?y=400


me and alec


damn he looks better than half the girls in this school all dressed up


man arent my friends sexy as hell
and no im not in this pic

Thats me supporting MFS baby hell yeah!!!!Sing it kristen


this is my ex. Hes still a pain in my ass even after we broke up :)


these are my friends


this is one of my friends.but hes taken by one of my homegirls so no touching


thats me in the jean skirt on friday(it was skirt day for our group.I think i look fat but im really not.

Dont we just look kick ass???And Mary you need to quit feeling on Amy Damn it shes mine!!!Megan, Tiffany,Mary-Ellen,Mary,Sam, Natalie, Amy, Kristen, Becca,THE ASIAN,alexis, and me


oohh sexy*whistles*


oohhh my sexy new roomy.Georgous huh ??To bad shes taken by one of my buddies. Way to go Bunny!!!!!!

Damn!! IIf i were i guy i would be very lucky to hang out with all these hot ass chicks on my page.But it looks like im shit out of luck.
Lovers you shannon!!!

bbbbbbbbeeeeooooooottttttttccccchhhhhheeeeeees!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you brendan

woohooo hey sexy.i miss you guys so much

If you like sexy asians check this one out!!!!!!!

MOLESTATION BABY!!!!



hey whats the occasion

LINT KICKS ASS

Only one word can describe this one and its FREAK!!!jk.

Look it Chris...I <3 u !!!!!!!!!

My new poem that i wrote .Message me and tell me what you think.


Cut my arm open
Let the blood flow,
My problem is
That i never let go,
You say im a failure
That im no one to you,
If you dont really care
Then why am i still with you,
I want someone to love
And some one to care,
I just dont know why
Theres nobody there,
Cut my arm open
Let the blood flow,
My problems no more
Because im letting you go.


By: Kara Leanne Hays 5/28/05


"General Stares:


The lies we tend to see,
break us down and leave me be,
standing alone in broken arms,
living in a world with little charms.


Lies we all seem to make,
I dream and can't break,
killing the voices,
I live with all choices.


I can't seem to love,
in a world without hope,
still whispers on lying lips,
with a truth and nothing less.


I say as you look away,
"quit the fucking dream",
perfumed smiles turn to frowns,
and my eyes seem to smirk,
as I turn away, from your solidox eyes.


The people seem to continue their stares,
but I never care,
becase all they will ever do,
is stare." ~~~Chris~~~



WHATEVER I WANT TO!!



A really good friend wrote this poem out of no where for me t put on here. Its ment to describe the way i was felling at the time.


a little info. about me


LAYER ONE:
Name:kara hays
Nickname: redneck angel,carebear
Birth date: July 28, 1987
Birthplace: odessa, texas, USA
Current location:waco texas
Eye color:green/brown
Hair color: black
Height: 5'2"
Righty or lefty: lefty



LAYER TWO
Your heritage: white(what else would i want to be)
Your fears: Operations, needles, spiders
Your perfect pizza: lots of cheese and lots of meat
Goal you'd like to achieve:to prove to people that you dont have to be rich to make something out of your self


LAYER THREE
Your most overused phrase on AIM:lol
Your first thought when you wake up: i wanna go back to sleep
Your best physical feature:my eyes
Your bedtime: wen i feel tired
Your most missed memory: ...........



LAYER FOUR
Soda: Dr.P? are you american?
Best fast food joint: Pizza hut i suppose
Single or group dates: either
Adidas or Nike: NEITHER NEITHER NEITHER
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ugh, tea needs to be hot from a pot
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino





LAYER FIVE
Smoke: who me?
Cuss:all the time
Sing: why not?
Take a shower every day:of course
Have a crush(es): yes.......
Do you think you've been in love:yes
Want to go to college: yep
Like high school: yeah, i'm havin fun
Want to get married: undecided
Believe in yourself: absolutely
Get motion sickness: used t a lot but not so much any more
Think you're a health freak: semi health freak
Get along with your parents: no i havent seen them in almost 7 years
Like thunderstorms:yes
Play an instrument: no



LAYER SIX
In the past month...
Drank alcohol: yes
Smoked:yes
Done a drug: yes
Had sex:yes
Made out: yes
Gone on a date:no
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no just lots of ice cream
Eaten sushi: yes
Been on stage: yes
Gone skating: yes skateboarding
Made homemade cookies: yes
Gone skinny-dipping: no
Dyed your hair:yes
Stolen anything: yes and got caught





LAYER SEVEN
Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:yes
Been caught doing something that you should'nt be: yes.
Been called a tease:all the time
Gotten beaten up: a few times but they get what they deserve
Shoplifted: yes
Changed who you were to fit in: absolutely not



