangerous for you to be off on your own

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Looks up at him, confused* But why?

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because...

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: That isn't an answer..

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: its enough of an answer for me

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: But not for me!

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why do you want to know so bad

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Narrows her eyes, mimicking his voice* Because.

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because i want to *closes his eyes*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why do you want to? 

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because i do....

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Frowns* whatever...

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly, his arms loosening around her again as he started to drift off*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Starts to pull away again*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *lets her go, some of his blood staining her clothes*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Looks guiltily at his shoulder, pulling back his shirt gently*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *tenses slightly*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Shh..*Rips his shirt down the middle and pulls it into long strips, starting to bandage around his shoulder*

2008-05-21 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) *smiles slightly* You need to rest, let's get you to bed *lifts her in his arms and heads to a room nearby* you are always safe with me

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Kristi) I'm fine, really..*Squeaks softly as she is unexpectedly lifted from her feet, her arms automatically wrapping around his neck* Kikote..Honestly.

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *shifts slightly under her touch*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Wraps his shoulder tightly, and, after half an hour, pulls the last knot tightly, whispering gently under her breath* There..

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *opens his eyes slowly*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Glances at him, turning away quickly*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *looks over at his shoulder, his voice raspy* why did you do that...

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You were bleeding on me. *Stares at the ground, careful to keep her voice monotone and serious*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: sorry...*he lets his eyes drift closed again*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Pulls out of his arms and stands* Whatever..

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: go if you want....im not going to stop you this time....

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Good..But I was only going to move off you so you werent uncomfortable..

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i was fine, you dont have to move if you dont want to...

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Not bothered..*Sits a few metres away and sighs shuddering softly*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: are you cold?

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Wraps her arms around herself* I'm fine.

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you sure

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Of course I am!

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright....no need to yell....

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Lays down on her side, shivering as it starts to rain*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks up at the sky before getting up and walking over to her*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Glances at him, curling up tightly as he comes closer, trying in vain to hide her discomfort*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sits down next to her, pulling her into his lap*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Starts to protest but goes silent, sighing defeatedly*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *holds her close, shielding her from the rain as best he could*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I don't understand..But thank you..*Leans up to kiss his cheek but hesitates*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods slightly, brushing he hair back*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Quickly pulls back, turning her face away*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: whats wrong...

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Nothing..*mumbles softly, keeping her gaze on the ground*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright....*starts to drift off again*

2008-05-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sighs, letting her eyes close reluctantly*

2008-05-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *his breathing started to slow as he kept leyla close to him*

2008-05-23 [Sir William]: ((anybody miss me?))

2008-05-23 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Where have you been?) *Sighs softly, still trying to calm the immense fear coursing through her*

2008-05-24 [Sir William]: ((Military Academy))

2008-05-24 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he squeezed her a little tighter before letting his arms relax again*

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((...What fun?:P)) *Wraps her arms around herself, new tears forming as she thinks deeply*

2008-05-25 [shadows of life]: ~Hey Kristi would Phe have any book on weres?~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Kristi) ~I have no idea...Why?~

2008-05-25 [shadows of life]: (Shade) ~just wondering, that been i going to have to look thought Ty's library's~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Well if anyone's gonna have books on werewolves it'll be him~

2008-05-25 [shadows of life]: (Shade) ~Yeah, it just there going to a lot of them, i thought it be easier if Phe had some~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~I don't know...~

2008-05-25 [shadows of life]: ~it ok, i'll just look though Ty's i bet i can find what i'm looking for there~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Alright..~

2008-05-25 [shadows of life]: ~Thanks anywhy Kristi~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Mm...~

2008-05-25 [shadows of life]: *Shade appears in Ty's library* ~So what you been up to~

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *starts to snore softly*

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Kristi) ~Crying..Mostly..~ (Leyla) *Whispers softly into the darkness before pulling away from Dark slowly, trying not to wake him*

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *shifts slightly but dosent wake up*

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Leyla) *Pulls out of his arms fully and runs into the forest* ~Dai...~

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) *stops when he hears leyla* ~y-yeah...~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Why?~

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~why what...~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Just why?! To everything!~

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~i dont know...~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~That's not an answer~

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~what answer do you want~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~The truth...~

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~i told you the truth~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Which was?~

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs* ~that i love you....just not in the same way as i do kristi....~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Then why did you-...-kiss me?~ *Looks down, tears spilling onto her cheeks.

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~i dont know....~

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~...~ *Looks down her crying intensifying*

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *appears behind her, wrapping his arms around her tightly* i guess i wanted soo much for you to be happy again that i really wasent thinking about what i was doing..."

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Rests her hands on his arms before pulling them from around her slowly, turning to look up at him* You failed...

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: and im sorry leyla....im so sorry *looks down at her*

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shakesher head and sighs, walking back towards Dark* Me too..Sorry I ever said anything...

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *reaches out for her* leyla.....

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I think it's a little too late to make me feel better with "Leyla"..Don't you? *Glances at him over her shoulder for a few minutes before running back towards dark*

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs, looking away as he let his hand fall back to his side*

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~I may love you..But i'm not happy I do..~ *Stops at the edge of the clearing, watching Dark* ~I'm sorry..~

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *shifts in his sleep* (dai) *turns, walking away*

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Runs to Dark ignoring her better judgement and hugs him tightly, burying her face onto his good shoulder as she cries*

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *grunts softly when leyla hugs him, opening his eyes*

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Mumbles "I'm sorry" repeatedly as she sobs, clinging to Dark tightly*

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *wraps his arms around her tightly* shhh....

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Pulls her face away to look up at him, flushed with tears covering her soft cheeks* B-but..H-he-...

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *brushes the tears away with his thumbs* he what...

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Looks down, her quiet voice breaking as she hiccups and sniffles* He doesn't love me...

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *pulls her close to him, hugging her tightly*

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: H-he..Kissed me...Then...Kissed her..Why does everyone love her?

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i dont know...

2008-05-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You liked her didnt you...They said you did something...

2008-05-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i did something to her yes....but only to hurt dai

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why?

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly*

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Let's go of him, looking down* Sorry about that..

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: its alright *keeps his arms wrapped around her*

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Thinks for a long moment before glancing up at him, her voice almost inaudible* Is that what i'm for? Hurting him?

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks down at her* no....i wouldnt use you like that

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Looks down, sighingand muttering under her breath* I wouldn't care if you were...

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you sure about that...i can be pretty cruel

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Looks away and shrugs* What more could you do?

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you dont want to know...

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I doubt there's anything much..

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *chuckles darkly* now your just asking for me to use you

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shakes her head, twisting around to face away from him*

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *pulls her close, nuzzling her neck lightly* sorry...i didnt mean that

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Yes you did..But I dont care..

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you do care though

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs slightly* You're making me feel loved..So I don't...

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: mmhmmm....so you say

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: How would you know anything about me or what I think?!

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i never said i did...your just easy to read *stands slowly with her still in his arms*

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Put me down..

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why not?!

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: maybe i dont want to *shifts her in his arms before starting to walk*

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Growls* Whatever!

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smirks slightly*

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sighs softly* Where are we going?

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: somewhere

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Which is...?

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you'll see....

2008-05-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Well I wanna know now!

2008-05-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why