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nightmare angel (holding your grisly form on my chest...)

Member #3111 created: 2004-12-07 04:38:00Simple URL:   

Name: ryuji,my good side.


looking at the sky,wondering why,I just want this shit to fucking die...I want you go die with all of this on my shoulders...
<img:>this is my fox...


hug a cat. save the pain...


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If you TyPe lyke tis u r a fuk'n retard and need to be shot..... I will ONLY talk to people who can type and can be Literate


this is what the windows look like in my mind....

my friends.....

[Zi_Katama] [Hefru_Maru] [psynoc] [SnazzyChazzy] [Lyricyce of Magick] [Eskimo420] [YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME IM AN AMERICAN!] [Lonely boy]


NO!!! BAD ><

i had the oppertunity to look at a dear friend of mine... this is what cutting and suicide can leave scared into your mind... I don't want to have that scared in to mine...

I am 16, I live in the USA, in Colorado actually. I am a webmaster, desginer. I build computers from parts and make case mods. I take mine for example. I cut a 8x8x8x8 hole in the side of my computer, and mounted a case fan to allow more air flow. i fined that I am the lonely sort and have alot of time on my hands.

Penguin Conspiracy Theory

P.S.   <img:>

they like the same thing I do...

I look at humanity and I laugh.

What does it mean to fall into a pit of depression? what is it that keeps up for ending it all? please understand that I am just a man, I can't do it all, nor can you. if you having a bad day, week, month, year or life. there is hope. that hope comes from getting to know someone who goes through something like what you are going through. there are many of us depressed people and self injurists out there. it is not a bad thing nor should it be sterotyped as such. Sorry if i seem to be standing on my soap box but that is the fucking truth, there is hope, there is a way around the bullshit. if you need to talk I'm here, my door is open. if I am not on Elfpack then I am on Gaia Online. I will post a link at the bottom with guides to getting out of this hole. Oh, and don't worry I nor any one else will call you an "emo" we hate lables too.

first, there is a space on called the "art of life" Guild. there you can hang out and vent/rant and discuss your situation. the link is here: remember you need to join gaia in order to join this guild. Gaia is free as Elfpack. so enjoy. My username there is NightmareAngel132 feel free to PM me is you have questions





Age: 17Year of birth: 1990Month of birth: 4Day of birth: 18

Gender: male

What do you do?: Something in between

Place of living: USA-Colorado

Exact place of living: on sanity's edge with my mother who I will jump off and she will be stranded.

Known languages
Sign LanguageEnglishFinnish

Favorite URL:

Elfpack crew wannabe: Yes

adult popgothheavy metal
new ageoperaprogressive metal

Other interests
catschasing the preferred sexcooking
crime storiesdogseconomics
role playingsingingscifi

Civil status: single

Sexual preference: both sexes

Body shape: a little overweight

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