[fu**(fuse)]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2009-07-25
Written: (5599 days ago)

Why do you build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup baby just to
let me down (Let me down)
And mess me around
And then worst of all (Worst of all)
You never call baby
When you say you will (Say you will)
But I love you still
I need you (I need you)
More than anyone darlin'
You know that I have from the start

So build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup
Don't break my heart
I'll be over at ten
You tell me time and again
But you're late
I wait around and then
I went to the door
I can't take any more
It's not you
You let me down again

Baby Baby
Try to find a little time
And I'll make you happy
I'll be home
I'll be waiting beside the phone
Waiting for you.

Why do you build me up....
To you I'm a toy
But I could be the boy
You adore
If you'd just let me know
Although you're untrue
I'm attracted to you
All the more
Why do I need you so Baby Baby.....

ooh ooh ooh
Why do build me up .....

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Written about Tuesday 2009-06-16
Written: (5638 days ago)

Hey People Of Elfpack.

My friend kinda needs some prayer. You see, My friend Sam, well his friend Hannah has a kidney failure. So anyone who prays, please keep them in your prayers. It'll mean the world to me!

Thank you.

[fu**(fuse)]

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Written about Tuesday 2009-04-07
Written: (5708 days ago)

Check This Out! Mines Oct.24-white! And its like SOOO Me! :D
is yours so you?



December 23rd~ January 1st = Red
January 2nd ~ January 11th = Orange
January 12th ~ January 24th = Yellow
January 25th ~ February 3rd = Pink
February 4th ~ February 8th = Blue
February 9th ~ February 18th = Green
February 19th ~ February 28th = Brown
March 1st ~ March 10th = Aqua
March 11th ~ March 20th = Lime
March 21st = Black
March 22nd ~March 31st = Purple
April 1st ~ April 10th = Navy
April 11th ~ April 20th = Silver
April 21st ~ April 30th = White
May 1st ~ May 14th = Blue
May 15th ~ May 24th = Gold
May 25th ~ June 3rd= Cream
June 4th ~ June 13th = Grey
June 14th ~ June 23rd = Maroon
June 24th = Grey
June 25th ~ July 4th = Red
July 5th ~ July 14th = Orange
July 15th ~ July 25th = Yellow
July 26th ~ August 4th = Pink
August 5th ~ August 13th = Blue
August 14th ~ August 23rd = Green
August 24th ~ September 2nd = Brown
September 3rd ~ September 12th = Aqua
September 13th ~ September 22nd = Lime
September 23rd = Olive
September 24th ~October 3rd = Purple
October 4th ~ October 13th = Navy
October 14th ~ October 23rd = Silver
October 24th ~ November 11th = White
November 12th ~ November 21st = Gold
November 22nd ~ December 1st = Cream
December 2nd ~ December 11th = Grey
December 12th ~ December 21st = Maroon
December 22nd = Teal

*RED* Cute and lovable type, You are picky but always in love...and liked to be loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be "moody" at times. Capable with people nice, soft, and that can love you for the way you are. Likes people that are easy to talk to and can make you feel comfortable. >

*CREAM* Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are trustworthy, and very out going. You choose love carefully, and don't fall in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go for a long time.

*TEAL* You are mostly interested in your looks. And have high standards in picking love. You think and make a solution precisely, and hardly make stupid mistakes. You like to lead and it is easy for you to make new friends.You are very competitive and love to be first.

*GREY* You are attractive and active. You never hide your feelings and express everything that's inside. But can be selfish at times. You want to be noticed, and don't like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up peoples day. You know what to say at the right time and you have good sense of humor.

*GREEN* You get along well with new people. You are not really a shy person, but sometimes you can hurt people's feelings by your words... You like to be loved and noticed by your lover, but mostly you are single, waiting for the right person.

*GOLD* You know what's right and what's wrong. You are cheerful and out going. It's hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the right person, you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.

