2008-04-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs* dosent matter to me

2008-04-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It's your choice..Cant thinkof anything?

2008-04-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: hmmm....want to go for a walk?

2008-04-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Do I get to be carried? Piggyback, maybe?

2008-04-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: if thats what you want

2008-04-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: That's what i'd love..*Smiles brightly*

2008-04-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smiles* alright then

2008-04-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Grins and wraps her legs around his waist* Let's go..

2008-04-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *stands, wrapping his arms around back to hold her up*

2008-04-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Thanks..

2008-04-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no problem *starts walking*

2008-04-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Dai..I want you to know..I'd never hurt you intentionally..I love YOU..No doubt...

2008-04-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i know....

2008-04-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Good..*Hugs him tightly, squeezing her eyes shut*

2008-04-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks out of the gardens and into the nearby trees*

2008-04-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sighs softly and rests her head on his shoulder* You know..I even doubted that you were coming back..

2008-04-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs* im sorry....i would have come back sooner if i could have

2008-04-25 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It's fine..I just..missed you I guess..

2008-04-25 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods slightly* i wont leave you again....i promise

2008-04-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles and nuzzles his neck lightly*

2008-04-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smiles, holding her a little closer* anywhere you want to go

2008-04-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You choose my dear..

2008-04-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: hmmmm....

2008-04-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Where you thinking? (Leyla) *Slowly walks back to the castle, her eyes dry*

2008-04-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) how about a little vacation? (jin) *walks downstairs*

2008-04-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Where to? (Leyla) *Looks up at the castle and sighs deeply walking into the vast garden*

2008-04-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: my mother's house

2008-04-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Kristi) I'd love to..But what about Jin and Leyla? They need you.. (Leyla) *Sits under a large widespread tree*

2008-04-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jin) *sits in the livngroom* (dai) *sighs* your right...

2008-04-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Probably why I never had kids I guess.. It's ok..We can go later..(Leyla) *Glances up as she hears rustling and frowns*

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: sure

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Dont worry..Anywhere with you is pretty good.. (Leyla) *Watches Kristi and Dai, confused*

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smiles slightly* you sure about that

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Hmm maybe..95% sure..*Grins*

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *chuckles softly, feeling leyla close he frowns slightly*

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Hey..You ok? Not getting heavy am I? *Smirks*

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: "no....your fine..." looks around

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: "What is it? Seriously?" (Leyla) Turns and climbs up the tree quickly.

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: its nothing, dont worry about it ~leyla..where are you hiding~

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Nods slightly,leaning her head on his shoulder. (Leyla) ~Im not hiding..I'm sitting..~

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~no, your hiding...~

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~I am not..~

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~fine then, why are you out here by yourself~

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Not a crime..~

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs*

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: "Dai..Are you sure?" (L) Turns away from them to face the tree trunk.

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: yeah....you hungry?

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Nah..I think I might go sleep..

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: want to go back to the castle then

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Yeah..*Smiles, both of them appearing in her room* Thanks..

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sits down on the bed*

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Kisses his cheek lightly* You worried about them?

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: who...

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Jin and Leyla..Just a guess..Because you look worried..

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly* i guess so....

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods and kisses him softly* They'll be ok..

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *kisses back* jin should be...but i dont know about leyla....

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why? What happened? *Frowns slightly*

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alot....

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Maybe you should check on them while I sleep..?

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: yeah...i need to talk to leyla... *looks down slightly*

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Leans forward and pecks him on the lips* Then go..

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smiles slightly at her* ill wait till you fall asleep

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly* You know I trust you with anything..That's why I love you..*Smiles slightly as she closes her eyes half-asleep*

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i know *runs his fingers lightly through her hair*

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It'll be ok..*Sighs, falling asleep*

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *leans down, kissing her cheek before walking out of the room*

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (L) *Leans her head against the trunk* (K) *curls up on the bed* 

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~leya...~

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~What?~ Feels tears brimming at the corners of her eyes.

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~can we talk...~

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~We're talking aren't we..?~

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~you know what i mean....please~

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Fine. I'm in a tree..~

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~that tells me alot~ appears outside

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Sighs softly wiping her eyes to check, whispering softly, "I'm here"

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks up into the trees before appearing next to her*

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Glances at him before leaning her head against the tree* It's okay..I'm fine.

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you dont look fine...whats wrong

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs slightly* Nothing..

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: tell me leyla....

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You wanted to talk..What about?

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: im sorry....

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I dont understand..

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i upset you....

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Did you? When?

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i know you saw me with kristi...

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: So? What's your point?

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks at her*

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Closes her eyes, sighing softly*

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i never meant to hurt you....

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly* Mmm

2008-04-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs, kissing her cheek lightly before disapering*

2008-04-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Feels the held back tears, spilling down her cheeks* ~Why?~

2008-04-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: appears by the river ~why what....~

2008-04-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Just why? Everything..~

2008-04-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~its hard he explain...~

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Whatever..~ *Sighs softly, climbing slowly down the tree, slipping and screaming silently as she feels her stomach wound rip slightly*

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks down at himself in the water*

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *coughs softly before standing, groaning softly in pain as she walks into the trees*

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs as he sits down, throwing a stone into the water*

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *walks back to her old house, a hand press against her stomach as she sits in front of it, whispering softly*

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *drops his head into his hands, closing his eyes tightly*

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((xD We need someone else lol or another character)) *Looks at her dress, seeing slight bloodstains and sighs* great...I'm tainted disgusting...And bleeding.

