The wonderful life

FUCK JONNY MOTHA FUCKIN MOON!!!!

☆:♥:☆Never give up☆:♥:☆
¤if you still wanna try¤
☆:♥:☆Never wipe your tears☆:♥:☆
¤if you still wanna cry¤
☆:♥:☆Never settle for the answer☆:♥:☆
¤if you still wanna know¤
☆:♥:☆Never say you don't like him☆:♥:☆
¤if you can't let him go¤

  My name is Brandy and I model for John Casablancas.I just like to chill and have fun.I love shopping and listening to music.I have a brother named Rickey,he's gay,lol but I love him to death....that's my boo!I'd do anything for him.I wouldn'tsay that I'm popular but I have alot of "friends" if that's what you call them but over half I couldn't trust with my life or really rely on.
    I've went through some drastic things in my life including I have strict parents and they know half the things so that doesn't help.Me and my father don't really get along because he does thing's to me and I stilllive with him and no one will help.Police suck so oaky whatever.
  For fun I hang out with friends and I love to run.I love playing soccer and I train alot.To release emotions and anxiety I write poems.....sometimes they get me into trouble though.Overall I'm a pretty cool person but I'm very outgoing and honest so sometimes people's feelings get hurt.If you wanna chat just send me a message or if anyone needs any advice...I've been through about everything excepy dying,but I've came close cuz of my eating disorder,and my parents aren't divorced...which 95% of the time I wish that they were.So yep yep this is me if ya have any questions or anything you know what to do!

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I wanna give you a hug but,
a hug leads to a kiss,
a kiss leads to a lick,
a lick leads to a suck,
and a suck leads to a fuck.
hmm... wanna hug?!
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*+*tell my heart to stop beating*+*
*+*tell my mind to stop thinking*+*
*+*throw a stone in the ocean*+*
*+*and tell it to s t o p sinking*+*
*+*tell the sun not to shine*+*
*+*tell the sky not to be so blue*+*
*+*its like telling me..not to love u*+*


if i was a flower wud u pick me
if i was a lolly wud u lick me
if i was a sweet wud u suck me
if i asked u nicely wud u fuck me ??????


*when i 1st saw u, i was scared 2 talk 2 u
when i 1st talked 2 u, i was scared 2 kiss u
when i 1st kissed u, i was scared 2 luv u
now dat i luv u im scared 2 loose u!*


*Humpty dumpty fucked a fat whore,
Humpty dumpty fell on the floor,
All the kings horses
and all the kings men bent the bitch over
and fucked her again*


*SEX IS A SENSATION
CAUSED BY TEMPTATION
WHEN A GUY STICKS HIS LOCATION
INTO A GIRLS DESTINATION
TO INCREASE POPULATION
FOR THE NEXT GENERATION
YOU GET MY EXPLANATION
OR DO U NEED A DEMONSTRATION?*


[LAYER ONE]
-- Name: brandy
-- Nickname(s): to many
-- Birthplace: Greensboro,NC
-- Current location: Greensboro, NC
-- Eye color: hazzle
-- Hair color: light brown
-- Height: 5'3
-- Righty or lefty: Righty


[LAYER TWO]
-- Your heritage: white/irish/german/dutch
-- The shoes you wore today: air forces
-- Your weakness: my past
-- Your fears: being alone
-- perfect pizza: i don't like to eat
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: over come my past

[LAYER THREE]
-- Your most overused phrase: Bitch!!!
-- Your thoughts first waking up: why did i have to wake up?
-- Your best physical feature: Butt/boobs/legs
-- Your bedtime: whenever i cry myself to sleep
--most missed memory: being daddy's little girl(fuck em')

[*LAYER FOUR*]
-- Soda: don't drink soda
-- Fast food joint: McDonalds
-- Single or group dates: both
-- Adidas or Nike: Nike
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino


[LAYER FIVE]
-- Smoke: yes
-- swear: fuck no
-- Sing: All the time
-- Take a shower every day: of course
-- have a crush: yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes
-- Want to go to college: duh!
-- Want to get married: some day
-- Get motion sickness: only when I'm fucked up
-- think ur attractive: hell no
-- Think you're a health freak: maybe
-- Get along with your parents: MOM-yes DADDY-hell no.....it depends
-- Like thunderstorms: no(wines)
-- Play an instrument: what do i look like?


[LAYER SIX]
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yep
-- Smoked: yes
-- Done a drug: maybe
-- Had sex: that's my hobby
-- Made out: yeah...
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall: im banned
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Eaten sushi: EWWWW..HELL NO
-- Been on stage: yep(modeling)
-- Gone skating: uhhh...no
-- Made homemade cookies: yep
-- Gone skinny-dipping: i wish
-- Dyed your hair: no not yet
-- Stolen anything: no of course not....


[LAYER SEVEN]
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: hell yea
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: all the time
-- Been caught doing something: depends
-- Been called a tease: yes
-- Gotten beaten up: nope
-- Shoplifted: couple of times in the past
-- Changed who you were to fit in: HELL NO


[LAYER EIGHT]
-- Age you hope to be married: whatever happens happens
-- Numbers and names of children: undecided
-- How do you want to die: quickly
-- Where do you want to go to college: UNC
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: doctor
-- What country would you most like to visit: i dunno
-- Who is your guardian/ most loved person: mom and dad guardian/ mawmaw most loved

[LAYER NINE]
In a girl
My girl is Perfect
[LAYER TEN]
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: i couldn't tell you
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: i have no idea
-- Number of CDs that I own: too many to count
-- Number of piercings: Ears/belly button/nose
-- Number of tattoes: None yet
-- Number of times my name has appeard in the newspaper: Once or twice
-- Number of scars on my body: Too many to count( i was a cutter)

(the end)


[X] IS YES [ ] IS NO
SOME MORE ABOUT ME!
Have you ever...
[X] been drunk.
[x hey scenester hey x] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] been dumped.
[X] been in a fist fight.
[x] had sex.
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house. (it was FUN too!)
[x] went on a blind date.
[ ] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[x]skipped school. (too many times to count)
[ ] went ice skating.
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.(but I learned a damn good leson,it broke my heart more than his)
[x] been cheated on.

[x]=yes []=no

Do you...
[ ] have a nice smile
[x] have a bf.(until he huts me again like last time)
[x] have a crush. (on my bf...hell yeah!!!)
[x] feel loved.(just sometimes)
[x] feel lonely.(alot)
[ ] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.(more than anyone could ever hate me)
[ ] think your attractive.
[x] listen to rap. (depends what mood I'm in)
[X] listen to rock.(same as above)
[x] listen to country.
[ ] have more than 1 best friend.(if a truebest friend won't stab you in the back then no)
[x] get good grades.
[x] wear thongs.
[x] wear black eyeliner.(when my manajor says i can)
[x] like the color blue.(with many other colors)
[x] like to read.(it also depends)
[x] like to write.(all day long)

Are you...
[x] ugly.(but i hate ie when people tell me)
[ ] pretty.
[x] ok.(for now)
[x] bored.(that's my life)
[ ] happy.
[x] white.(and proud)
[ ] black.
[ ] indian.
[ ] tall.
[x] sick. (Hmmmmmm... Mentally? I'll get back 2 u on that one.)
[ ] a virgin.(i really wish)
[x] lazy. (when my tummy hurts)
[ ] single(some days i wish i was)
[ ] looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] scared to die.(by my eating disorder...yeah....tears fall)
[x] annoyed.
[ ] drinking something.
[X] ticklish.
[ ] homophobic.(my brother is gay)
[ ] racist (No, ARE YOU? *points accusingly*)

That's enough about me.......for now......