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SiCk NaStY (Yea so fuckn happy not!!!!!!!)

Member #46011 created: 2006-12-20 20:08:08Simple URL:   

Name: Nikki Lewis


me and my sn jake alexader


bby jake most recent pic one mnth old
  my world i love my son n bein mommy

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about me uhmmmm lets see im a girl...bout 5'4 5' hair is blonde but i died it red I'm growin it out....anyway I recently had my son on december 4th and I'm so very excited me the bby daddy and Jake are very happy together even tho it's very stressful wit a new bby....I like to have a good time an party an live life to the fullest

   Bide the wiccan law ye must
  In perfect love and perfect trust
   Eight words the wiccan rede fulfill
  An'ye harm none,do what ye will
   What ye send forth comes back to thee
  So ever mind the law of three
   Follow this with mind and heart
  Merry ye meet, Merry ye part

im a free spirited lil up for trying anything..i love to take risks..i have been cheated on 3 times had my heart broken every not a cheater i dont like it done to me so i dont do onto a honest to to draw sing..just bout other things just ask an i may tell depending on you

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peace pot tequila shot
jesus loves us stoned or not
sex drugs rock and roll
speed weed birth control
lifes a bitch then you die
fuck the world lets get high
we are stoners we have class
mess with us we'll kick your ass
so to all you preps who think your cool
go to hell cause stoners RULE!!!!!!!!!

Friend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs."
Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad."
Friend: Has never seen you cry.
Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on.
Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd.
Juggalo: Always has your back.
Friend: Runs for help in a fight.
Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help.
Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail.
Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!"
Friend: Will help you move out of a house.
Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house.
Friend: Bums you a cigarette
Juggalo: Bums you his last pack
Friend: Is there when you need them
Juggalo: Is there even when you dont need them
Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet
Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning
Friend: Hides you from the cops
Juggalo: Is probably the reason the cops are after you in the first place
Friend: Lets you make an ass out of yourself in public
Juggalo: Is up there with you making an ass out of themselves too
Friend: Likes you cause your always doing stupid shit
Juggalo: Loves you even though you do stupid shit
Friend: Is shocked to find out your actually gay
Juggalo: Already knew but really could care less
Friend: Doesn't tell anyone if you kill the guy who tried to kill you
Juggalo: Helped you kill that asshole
Friend: Comes with you to your moms funeral
Juggalo: Cries with you at your moms funeral
Friend: Tells you when his parents doesnt want him to hang out with you any more
Juggalo: Laughs in his parents faces for saying that
Friends: Fade
Juggalos: Are 4 Ever
Pass this shit on to all your juggalo homies
yo if ur a juggalo send this shit to all ya mutha fuckin homies.

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to love u is pain
and not to love you is pain
for i opened my heart to you
and now my eyes show the pain of my heart
and you look closely and you will see the pain
you will see the sadness
you will see the sorrow
for my heart is broken and cold as ice because of you
for it was open and warm as fire to you
you turned your back on me and its as if you
put a whole through it and blew the fire out
for your voice is like wind blowing through
the whole and it hurts everytime we speak
but your voiceis like sweet candy that i cant
stop eating up
i hate it and than i love it
i hate to love
and i love to hate
i dontshow my pain and sadness
everyone thinks everything is ok
everyone thinks im the happiest person
but im happy only to hide my true feelings
and acting happy helps me overcome my anger
but the real me
no one wants to see
no one really knows me for me
but you would have
you made your desicion
who is to say it was wrong
who is to say it was right
will my heart ever heal
and my eyes show happyness
only time will tell

"dont no me"
my soul
goes to the dark
the dark calls to my soul
dont know why
every night
i think about death and wanting to die
so i can get off this place
people think there is nothing wrong
with me
but they dont no me like you do
they think they no me
they dont know that i wonder about death and wanting to die

my soul
itlooks for the dark
the dark looks for
my soul
my soul
and the dark
are very simular
the dark dont
let light in like i dont let love in
my soul only loves the dark
and the dark only lets the light
of my soul in

A white man yells to a black man. "Hey colored boy! You're blockin my view."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"When I was born I was black,"
"When I grew up I was black,"
"When I'm sick I'm black,"
"When I go in the sun I'm black,"
"When I'm cold I'm black,"
"When I die I'll be black"
"But you sir..."
"When you're born you're pink,"
"When you grow up you're white,"
"When you're sick, you're green,"
"When you go in the sun you turn red,"
"When you're cold you turn blue,"
"And when you die you turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"
The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away...
Post this in your house if you are against racism.

feat. Lazy-Bone

[Some Talking]
[Layzie Bone]
Smoking hydro, feeling fine, slow sipping on wine, wine, yeah, ghetto wine
Hydro, yeah, should of been told ya, living proof soliders, winos
So come and light the spliff dawg and it better be that hydro