LAYER EIGHT
Age you hope to be married: no idea
Numbers and names of children: dont think that far ahead
Describe your dream wedding: Long flowing robes and a complete air of magic
How do you want to die?: peacefully
Where do you want to go to college: tstc
What do you want to be when you grow up:chef
What country would you most like to visit:Japan



LAYER NINE
In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: green
Best hair color: whatever colour
Short or long hair: medium length or long
Height: tall
Best weight: no preference
Best articles of clothing: no preference
Best first date location:Theatre
Best first kiss location: On your doorstep



LAYER TEN
Number of drugs taken: to many
Number of people I could trust with my life: 4 or 5
Number of CDs that I own:somwhere in the reigion of 15
Number of piercing: 1
Number of tattoos: 1
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 2
Number of scars on my body:to many to count
Number of things in my past that I regret: all the embarrassing things i've ever done or said, and thats quite a few



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FAVORITES:
01. ( Color ) orange
02. ( Animal ) white tiger
03. ( Vehicle ) viper
04. ( Flower ) white rose
05. ( Beer ) don't like beer
06. ( Liquor ) jack daniels
07. ( Soda ) dr.pepper
08. ( Food ) sushi
09. ( Book ) All HPs
10. ( Author ) JK Rowling, Robin Jarvis, Dan Brown
11. ( Movie ) Charlies Angels, Kill Bill, LOTR, Star Wars
12. ( State ) texas
13. ( City )waco
14. ( School Subject ) ag
15. ( Movie genre ) Fantasy, comedy, sc-fi,
16. ( Color your hair? ) yes
17. ( Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? ) not at the moment
18. ( Floss daily? ) who flosses? I brush
19. ( Own a webcam? ) nope
20. (Ever get off the damn computer? ) i'm lucky to get on at all
21. (Gotten a speeding ticket? ) never!
22. ( How fast? ) guh!
23. ( Been in a wreck? )yes 4 times
24. (Been arrested? ) yes
25. (Stolen a car? ) no!
26. ( Stolen anything? ) yes
27. ( Smoke? ) yes
28. ( Pot? ) yes
29. ( Crack? ) you disgust me
30. ( Drink? ) SOFT drinks
31. ( Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ) not yet
32. ( Been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name? ) not yet
33. ( Posed for nude pics? ) no
34. ( Considered a life of crime? ) hell yeah who hasnt
35. ( Considered being a hooker? ) no!
36. ( Maybe a pimp? ) fuck yeah
37. ( Cheated on someone? ) no!
38. ( Been married? ) no
39. ( Been divorced? ) no
40. ( Are you psycho? ) i hope we're all a little psycho, otherwise the world would be 1 big bore.
41. ( Split personalities? ) nope there's just me(and everyone one else inside my head)
42. ( Obsessive? ) over some things
43. ( Panic? ) occasionally
44. ( Depressed? ) sometimes
45. ( Suicidal? ) nope
46. ( Obsessed with hate? ) no!
47. ( Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? ) not that i can recall
48. ( Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? ) yep
49. ( Had sex outdoors? ) yes





RIGHT NOW…
50. ( What are you watching? ) the monitor
51. ( What time is it? ) five to ten
52. ( What are you wearing? ) green t-shirt, black jeans, black socks and a watch
53. ( Wanna cyber? ) i'm washing my hair
54. (Hey baby, nice shoes... ) thanks sweetheart
55. ( What're you drinking? ) dr.pepper
56. ( Eating? ) nothing
57. ( Got both hands on the keyboard? ) yehep
58. ( You sure ‘bout that? ) YES
59. ( Who are you talkin to? ) no-one
60. ( What other windows do you have open? ) msn, yahoo
61. ( Be anywhere, where would you be? ) in bed
62. (Who would you be with? ) friends
63. ( What would you be doing? ) plenty
64. ( How bored are you? ) 3/10





MISC:
65. (Do u like to sing in the shower) all the time
66. (Do u like to sing) only in the shower
67. (Sign) Leo
68. (Sex) female
69. (righty or Lefty) lefty
70. (Do you have a car?) nope
71. (What kinda car do you have?) …
72. (Food) japanese
73. (Number) 7
74. (Do you plan on having kids) yes
75. (How old do you wanna be when you are married) ????
76. (yes) yes
77. (no) no
78. (Would you have kids before marriage?) no
79. (Do you have a crush) absolutely
80. (Music/TV) music
81. (Guys/Girls) guys!
82. (Green/Blue) green
83. (Pink/Purple) pink
84. (Summer/Winter) Summer
85. (Night/Day) night
86. (Relaxin/Chillin) Relaxin
87. (Dopey/Funny) Funny
88. (What school do u go to) waco high
89. (What's a major turn on for you) wouldn't u like to know