*PINK* You are always trying your best in everything, and like to help and care for other people. But you are not easily satisfied. You have negative thoughts, and you look for romantic love like in a fairytale.

*YELLOW* You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people and have a strong leadership towards relationships. You make good decision and make the right choice at the right time. And always dreaming of romantic relationship.

*MAROON* You are intelligent and know what's right. You like to make things go your way, which can sometimes cause trouble for not thinking about other people's feelings. But you're patient when it comes to love. Once you get a hold of the right person, it's hard for you to find a better love.

*ORANGE* You are responsible for your own actions, and you know how to treat people. You always have goals to reach and you really work hard to get there, you are competitive. Your friends are really important to you and you appreciate what you have, you sometimes over react that's because you are sensitive.

*PURPLE* You are mysterious, never selfish and get interested in things easily. Your day can be sad or happy depending on your mood. You are popular between friends but you can act stupid at times, and forget things easily. You go for a person that's trustworthy.

*LIME* You are calm, but easily stressed out. You get jealous easily, and complain over little things. You can't get stuck into one thing, but you have a capable personality for everyone to trust you and like you.

*SILVER* You are imaginative and fun, you love trying new things. You like to challenge yourself and you learn things easily, you're easy to talk to and you give good advice. When it comes to friendship, you find it hard to trust someone, but once you find the right friend, you trust them forever.

*BLACK* You are challenging, and have the "guts". But you don't like changes in your life. And once you make a decision, you keep it that way for a long time. Your love life is also challenging, and different.

*OLIVE* You are warm and light hearted. You seem to flow well with friends and family. You don't like violence and know what's right. You are kind and cheerful, people that are easy to talk but don't envy other people easily.

*BROWN* You are active and sportive. It's hard for other people to become close with you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find out you can't get something, you give up and let go easily as well.

*BLUE* You may have low self-esteem, and can be very picky. You are artistic and like to fall in love, but you let your love pass by, by loving with your mind, not your heart.

*NAVY* You are attractive, and love your life. You have a strong feeling towards everything. And very easily distracted. Once you get angry at someone, its hard for you to forgive them.

*WHITE* You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous easily and you don't react to things easily. You are different and sometimes weird, but everyone loves that in you.

*AQUA* Your feelings change suddenly and easily. You are always lonely, and like traveling. You are truthful, but listen and believe other people too easily. It's hard to find love for you, and you get lost in love easily, Sometimes get hurt by love.

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Written about Thursday 2009-03-12
Written: (5734 days ago)

