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Member #24796 created: 2005-07-27 17:27:10Simple URL:   

Name: Jade or Nemi


Latest picture of me. 22nd March 08.


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I really dont care if you hate goths punks rockers emos etc..dont send me messages asking how can i be one or why am i one keep your opinions about it to yourself because i really dont give a shit if you hate who i am...because i dont and im sur that i'll get over it just as easy as you can. =]




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.\.\ Emo_Romance /./. Poems

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Guy: I saw [her] today.
[Girl:] I saw him today.
Guy: It seems like it's been [forever].
[Girl:] I wonder if he still cares.
Guy: [she looks better] than [before july].
[Girl:] I couldn't help staring at him.
Guy: I asked [her] how things were going.
[Girl:] I asked about his new girlfriend.
Guy: [I'd choose her over any girl I'm with].
[Girl:] He's probably really happy now.
Guy: [I couldn't look at her] [without starting to cry.]
[Girl:] He couldn't even look at me.
Guy: [I told her] [I missed her].
[Girl:] He doesn't miss me.
Guy: [I meant it.]
[Girl:] He didn't mean it.
Guy: [i] [LOVE][her].
[Girl:] He loves his new girlfriend.
Guy: [I held her] for [the last time].
[Girl:] He gave me a friendly hug.
Guy: Then [I went home] and [cried].
[Girl:] Then I went home and cried.
Guy: [I lost her].
[Girl:] [I lost him].


a girl asked a boy if she was pretty
he said no
she asked him if he wanted
to be with her forever
he said no
she then asked him if he would
cry if she walked away
he again said no.....
she had heard too much
she needed to leave
as she walked away
he grabbed her arm
and told her to stay
he then told her....
you're not pretty
you're beautiful.
i don't want to be with you forever,
i need to be with you forever.
i wouldn't cry if you walked away
i would die




My name is Sara,I am but three
My eyes are swollen,I cannot see
I must be stupid,I must be bad
What else could have made him
So very mad? I wish I were better
I wish I weren’t ugly,Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me,I may not speak
I cant do a wrong,Or else they’ll lock me up
For the whole day long,When I wake up
I am all alone,The house is dark
Nobody’s home,When they get here
I’ll try to be nice,Then maybe, oh maybe
I’ll get just one beating tonight,
My name is Sara,I am but three
Tonight my daddy,Will beat on me
I hear a door slam,It must be the car
Daddy is back,From the local bar
I hear his feet stomp,Its my name he calls
I press myself back,Against the cold dirty wall
I try to hide,From his empty grey eyes
I’m afraid now,doesn’t she hear my cries?
My name is Sara,I am but three
Tonight my mommy,Will turn her back on me
He sees me weeping,He shouts ugly words
Its my fault he’s screaming,After all.. Its me he’s keeping
He slaps and hits me,He bruises and beats me
Finally! I jerk free,I dash to the door
Its locked I’m trapped,He grabs me for more
I slump to the floor,My bones nearly broken
My daddy continues,More bad words are spoken
"I’m sorry!" I cry,It is now too late
His face twists,I can see the hate
The hurt and the pain,Come again and again
Dear God..
Why this?Please..
Make the pain end,Finally it stops
He heads through the door,I lay motionless
Sprawled out on the bloodstained floor
My name is Sara,I am but three
Tonight my daddy...Murdered me

Stop child abuse!!! it's just sick >.<


Two guys in a car:
What was that
-[A chav]
What was that
-[A Chav]
What was that!
-[Had to hit the curb to get that one]

♥I Want Someone To Kiss Away My
Tears & Wrap His Arms Around
Me.. When My Day is All Wrong
Someone To Actually [L].[O].[V].[E] [M].[E].♥

♥I'd Rather You Hate Me For Who I Am Than Love Me For Who I'm Not♥</b>

[Reality Is Better Than A Dream]

[-:¦:-Never give up-:¦:-
*if u still wanna try*
-:¦:-Never wipe your tears-:¦:-
*if u still wanna cry*
-:¦:-Never settle for the answer-:¦:-
*if u still wanna know*
-:¦:-Never say u don't like him-:¦:-
*if u can't let him go*

[< I thought I saw you look at me >]
[<] I thought I saw you stare [>]
< [Do you know I think you're cute?] >
[< I like the look you bare >]
[<] Are my eyes decieving me? [>]
< [When I see you standing there] >
[< Are you playing tricks on me? >]
[<] To prove that I care [>]
< [Are you an illusion?] >
[< Is it only in my mind >]
[<] Do you look at me as I do you? [>]
< [To see you cant find a little bit of interest]>
[< A stolen glance your way >]
[<] Will you come and talk to me [>]
< [Or watch me day to day] >
[< You may of taken notice >]
[<] That Im not that very shy [>]
< [I like to tell my girlfriends] >
[< When I like a certain guy >]
[<] I do not mean to scare you [>]
< [But I've thought of you alot] >
[< But now I simply want to know >]
[<] Do you like me .... or not? [>]


Month One
Mommy, I am ONLY 8 inches long, but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy, I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak


Never abort because inside you is a life that deserves to live. It feels what happens inside you and it loves the sound of your voice and the things it feels. The baby inside you wants to live and be with you forever. Let him/her have a chance to breath and have a life.

If My Heart Could Beat It Would Break My Chest

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Age: 24Year of birth: 1990Month of birth: 12Day of birth: 10

Gender: female

What do you do?: Studying

Place of living: United Kingdom-England

Exact place of living: Sutton Coldfield/Birmingham

Known languages

Home-page URL:

Elfpack crew wannabe: Yes

adult popalternativegoth
grungeheavy metalhip hop
housepopprogressive metal

Other interests
beercard gamescars

Civil status: involved

Sexual preference: both sexes

Body shape: normal

Height: 155

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