[Monoxide Child]
Now all these people wanna smoke some weed with Twiztid
And see if we really smoke that's all that's listed
From bubblegum to super skunk, 1 to 5
I even smoked a little bit of some shit they called the beehive
I been to Europe and made Amsterdam cry
Cause me and Madrox straight smoked them hoes dry
I'm like fuck Cheech, Cheech don't even hit the bong
And I've did 30 days from drinking cleanall with Tommy Chong
I shot a movie with the guy from Halfbaked
He didn't smoke, but he was funny
So I guess he's only half fake
So rake those seeds out your weed
I'm not smoking that shit that you're about to roll up
To me, don't even look potent
And I ain't choking of them stems and seeds
And why does everybody say they smoke more weed than me?
It's not a race it ain't no contest
Winner roll the weed up
Think about that and keep the treat up

From the chronic to the green ass weed with no seeds
To the boogie that'll make a motherfuckers lungs bleed
Smoke down in the car cant breathe everybody wanna smoke with me
To the dawgs with the pre-rolled blunts in the air bumping this like we don't care
Dirty piss violated again I'm in the system and I just cant win

[Layzie Bone]
Twiztid's gonna get ya
Twiztid's spliff that is the mission
What we hitting is that chronic weed
Quickly to split your gone
Have you tripping coughing, laughing long
Better go around and get you some
Roll it in a blunt, or we could rip it from a bong
It's the potent that can keep me up
And help me keep my rhyme in focus
I'm in this hocus pocus like there's magic in every puff
It's magic to the man to handle it if you can
If you ain't put in on the weed, you ain't smoking, understand?
I gives a damn about a so to so rudey lovers love to play
Store the weed you got on stage and makes sure its the purple haze
No need in holding back, gonna spend the extra money
Split the philly up the middle, go on and lace it with that honey
So we can burn slow
So we preserve smoke
Cause you know we love to blow smoking on that hydro

From the chronic to the green ass weed with no seeds
To the boogie that'll make a motherfuckers lungs bleed
Smoke down in the car cant breathe everybody wanna smoke with me
To the dawgs with the pre-rolled blunts in the air bumping this like we don't care
Dirty piss violated again I'm in the system and I just cant win

[Jamie Madrox]
One puff and it blows ya head off, second puff you're set off
The third, toking shit on your chest ya wanna let off
Pass the joint, pass the point of being tore down
I'm so high that my heartbeats starting to slow down
Fingernails are roach clips for gormet smoking
Smashed up glass pieces slash my whole face open
I'm zoning and I don't feel a thing
I probably won't recall a single things that's happening
My medicine is sold by the dope man
Quarters and halves, and big boys and Q.P's that come with fat price tags
How much are ya spending? Whatever it takes to get
Rid of these headaches and shakes make no mistakes
I come with green for the green, an even exchange
No money for a bag of brown backyard boogie
I get so high that you would have to rip me out of the sky
For the feeling that the real green provides

From the chronic to the green ass weed with no seeds
To the boogie that'll make a motherfuckers lungs bleed
Smoke down in the car cant breathe everybody wanna smoke with me
To the dawgs with the pre-rolled blunts in the air bumping this like we don't care
Dirty piss violated again I'm in the system and I just cant win

Boy: baby we need to talk
Girl: ricardo, wat do u mean?
Boy: sumthin has come up...
Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby
Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much
Boy: baby are you there??
Girl: yea im here wut is so important??
Boy: im not sure if i should say
Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: im leaving....
Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you
Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away
Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.
Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.
Girl: i cant believe this.
[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]
Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad
Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go
Boy: would you run away with me?
Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!
Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..
Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on
Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.
Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park
Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]
Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.
Girl: ****tear (begins to cry)
Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go
Girl: ok (begins to walk away)
[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter her gave her]
It says.....
U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Ricardo
[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....
Friend: how are u feeling?
Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.
Friend: o, about that. Ricardo left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...
Girl: ummm ok
[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket,It says.
Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...Hate = Love
Never = Alwayz
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...
Girl: omg its a letter, Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later
Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!
...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.
[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]
....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a msg. "Its Ricardo, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 ueverything will be a be ok i love you so me asap bye!!
[...he eventually finds out wut happend, and also kills himself...]
If you think this story is sad, then RE-POST!!!...Sometimes ppl lose tha one they love, make sure u tell that special sum1 that u love them. Or sumthing bad could happen

Age: 21Year of birth: 1990Month of birth: 7Day of birth: 17

Gender: female

What do you do?: Something in between

Place of living: USA-North Carolina

Exact place of living: On earth

Known languages

gothheavy metalhip hop

Other interests
chasing the preferred sexdancingdisco

Civil status: live together with partner

Sexual preference: both sexes

Body shape: big breasted

Height: 163

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