just for fun ^^

001: Name: Bekah
002: NickName: Smartie ^^
003: Country of living: America
004: Shoe Size: 8 1/2
005: Birthday: October 24
006: Hair Color: red
007: Eye Color: Hazel
008: School/Work: skool
009: Smoke: no
010: Hobbys: Dancing, collecting notes..
011: Brothers/Sisters: 2 bros 2 sis.
012: Relationship: none at the moment
013: Piercings: yeah! ears, gauges size 8
014: Tattos: no
015: Favorite country to go to: England!
016: Are there people you wont reply to: Yes
017: Nicest person you met this year: [sully]
018: Person you rather not meet this year: Toria TerriBITCHiea
019: Who would you like to meet: honestly, [sully]..
020: Who do you admire most: My brother,josh
021: Most sexy person(s): Andrew Jollie ^^
023: Favorite car: o.o?
024: Favorite Movie: Little Mrs. Sunshine
025: Favorite City: London
026: Favorite Music: Techno
027: Favorite Stuffed Toy: Big Dog ^^
028: Favorite Perfume: hmm..
029: Favorite Magazine: 17
030: Favorite sound: Rawr!
031: Favorite Tv Show: What I Like About You
032: Favorite writer: Homer
033: Favorite Nickname: Snugglebutt
034: What is on your mouse pad: a lil peanut man!
035: What is under your bed: Oh, God only knows..
036: Favorite Color: Orange
037: Favorite song: -
038: Favorite song at this moment: Fishheads
039: Favorite Food: pizza
040: Favorite class in school: Digital Communications
041: Favorite Drink: Mountain dew
042: Lucky Number: 8
043: What do you think is the greatest thing about yourself: My eyes
044: What deodorant do you use: Dove
045: Favorite Shoes: Purple flats
046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays: 11
047: What word do you use most: what?
048: Most romantic moment in your life: my first kiss
049: Most embrassing moment in your life: i dont remember..
050: You spend your time outside or inside: Mostly inside
051: What do you do in the weekends: hanging with evey ^^
052: What class on school do/did you dislike most: math
053: Your Breakfast: none
054: What do you really, really dislike to eat: beats
055: Pets: -
056: Laugh or dream: Dream
057: Serious or funny: funny
058: Fast or slow: fast!
059: You prefer being alone or have relationship with someone: Difficult choice....
060: Simple or complicated?: Simply complicated ^^
061: Cremate or Buried when you die: Buried
063: Stay up late or go to bed early: go to bed early
064: Light or dark?: dark
065: Speak or Silence: Silence
066: Do you like a Tall or small women: neither, im straight
067: Newspaper or Television: TV
068: Hug or kiss: both ^^
069: Happy or Sad: Happy ^^
070: Life or Death: Life
071: Gig or Disco: O.o
072: Left or Right: right
073: Sausages on top, or on the side: hmm..top!
074: Brunets or Blondes: brunets
075: What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: whats your fav color? 8D
076: You believe in reincarnation: no
077: You believe in Aliens: ja!.
078: When you die, what will be your last words?: bobbylou!
079: Does true love exist: yeah!
080: How many kids would you like to have: umm.. 2
081: What is the one thing you can't stand: lieing ugly fat posers named toira
082: Best feeling: love
083: Worst feeling in the world: Being unaccepted
084: What are you afraid of: getting old
085: Are you an emotional person: yeah
086: Do you ever cry during a movie: Yeah!
087: Your goal in life: Go live in London! >;D
088: What was the promise you made to yourself at New Years Eve: To lose 20 lbs.
089: Favorite art-artist: -
090: As what animal would you like to come back as: cat ^^
091: What is the most beautiful part on the female/male body: their face
092: Most original place to ask your love to marry you: at Wal-mart
093:What do you think of Elftown: I LOVE ELFTOWN!
094: Is there something you miss about elftown: my friends
095: Where did you get this question list: I infiltrated someones EP page, took it.
096: Besides elftown, what do you do most on your PC: ...elfpack
097: Is there a question you missed in this all: I don't think so
098: Whats the most annoying thing that people ask you?: What?
099: Do you get in trouble a lot: ..maybe.
100: Is there a question you missed in this all: erh...no?

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Written about Wednesday 2009-03-04
Written: (5742 days ago)

=D

BANG BANG!! *people fall over with bloody heads* MOOHAHAHAHAHAHHAhahahahhaa! BANG BING BOO BUM PONG PING PANG POO!!!! *more people die* TEHEHHEEHHEHEEE!! OINK! *a piggy falls from the sky and lands on a baby, the baby dies* Ahha? Awh wait, thats not cool....THATS FREAKIN' AWESOME!! GIGGLEGIGGLEGIGGLEGIGGLEGIGGLE!!!

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Written about Sunday 2009-02-08
Written: (5767 days ago)

Hey! im writing a story! ^^ *ish proud of self*. check it out and tell me what you think..