BELIEFS:
90. (Believe in life on other planets?) yep
91. (Astrology?) yep
92. (Magic?) yep
93. (God?) no
94. (Satan?) no
95. (Santa?) no
96. (Ghosts?) yep
97. (Luck?) yep
98. (Love at first sight?) yep
99. (Yin and Yang?) yep
100. (Witches?) yep
101. (Easter bunny?) no
102. (Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?) yep
103. (Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?) yep
104. (Do you wish on stars?) yep


awnser the questions and send to me


1.Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Would you kiss me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Do you cyber?
15. Do you smoke?
16. Could you keep a secret?
17. What's your fav color?
18. Would You ever date me?
19. would you ever fuck me?
20.Did you message me just because of how i look?
21.If i had something stuck in my teeth would you tell me?
22.How many fairies does it take to screw in a light bulb?
23. Do you think im hott?
Are you going to put this on your house and see what I say about you?





29 things Girlz want Guyz to know


1. We want to be hugged
2. We want you to show us affection even when people you know are around.
3. We have peverted minds SOMETIMES
4. Don't take us for granted.
5. If you like us, make your move before someone else does.
6.If you don't shave, don't expect us too...EVERYDAY!!
7. Even though we're perfectly okay with it, don't tell us to kiss our friends to turn you on unless you're willing to do the same.
8. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.
9. We don't care how sexy your ex was.
10. We absolutely do not care about how hot you think other girls are even if were not going out with you!!!
11. Even though you almost never are, we'll pretend that you're right sometimes.
12. Its not our job to make all the plans.
13. We understand that size doesn't matter.
14. We're not as shallow as you think we all are.
15. PMS is ALWAYS an excuse.
16. On that note, anything we say or do during that 4 days to a week each month cannot be held against us.
17. Kenny Chesney IS hot, so get over it.
18. We like it when you say that you're sorry (even if its not entirely your fault)
19. The excuse "I can't dance" is absolutely unacceptable...we'll appreciate the effort.
20. Make fun of us...prepare to DIE!
21. The "little things" are really the biggest things
22. No girl just wants to be "your friend with benefits".
23. Don't smoke and expect us to kiss
you, its gross beyond words.
24. We're sensitive.
25. When we trip and or fall, throw yourself upon the altar of sacrifice and humiliate yourself to make us feel better.
26. Don't lie to us...ever.
27. If we take the time to write you cute notes, write us back, we really
like that.
28. Hold our hand.
29. At least 98% of you guys who are reading this REALLY should take our advise, it'll make your life a lot easier.


_ = I have done it
X = I have not done it
?= I'm not telling you


(_) Been Drunk
(_) Smoked Pot
(_) Kissed a girl
(_) Kissed a guy
(_) Been in a car crash
(_) Been in love
(_) Had sex
(_) Had sex in public
(_) Been dumped
(_) Shoplifted
(X) Been Fired
(_) Been in a fight
(X) Had a three some
(X) Been sexually tied up
(X) Been caught masturbating
(X) Pissed on myself
(X) Had sex with a member of the same gender
(_) Been Arrested
(_) Made out with a stranger
(_) Stolen something from work/school
(X) Been on a blind date
(_) Lied to a friend
(X) Had a crush on a teacher
(_) Skipped school
(_) Slept with a co-worker or classmate
(X) Pickpocketed someone
(X) Put my pants on my head randomly
(_) Walking in on friends having sex
(_) Walked in on parents having sex
(_) Been caught having sex
(_) Broken a bone


Revelation of a Broken Hymen


And in those days shall men seek death
And shall not find it , and shall desire to die
And death shall flee from them
The way she did to me
As if on a whim
Its not that im bad
But im just not him
The shades are closed
And shes wrapped in them
In the same position she was in
All say after her first time
When she was crying after she lost
What became mine
When she was sure she was going to die
Either from the pain or the shame
And god shall wipe away all the tears from thier eyes
And thee shall be no more death
Neither sorrow, nor crying,
Neither shall there be anymore pain,
For the former things are passed away
And lost everything that day
And after 14 years she decided to pray
Hoping the painful things would all dacay.



The blood we shed
The drugs we take
The person we lovw
The ones who'll break



A Way With The Needle


I can taste the freedom
The blood rush to my head
My only perfect
Intense and lonley
All at once
Passed out for another afternoon
Im away with the needle again.



Smoke all day
Drink all night
Im all alone
And feeling alright



Lay down
Accept your fate
Shut your eyes
And just wait
It wont hurt
Its just a pinch
Its is the dream
An innocent man could wish
Nothing shocking
Nothing suicidal
Nothing is the way it seems
Smooth, mellow
With a greeting
Like no other
And it all begins
With a kiss