2008-04-29 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) *gazes at the landscape and sighs*

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *appears next to kristi in her bed, wrapping his arms around her carefully*

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Kristi) *Shifts slightly and opens her eyes a little* dai..?

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *speaks softly, nuzzling her neck to try and hide his face* sorry....didnt mean to wake you...

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I sleep light...It's a good plan when people are usually out to kill you..*Smirks and strokes his hair lazily with one hand*

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he sighed softly, closing his eyes tight*

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Are you alright? Or are you sleeping on my comfortable bed against my comfortable neck?

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why do i always end up making things worse....

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Whatever it is it'll be okay...*Pulls him closer and sighs* For once ill let you fall asleep if you want.

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *wraps his arms a little tighter around her* i dont feel like sleeping....

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slowly and closes her eyes* If I fall asleep just nudge me..*Chuckles softly*

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no its ok...you sleep

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Nah..If I sleep too much i'll go crazy...Or do you just wanna laugh at me while I sleep huh?

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smiles slightly, nuzzling he neck some more* i would never do that

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Oh yeah? *smirks* even if I snored reeeeally loud? And made weird noises?

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: nope

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Daaamn...Ain't that nicee..

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *chuckles softly*

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Well if ya don't wanna sleep what are ya gonna get at? I mean..What are you wanting to do?

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly* mind if i just hold you for awhile?

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: S'all good by me..

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smiles slightly* thanks....

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You're welcome..Not like I can complain..*Laughs*

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *lets his eyes drift closed* yeah....

2008-04-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Cheer up...Okay?

2008-04-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods slightly*

2008-05-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Hugs him tighter* And people say I get emotional..

2008-05-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *holds her close* i must look pretty pathetic...

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Hush..You dont..

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly*

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Smilee?

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: do i have to?

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Yes. Because I say so.

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *forces a smile*

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Crap. But oh well..So what happened?

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shakes his head* i hurt leyla...

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: How..?

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: becuase i broke some promises i made

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ..Informative.. Like what?

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: its nothing, dont worry about it

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: But Dai...

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: please kristi....

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Alright but she's fragile..You need to explain..(Should we have dark appear by Ley?)

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i cant....((if you want))

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You can try..(Sounds good :])

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) *sighs* (dark) *steps out from the shadows*

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You dont have to right now..But one day you'll have to.. (Leyla) *Sits whispering and carving with difficultyinto a stone*

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) *nods slightly* (dark) *smirks, watching her*

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Leyla) *Growls, tears spilling from her eyes* (K) Alright..

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *walks closer having cut his hair like dai's* leyla.... 

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why are ynu here? Shouldnt you be with her?

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *sighs softly* im sorry, i never meant to hurt you

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Whatever...You did anyway..

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sits down next to her*

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: What you want?

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i wanted to tell you that i was sorry and that i was wrong to go back to kristi....

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Right whatever..

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks over at her* please leyla....

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Please what?

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: forgive me

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why..?

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because i love you...

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You love her..

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i thought i loved her, now i know it wasent true

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: No one loves me especially not you..

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *wraps his arms around her* but i do love you leyla

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Looks down and sighs, resting a hand on his arm* I bet you dont..

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: how can i make you believe me then

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs slightly and turns in his arms, pressing her cheek to his chest hugging him*

2008-05-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *holds her close, kissing the top of her head*

2008-05-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Sorry..I love you..

2008-05-03 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *whispers softly* i love you too

2008-05-03 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles very slightly, holding him tight*

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *runs his fingers through her hair gently*

2008-05-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Lifts her head to look up at him, a shadow of a smile on her face*

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smiles down at her* am i forgiven now?

2008-05-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Frowns slightly and shrugs* You dont need forgiving do you?

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly* i dont know, do i

2008-05-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You dont.. *Leans up to kiss him but stops a cm away*

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *leans in the rest of the way, kissing her softly*

2008-05-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Turns her head so the kiss lands on her cheek* You dont..Because you're not Dai..

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks at her* what do you mean

2008-05-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I'm not completely retarded..It's the eyes..*Smiles weakly, turning her head to face him back again, leaning back slightly*

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *narrows his eyes slightly at her*

2008-05-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why are you here..?

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smirks* cause i can be

2008-05-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles slightly and slowly pulls out of his arms*

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *tightens his arms around her* and where do you think your going

2008-05-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Well, I was going to continue attempting to make a gravestone..And probably fail miserably..*Looks down, moving her arms from around him*

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: and why would you want to do something like that

2008-05-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Because..I do..

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: hmmm...

2008-05-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Pulls his arms gently* Please..Let me do this..No one else will do it..

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs slightly letting her go*

2008-05-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles and turns, sitting crosslegged while picking up the large stone, carving neatly but very slowly into it with a smaller stone*

2008-05-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs slightly letting her go*