Victor

I stood at the edge of the woods, searching for my dog, Wolf. I scanned the edge of the woods, calling his name, “Wolf! Wolf? Here boy!” At that I heard a faint bark. I knew it was Wolf. A bit of hope danced in my stomach. “Wolf?” I called again, sounding hopeful. Just then I heard another bark, then a whimper. Oh crap I thought as I ran thoughtlessly into the woods. “Wolf? Wolf! Come here boy!” I called again. I went several feet into the woods before hearing another bark. I followed the sound for what felt like forever, until I realized I didn’t know where I was, and it was starting to get dark. “Oh no” I mumbled, as the shadows around me started to grow. Suddenly there was a rustle in a nearby bush. Startled I jumped back as I peered at the oddly moving bush. All of a sudden Wolf jumped out at me, with a grin upon his face. “Wolf!” I cried happily as I petted his huge wolf like head. Just then Wolf darted into the shadows, leaving me with a confused expression. “Hey! Where are you going?” I called, running after him. As I zigged and zagged through the woods, tumbling over loose rocks and huge roots, falling over raptly, Wolf would always wait for me, apparently determined not to lose me in the huge green maze. As I followed him, I realized I still had no idea where we were. I started to get worried, looking around for signs of something I recognized, until I saw a light ahead from the thick woods. A ping of relief fluttered in me as we headed towards the light, but then something odd struck me, I realized it was pitch black out. How can this be? I thought to myself, still following my now excited dog towards the light at the edge of the woods. The light was only a few feet away when I heard a scream coming from the light. I froze. Terrified. As Wolf turned and noticed I wasn’t following anymore, he stopped and looked at me curiously. I took a deep breath and kept going, for my dog’s sake. A few moments passed. We were at the edge of the woods now, as Wolf stepped out into the blinding light, I stood, motionless, still in the shadows. I watched Wolf as he searched for me. Then he noticed me, cowering in the shadows. He barked, and I felt comforted. I took a deep breath and stepped into the blinding light.
As I blinked, rapidly letting my eyes focus in the now lighted area, I looked around; awed as for what stood in front of me was the most beautiful house. It stood timeless, graceful, and possibly hundreds of years old. It was painted off white, and stood about three stories high. Vines gracefully rounded the balcony, and down the walls. I felt my mouth drop at the sight of the glorious house. “Oh wow” I gasped, walking toward the huge door, with the timeless brass knocker, shaped as an owl’s head. I lifted the heavy knocker, and let it fall freely, making a huge noise. The noise startled me as I waited for a reply. Just then the door creaked open. Again startled, I peered into the vacant house. “H-hello?” I stammered. Thoughtlessly walking inside, leaving the door opened. Again, I felt my mouth hit the floor as I peered around the room. It was very bright, very open, and very large. It must have been originally several rooms, but the walls have been removed from most of the first floor. The back wall had been entirely replaced of glass and, beyond the shade of cedars, the lawn stretched bare to the wide river. The only thing in the room as a massive winding staircase, which dominated the west side. As I scrapped my jaw from the recently polished floor, completely forgetting about my dog, which was still playing in the massive front yard, I stumbled across the room, examining the workmanship of the staircase. Just then a strange sound came from the top of the staircase. What was that? I thought to myself as I peered up the winding staircase.

More curious than frightened, I traveled up the staircase, the boards creaking and groaning under my feet. They hold up, for they are strong. I passed by a small window that is heavily curtained, I left it be, continuing up. As I stepped up to the last stair, I stopped short. Standing, in front of me, was a teenaged boy of about 16 or 17. He has night-black hair and blazing blue eyes. Suddenly the gorgeous house seemed like nothing, compared to the boy who stood, not 10 feet from me. Just then, he turned to look at me and smiled. He has a dazzling smile I thought to myself as he said something to me, with a voice like an angel, I fell in love instantly as his words rang in my ears.
“Hello there.” He says, inching closer, slowly. I inhaled. My heart is racing. He smiles again, and I saw the hinting of fangs. My heart started to pound against my chest. “Welcome to our house.” He cooed, now right in front of me.
I stood there, dumbfounded. Staring at the unbelievably beautiful face of death. Peering into his gorgeous teal eyes. "H-hello" I managed to say; yet it was barely above a whisper. The Boy stepped closer to me, his eyes full of wonder and amusement, at the same time. "You do know what I am?" he asked slyly, never taking his eyes off my awed face. I nod. "What?" he laughed a musical note, slowly circling me, never taking his eyes off of my face. "V-vampire" I choked. He nodded. "Good, good." he mumbled. I stood there, unable to move, then I felt a bit dizzy.” Breathe" The unforgettable voice ordered from the back of my head. I obeyed. My eyes grew wide at the smell. "What is that?" I asked, once again dumbfounded. He stopped, and I froze. "What is what?" He sounded curious. He spun me around so I was facing him. He looked deeply into my eyes, as if he was looking for something. "What is what?" he asked again, a bit annoyed. "T-t-t-that s-sm-smell?" I stammered uncontrollably. "What smell?" he breathed into my face, his cold breath swirled across my face and played with my senses. I gasped, not in horror but with awe as I inhaled deeply."Ah, That smell" he frowned a bit. Thinking to himself. This time I asked the questions. "What?" I asked. Still gazing at his beauty. He turned, and walked gracefully towards the stairs and stopped short. "C'mon" he ordered, still deep in thought. Of course I obeyed. Something about this boy drew me in. And I knew I couldn’t run, even if I tried.
As we both walked down the stairs, I couldn’t help but stand several feet away. For I knew at any moment, he could turn and kill me. “W-where are we going?” I asked, fearful at where he was leading me.

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Written about Tuesday 2009-01-06
Written: (5800 days ago)

Read this, and tell me what you think.




You travel up the staircase, the boards creaking and groaning under your feet. They hold up, for they are strong. You pass by a small window that is heavily curtained, and you leave it be and continue up. As you step up to the last stair, you stop short. Standing, in front of you, is a teenaged boy of about 16 or 17. He has night-black hair and blazing blue eyes. He turns to look at you and smiles. He has a dazzling smile. He says something to you. You fall in love with his voice.
“Hello there.” He says, inching closer, slowly. You inhale. Your heart is racing. He smiles again, and you see the hinting of fangs. “Welcome to our house.” He stands right in front of you.



I stood there, dumbfounded. Stareing at the unbelieveably beautiful face of death. Peering into his gorgeous teal eyes. "H-hello" i managed to say, yet it was barely above a whisper. The Boy steped closer to me, his eyes full of wonder and amusement, at the same time. "You do know what I am?" he asks slyly, never taking his eyes off my awed face. I nod. "What?" he laughed a musical note, slowly circling me, never taking his eyes off of my face. "V-vampire" i choked. He noded. "Good, good.." he mumbled. I stood there, unable to move, then I felt a bit dizzy.."breathe" The unforgetable voice ordered from the back of my head. I obeyed. My eyes grew wide at the smell. "What is that?" i ask myself. He stopped, and i froze. "What is what?" He sounded curious. He spinned me around so i was facing him. He looked deeply into my eyes, as if he was looking for something. "What is what?" he asked again, a bit annoyed. "T-t-t-that s-sm-smell?" i stammered uncontrollably. "What smell?" he breathed into my face, his cold breath swirled across my face and played with my sences. I gasped, not in horror but with awe as i inhaled deeply."Ah, That smell" he frowned a bit. Thinking to himself. This time i asked the questions. "what?" i asked. still gasing at his beauty. He turned, and walked gracefully towards the stairs and stopped short. "C'mon" he ordered, still deep in thought. Of course i obeyed. Something about this boy drew me in. And i knew, i couldnt run..even if i tried.

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Written about Saturday 2008-12-27
Written: (5809 days ago)

i have some magic glass that lets you see inside,
a world of pain and joy, with hate and selfish pride.
look into these magic globes that see into a soul,
with a heart that burn with passion, but blood as black as coal.
through this magic window with glass tinted green,
and blue and white and black,and every thing between.
through this magic glass, where everything lives and dies,
if you want to see this magic world, just look into my eyes

By:[BARKS HAS BITE]

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